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perjantai, hein�kuu 29, 2005
H�mm
Hahaa kotia mars idag. Ihanaa. Aurinko paistaa ja VLK p�iv� py�rii. Pid�n futis rastia. Mainiota! Epan kanssa DBTL. Im so happy.
perjantai, hein�kuu 29, 2005 |
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torstai, hein�kuu 28, 2005
Sun shine of my life
I just ordered two DBTL festival tickets from my friend and now I have no one to go with. Eeva are you in finland? I have to friday-saturday VIP tickets which I bought and I need company! MISS U!
Came from forrest today. It was a bliss to have a shower and all after 4 days of running, sweating, lack of sleep and food, marching, shouting, training, 24/7 raining and so on...Im so tired that I cannot hardly speak. Tomorrow to Turku. I have lotsa to do - getting my apartment done and so on but what a heck.
This place is mad. While I've been at camp all the things with weather ppl have went chaotic. Some loutenant have said that I HAVE SAID that its too much to spend 3 days in a row in weather station! What the fuck! I have never said anything like that. I started to get angry phonecalls at noon from fellow weather ppl and I had no idea what they where talking about. I need to do about something to this. Seems like all the weekend are going to be cutted in half and it means that my weekends are 1� long. Which means that I get home at saturday night and leave at sunday afternoon! What the heck. And its my foult cause I have said something that I have never even said! Funny thing is that I have nothing to do with these captains and loutenants cause they are in whole different building and Im at AUK another 4 weeks! Whaaaaath!!!!!!! Im so tired and pissed of to this place.
Weekend. My head is spinning cause Im so tired. My granma have lose her mind and Im afraid that she's going to bomb me down too. Im broke, exausted and tired of fucked up ppl. I want to go home and be. Thought, now my mum and co are in Kajaani I wonder how I will get something to eat at weekend! :D Well...
Luv.
torstai, hein�kuu 28, 2005 |
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keskiviikko, hein�kuu 20, 2005
R�J�HTI
keskiviikko, hein�kuu 20, 2005 |
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tiistai, hein�kuu 19, 2005
Its raining man, halleluja!
Whole day shooting with new recruits and it was hot hot hot. At the moment we arrived back it started raining! Woah. Shitty in a way cause me and my fellow sergeant Harju where planning to spend evening picking huge dish full of blueberries. Bwah, now I have nothing to do really. I forgot my phone to my room and I dont feel like running back in rain. Just want to sit down alone, read magazine and do few phonecalls but...
Eeva is moving back to Finland soon whee! And many of my friends are somewhere in this world at interail. I just realized that I have missed whole summer! I havent bought any strawberries yet, spend hot afternoon at terrance having a pint with friends, barbeque party 'til morning or picnic at the park. But last weekend was nice indeed. At saturday morning Petri came to pick me up veeery early and we drove to Helsinki and took ferry to Suomenlinna and Merisotakoulu where we changed clothing. Wedding was nice with all the Kadets and so on. I had such a great day! One of the best for this summer. I'd love to write more but there is bunch of recruits breathing behind me and wanting to use this damn computer. I met Ylih�rsil� at saturday night and we had wild party. Great saturday anyway. Sunday was hangoverish and I was very down cause I needed to take earlier train to J�ms� and had to wait for ride in trainstation for almost 3h!! Argh. This week around here have been hectic and Im in bad mood all the time cause I dont get information quick enought. Its making my work very uneasy!
Waiting for the weekend. Home.
tiistai, hein�kuu 19, 2005 |
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torstai, hein�kuu 14, 2005
Vasen vasen vasen kaks kolme
Huoh. V�sytt��. On ollut niin kuuma ja niin olen vain sulannut pala palalta. Joka p�iv� pit�nyt pest� vaatteet jotka ovat olleet palveluksen j�lkeen hiest� m�r�t. Sulkeisia auringon alla, aseiden noutoa etc s�hl�yst�. Mutta kyll� - 1. joukkue (jonka ryhm�njohtaja olen ja oma ryhm�ni on siit� 3.) on rautaa! Osaavat s�rm�sti jo marssia, tietysti on jotain hassuja juttuja mutta haloo, kolmas p�iv� armeijassa! Ei uskoisi. Motivaatio on kova, mit��n avautumisia ja perseilyj� ei ole tullut vastaan. Jengi yritt�� koko ajan ihan naurettavan hullun tosissaan joka tekee ty�skentelyst� miellytt�v�� ja antaa aihetta alokkaiden tsemppaamiseen. Tietysti ollaan ihan lasten kengiss� viel� - mutta siit� on hyv� l�hte�. Ainoa mik� �rsytt�� on esim. viereisen komppanian SPOL Rj:t jotka on pikkunatseja (mutta niill� on ihan ihme nollatauluja) ja valittaa siit�, etten runnuta tai huuda tarpeeksi tai ole muuten vaan ihan ketun ilke�. Samoin S��alikit jotka ulisee siit� etten huuda tai muuten vaan tee alokkaiden olosta turhan hankalaa tilanteissa jossa se ei ole tarpeellista mm. silloin kun vien heid�t ensimm�ist� kertaa p�iv�ll� tupakalle (eli klo. 16.00 ruokailun j�lkeen ennen viitt�) ... ketuttaa itse istua vieress� kun alokkaat imee raivolla r��ki� himoissaan ja toiset alikit opettaa minua miten asiat pit�isi tehd�. Jos huudan koko ajan ja runnutan etc ihan joka asiasta miss� se ei ole edes tarpeellista niin ent�s sitten kun todellakin on jotain mist� korottaa ��nt�? Jos alokkaat mukisematta muutenkin hoitavat vaaditut asiat niin miksi ajaa itse��n siihen tilanteeseen, ett� jos jotain todella tapahtuu niin kukaan ei ota �l�m�l��ni tosissaan? Sit� t�ss� olen miettinyt.
Ihana p��st� pe kotiin vaikka muut j�� kiinni. No, k�yn h�iss� ja siin� se vkl meneekin. Mutta jokatapauksessa - kotiin kanssa sitten remonttia siistiin, huoneeni on ihan paskana ja ainoa mik� on ok on s�nkyni. Koko omaisuus pahvilaatikoissa. Olen aina niin v�sk� ja kiiru kun tulen pariksi p�iv�ksi himaan. Ja ihana n�hd� rammstein videot turussa. YEE. Mutta kiire -> alokkaat inisee koneille ja tahdon pois t�st� kuumuudesta. (tahtoo pois johonkin kylm��n lillumaan mutta kun ei...)
Jep. Ihan hyvin menee - tikiksen tavat vs. halli on v�lill� vaikeaa kun ei kerkee tohinassa aina yhten�ist�� k�skyj� ja tapoja sek� ei osaa ihan kaikkea itekk��n viel�. No - oppimista se on t�m�kin mulla, mutta sujuu jo.
torstai, hein�kuu 14, 2005 |
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sunnuntai, hein�kuu 10, 2005
Its getting hot in here so take off all yer clothes
Getting myself ready to leave back to J�ms�. Tomorrow newbies are arriving. Im having slight hangover (still, and tiredness) and this over 27 degrees is killing me. Tomorrow will be even hotter. Rammstein where something so beautiful. I dont have usb thang here so I cannot put any pictures from the weekend, but great time I had. Last night Senni, I and Eka where at our summer cottage swiming and hanging around. What a great night!
Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier
Sie atmet dich sie sucht nach dir
Nistet auf gebrochenen Herzen
Geht auf Jagd bei Kuss und Kerzen
Sneider heard my calling and came towards me, throw a drumstick right at my hand - I got it but some way bigger than me fuck heads came and stole it. I tried to fight against it, got few splinters in my right hand Bohoo - I cannot understand ppl like that. I made very clear during the concert that who is my idol and so on (shouted my lungs off his name!) ;) ... I feel like teenager but really - that guy who took it from me like a lollipop from a child will never respect that item. Sniff. gruel world, why didnt I just smashed his balls or something...
Amour amour...
sunnuntai, hein�kuu 10, 2005 |
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perjantai, hein�kuu 08, 2005
Tomorrow tomorrow...
While I've been melting due getting places ready for newbies which arrives in monday my homies have arranged thangs for TOMORROW - rammstein gig. I mean - the thing for this year. We have seen all, and we are like grazy teenie girrrlies shouting "paul paul!" and etc. I cannot do anything about it, but thought we are fan for music but also for those musicias - silly way. ;) RUISROCK!
perjantai, hein�kuu 08, 2005 |
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tiistai, hein�kuu 05, 2005
Im melting here
Its been ages since I wrote and lotsa happend after it. Midsummer went slowly in weather station, sitting alone, watching telly and doing nothing more than observations in every three hours. Almost all the days where rainy so my plans getting great tan didnt really worked out at all. So me and gta vice city get to know each others quite well in 4 long days. Anyway ... after it I only spend long days at training and left to Medieval market in last tuesday. In evening I went to see my sister and Somebody. She have a great apartment. I had to sleep at Johanna's bed two nights cause my new room (her old room) was in chaos. She painted it in friday and now its even more chaotic cause I didnt have any time to arrange it in weekend. She also left to interail with Mikko today for month. I have so much crieving to get on the road too that it hurts!! Anyway, I was so busy all weekend. Spend all day acting nun wearing all black wool clothing in hot hot hot weather. I was supposed to meet Serafina too but It didnt worked out cause I was so excausted in saturday evening. At sunday after play we went to church to ending Vesper. It was most amazing thing I have had in ages. To go in Turk�'s medieval old Doom Cathedral as Nun. In role. If I would have been weaker I would burst inside of deep realigious koma. It was beautiful. I felt to humble and tiny. It was amazing. Amazing and beautiful.
Then I went to have quick shower and run to after party to say quick bye to everyone. I love that group of ppl I met last year and quickly this year. I was so happy to spend those days acting with them again. Next year Im going to be there from the start.
Anyway. I didnt have much to do at midsummer more than taking pictures. Here some skies...
I have some more but I add them later. Im melting here, its over 26 degrees outside even thought its evening. I cannot leave to beach cause Im working as "oldest" today. Bwah! UNFAREEEeee! Anyway cannot hardly wait til thusday when I get home again. Then next monday the newbies comes here and they count on me. Im so neurvous that I dont even want to think about it. I fucking hate that I dont have a penny - I need a watch and I dont have money to buy it. I want to go to Ruisrock summer festival for few days as all my pals to party and relax before huge turn in my life. I want to get a one new summer top just to feel pretty and cause my arms are so big (muscles!) that all my shirts dont fit anymore. I want to buy ice cream and pint of beer when I get home. I want to make something good for myself. Without a penny I have to stay home alone while others are having fun and feeling slow panic at my bones while waiting monday arriving...
Our washing machine is broke and I dont have any bed sheets clean. Fuck. I have to wait 'til Johanna arrives to get it together. MUUUUM!!!
tiistai, hein�kuu 05, 2005 |
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