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perjantai, marraskuu 28, 2003
Yeah Im no-one's wife but oh I love my life and all that jazz...
I wish I could tap dance while its boring at work.
I feel a bit frusturated. Halipula. V�sy. Friday. All of this weeks hectic bizarre chaos - But in a strange way, I enjoy all the things I do in my life right now. �bo Svenska Teatter is inspiring, work is fun, plans are slowly finding their way to be real and so on...Hum...gotta go again.
perjantai, marraskuu 28, 2003 |
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I had my first real rehersals yesterday. Really quite interesting and thrilling, but Im so tired. I feel tired but still like I just cannot stay in my place right now. I dont know ... Waiting for Senni to arrive to meet me at work. Gaah.
Saaga got gig in Tallinna. Fuck it. They are going to leave without me. Soon Im sure, I'll be wached out from whole group...I could go everyday after new year almost, but not now when I need every penny I can get, I need every hour from work to survive. And my boss will not let me go, cause my work couple (which is the reason that I have work here) is too tired and going to take days off, I cannot leave these ppl without any help. :P And I have reherlsals at thursday eve's. I just where in my first one. I cannot go and just skip one, I have 1.5month to opening and now we have like 3 rehersals, then long brake thought Xmas and then again after new year...It not like I dont want to go, I cannot, not right now. I feel just a loser, like I dont care about the band, which is not true. I would _love_ to go and skip two days, go to Tallinna where I have never been before...but. No can do. Sniff.
perjantai, marraskuu 28, 2003 |
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I really must admid that Im worried about my eating habits nowadays.
I dont usually eat brakefast even thought my tummy can growl for food, Im too busy. I "forgot" to eat at work, I dont have lunch with me or no money to buy anything. Usually all I eat at work is just coffee, sometimes some goodies like cake and so on, chocolate, or ice cream or something like that. After work I usually dont eat if Im not at HomeHome or before I leave work Tuire makes me eat half of her lunch. I dont remember when it was the last time I went straight home from work. Or then it just feels so funny cause I usually spend even nights at work.
I've lost 7kg. I have a busy life. How in earth I will remember to eat? I leave huge signs "Lotta, eat your brakefast or I'll kill ya. /Yourself" around my place and I still dont eat!! ARGH!!!!!!! :P I hate myself for that. And when I get home later on at nights I dont never spend any time for cooking no more, just some piece of bread or something. Not even noodles or stuff like that anymore. If you have any good advise, tell me, I dont want to get my body crash down. For example, I use to drink a loads of milk and so on. Now when I buy milk to fridge sometimes I dont even open it, just throw it away when its 3weeks old. Or then its half drank with serials and I have to throw it away cause its so smelly. :P Cheese gets green dots and is like a stone. I really really really do hate myself for this fact.
I have a huge pile of work.
Gotta run.
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torstai, marraskuu 27, 2003
Seems like my oh so long Xmas vacation is turning up to be just less than week. Work. Alone here with only Maija, but still. Work.
torstai, marraskuu 27, 2003 |
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keskiviikko, marraskuu 26, 2003
Sigh. Im quite tired. But hanging on there huh! Most of my tiredness is cause of this darn darkenss and waterish weather. GODDAMN I HATE TURKU's Winter...Water water everywhere and not a drop to drink.
Snow was much better. I was sitting at the bus on my way home last night and landskape past me by. All I kept thinking was "Oh, its so much better when its snow". After an hour started to rain water like there is no tomorrow.
Last night was quite amazing. I ran from work to �bo Svenska Teatter where Risto was already waiting for me. We went inside (what a place!!) and talked abou the project and so on. After short awhile all others like actors, director and choir members etc came along and they started their rehersals. I dont know where I've put myself into. I was trilled, so exited and very scared. They know all songs and have been having rehersals on stage like for month or so. They know the story and lines. Its of course in swedish and I havent even saw the script yet. I dont know anyone there. Im all alone, but I think they will keep me in good hands. It felt like it. Gosh, Sirre Im going to kill you for this someday - I got picture that its just in the beginning or the project ... Argh. Jump to the flow ... Hurrr.
I had to leave there quite soon and ran to Starlight Quinted rehersals. I was so tired and got very annoyed when Kaisa started to boss me around and gave me a huge pile of NEW notes and stuff (we have a gig next week.) ... I dont know, its like Kaisa show, again Im just a fucking background vocalist who's job is just back up and look good. I dont even feel that much enertic to sing anymore in SQ cause its always bunch of something new, things keep changeing all the time and I feel like Im nothing.
Sigh. I got a loads of hanging around time at work today. Mostly it means that I have to work hard with this computer, but Im lazy, a cup of coffee and some little brainstorm to here and Im ready to rock BABEH! - so I'll go to get my coffee and write more of this never ending whine blog. ;)) (Im not depressed ppl, this is first autumn I feel better than ever!)
T�n��n olisi alakerrassa sairaalamme uuden Polin tilojen avajaiset. Ostettiin kukkia. Hurraa. Pit�isik� menn� mukaan tuijotteleen uusia seini�, kehumaan maaleja ja uutta tekniikkaa. Ja laistaa t�ist�. Arh! Tuskinpa menen. Mutta siell� voisi olla jotain tarjolla, meitill� ihan hirmu n�l�k� sy�nyt eilen viimeksi iltap�iv�ll� ...
I found old list from this blog. I wrote it 03.03.03. Its a list of things I was planning to do in this year (and now its too late, cause its already ending.) ...I've overlined the things I've done and add some info to some. Here we go.
"I've been wondering. Things I want and need to do in this year.
� Learn how to sail a sailing boat.
� Visit gullkrona and other nice places at archipelago.
� Get a gig, demo and about 10 OWN songs for B.O.M. (just 3 songs already made. one gig.)
� Get an apprenticeship contract with some restaurant and work/study hard. (Worked summer in restaurant. Havent got an apperenticeship contract YET!)
� Do something "new" with my hair.
� Enjoy helluva summer with my pals. Like last year. *sigh* Starcamp, Cygnus and all.
(I worked all summer and had to skip everything. Even Bruce Springsteen.)
� Get on the stage with Rh Blues Band in many occasion as its possible. (Nada. Didnt have time/money to travel to Kajaani, only at Xmas but without the change to be on stage with RH.)
� Get a new bow to my cello. Also exchange or so a new lighter bag.
� Sing "New York, New York" at Karaoke with my mother. Duo with choreograps and everything. Great fun.
� Get a new pair of jogging-shoes and start to run daily like I've dreamed for so long.
� Quit smoking.
� Get a new cat into my life.
� Get myself to dancing lessons. Tap-dancing, Tango or Salsa.
� Learn how to sing Flamenco music.
� Learn to play percussions - djembe.
� Get a loads of gigs with Saga and just enjoy the time with girls.
� Live inside the moment.
� Get my pure joy of living back again. Get back that impulsive high going Lotta who lived happily without worrying too much, like there is no tomorrow.
� Get money and spend it well.
� Adventure's with Epa in europa and north.
� Learn to keep my eyes open and not to afraid to get in to intresting and requiring projects.
� Write.
� Get my rollerskates out from a bag and learn how to brake on 'em. Sooo...I could really use blades without hurting myself all the time."
I shall laugh! Next time at start of the year I'll write another one, hopefully its full of overlines then.
Sain t�n��n palkkalistani t�lle kuulle. K�teen j�� 600e miinus vuokrat ja laskut. Meitti el�� sitten n. 100e kuun josta sitten menee joululahjat etc. Eip� paljoa tipetipetiptap soi, ellei joulukeikoista revi ruhtinaallisia...Ehk� ehk�. Tammikuu kun on pakko el�� my�s. Joudun olemaan (huom. JOUDUN. Joudun jopa hakemaan virkavapaata.) palkattomalla lomalla muutaman viikon. Ei paljoa naurata.
Ach so.
What I want for Xmas. I think I should start to write that kind of list after years of not making anything like that. All the kids of my workmates have already done one, some of 'em even twice. I dont wanna Babyborn doll ... This is my list, here I go:
Dear santa.
I've been a very good girlie this year and avoid being bad as much as I've could. Cause I believe in u, Santa! I Worship youre true power and glory by singing youre propagand songs in all these gigs which I have to do for free! I've dont have life cause all i do is work. So Im so good that Church is thinking of naming me one of their Saint.
I wanna:
- New Harry Potter.
- World peace and Grammy.
- Nivea Creme and those face shoaps mother bought me from Pharmacy.
- Mum and Senni to my place before Xmas to clean my place with me, have a sauna and my hair dyed at same, girls get-to-gether. Im too tired to do anything there (havent done anything in _months_ and its start to be so dusty that I cannot breath well.) cause of being 24/7 on the move. Santa, this is my favorite will.
- New kick ass Boots.
- Something nice for my kitchen.
- Ford Yaris.
- New Partume.
- Luck.
Thanks Santa dude, I mean, like u rule 4eva! :D
Ah. I think I need to work a bit. So sue me.
keskiviikko, marraskuu 26, 2003 |
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tiistai, marraskuu 25, 2003
Do I have a life or what? Seems like (cause we have such an megalomanic Doc in da house) we are going to work 'til night in Friday. Like ... I dont want to do nothing more than work, duh? But hey girlie, focus on your paycheck...
tiistai, marraskuu 25, 2003 |
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Woke up at 7am something. I indeed hate the fact that Im not a morning person in any kind of way. Gosh, Im even still so tired that I need to fight against falling into asleep. It was sunny when I was on my way to work, but now its again quite cloudy, but I cannot remember day with this much light in weeks! Perhaps last time I saw weather like this in Berlin ... It makes me tired to stare this computer screen for hours after another. I have no inspiration what so ever to sit here, I have too much stuff in my mind going on ... I would love to go for long walk. Or jogging. Kick some ass.
tiistai, marraskuu 25, 2003 |
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Im so proud to be from Savo. This is quite "finnish only" subject. But if you know difference between Irish and Scothish ppl...Savo is Finnish Irland. ;)
T�ss� nautiskelen tomaattikeittoa ja viinilasillista. Menossa nukkumaan. Oli rankka rankka ty�p�iv� josta juoksin tuli beban alla juuri ja juuri keriten elokuviin Ekan kanssa katsomaan "Goodbye Lenin" elokuvaa. AIVAN mainio. Olisi kyll� riitt�nyt t�it� helposti yli seitsem��n, mutta hei, onhan t�ss� viikko. Herregud mik� viikko onkin ... Huomenna t�it�, sitten �bo Svenska Teatterille tutustumaan hetkenmielijohde projektini ekoja harkkoja (16 esityst� tammikussa. nyt jo j�nnitt�� mihin helvettiin sit� olen ei niin ruotsalaisen p��ni pist�nyt!) katsomaan ja sitten Starlight Quintetin harkkoihin koska ensi viikolla keikka. Ke illalla Sirren luokse katsomaan nuotteja etc k�sist� siihen �ST prokkikseen ja to n�ytt�is olevan aeka vapaa, Vkl on sitten Joulutori keskiaika yhtye keikkaa ja sen sellaista. Menn��h�n se aeka n��nki. Josta tulloopi ni het mieleeni, ett� tohkesinpa teh� savolaesuuven toristavan testin! Joka sano ett� melekeen satarosenttine savolaenen! No eeh�n sit� voe olla ennee niin kaahian hyv� jos onnii ollu l�t�k�n i�ress� jo ijj�isyyven iliman ett� kottiinsa olis ies iisalamen kuppeeseen pi�ssy! ;) Vaekka nii halusin m�nn� jooluksiki ... No money no funny.
Which reminds me, Im out of saldo. Im not sure will my phone stay open for this last week or will they shut it down, but I cannot call or send sms. Im going to see at morning, is it shut down as Im quite sure that It will be. Saunalahti sucks and Im not sure are they still as suckable than they use to be. Sonera even kept phone open when I ran out of saldo. I just couldnt call or sms back to anyone. And I need my phone whine whine whine.
Ah - sleep I must go. A bit of silly Martti Servo and y�syd�n chat from telly and hurry to bed. Week and I get my little poor paycheck. Oh yesh. Week and they will open my saldo again. Yesh. Week and Im one week closer to XMAS vacation, hurray!
Nighty you all fluffy little creatures out there in the night. Roar.
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maanantai, marraskuu 24, 2003
AAARGH!!!11one!!1
This day is driving me mad, 5cm pile of papers to put online and chaos in operation rooms...long day ahead. ARGH!
maanantai, marraskuu 24, 2003 |
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Hum. I started to look a work places around da europe via EURES pages...It would be so great just to go and experience. But-thaah...
maanantai, marraskuu 24, 2003 |
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Oh how jolly, whole day just babling about Xmas party. I just had to go trought (cause Im old bar worker they thought I can do it well) huge visa bills and check how much everyone who Maija paid have to pay back...I had to pay less, thank god. First time in ages that I didnt rip my ass on my back and drank like a mushroom and acted like and idot. Hurray to me. Hurray!!
Pitki� leikkauksia. Tyls��. Silm�t v�syy tietokoneen ruutuun.
maanantai, marraskuu 24, 2003 |
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I just love my sadistic cat.
maanantai, marraskuu 24, 2003 |
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Oj do, Im tired. I just dont like mondays, gloomy clouds on the sky and all that oh so sappy show is melting away and everything is so wet. I didnt know anything about Kaamos-depression before I moved to Turku. ARGH!
This morning have been strange. Im really suffering early dementia already... (I cleaned a bit in my apartment and now I didnt even found all my clothes I wanted to wear at morning, sick-0?!) And I was so cheery when I woke up, which Im never really at mornings. I didnt even sleep very well, cause something kept me up all night. Just rolled around, saw strange dreams and so on. I read 'til 1.30am and after that didnt catch any sleep after spending whole weekend relaxing and sleeping.
Xmas party was quite nice event and totally something new to me. I was neurvous as hell about what to wear or Am I putting on too much make up and so on so on. Party was at B�rs in Jugent hall and in every way it was very nice, food was good and it was nice to get know all the people around the house IRL out from the hospital scene. It was quite fun when I walked in our booker stopped me and asked "Who are you?". First I was quite amazed what did she mean, but then I realized that she didnt knew me without my work cap and so on. Hahha. I said my first name and she was like "Oooooh, Rytk�sen Lotta, Its nice that you came!" ... Such a time. Saturday I spend mostly in bed and watching telly. Later on I went to homehome to do some paperwork and didnt successed with those at all. Saturday was such a lazy day. Yesterday I slept late (ah, I love to sleep.), watched telly (Sundays are made for "my ass and sofa are the same. I dont know where ass ends and sofa begins...) and cleaned around a bit. The most greatest thing I did was getting 4 bags of garbage out! Mother came to stop by before 8pm and we did those bloody paperworks ready FINALLY. We spend like 3.5h making those. Im such a drama queen in those. Ha. But those are out from my hands now, Less stress - more time for me. Time? Is that something to eat...ha.
I should me messing around with Toti now, but here I am, writing this crap. Goddamn I dont know what to do, I have no idea where to move my homepages 'til next thursday!! I cannot lose 'em to bit heaven yet, and how in earth I'll get everything saved to my computer with modem connection - slowwww...and Im never home so where I can download 'em for myself...Shite. Whine whine.
Oh, coffee and cake. Edustajat juoksee kilpaa sis��n ja ulos, toinen jo menossa. Tuore pulla on pahasta, I must say. Jospa alkaisi hitaasti kiinnitt�� mielenkiintonsa hetkellisesti omaa armasta ty�t��n kohtaan ... Pitk� p�iv� tulossa. Illalla voisi helli� itse��n saksalaisella elokuvataiteella ja kiellell�. Goodbye Lenin. In Berlin there was huge posters and adds about that movie all week which we where there, books, scripts, soundtracks...Eka asked do I want to see it, of course. I'd love to. I wonder what's up with Mareike. I miss her. I saw at morning news that in Berlin there is +12 degrees, here waterish -3 degrees which feels very warm. Sigh.
Sirre called me saturday and I was too lazy to answer cause I was sure she has nothing important to say (Im such a horrible piece of shit as a friend when Im tired and just wanting to be alone.) - she send me sms straight away "Call me ASAP, its Important!". I send her sms back later, that whats up, she asnwered me at sunday morning. She is too busy to with another project so she needs someone to take her place at �bo Svenska Teatter's 65 year celebration show or something. At choir or something. I have this afternoon time to think about it. 16 shows, opening at end of january ... Do I have time? I feel a bit ramppikuume when I start to think about new situation, going there between everything to whole new situation for me, they have been rehersing it for some time. Sirre said that there is angel suit for you and you'll learn your moves and songs quickly. ARGH! I dont know what to do. It would been a great thing, but I dont speak swedish (Yeah, Im still working at �bolands Sjukhus, its no difference for that.), I dont know anyone there and ... and... I try to think about all the things. Do I have powers or time to do it? It would look good in my CV too and I could get myself into �ST at same...Argh, dunno...But I think I have to start to work, so much stuff to do and so little time, I dont want to do too much overwork this week. GAAH! I feel like I want to scream to wind.
maanantai, marraskuu 24, 2003 |
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perjantai, marraskuu 21, 2003
Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
1. staying up late
2. very easily frustrated
3. rimakauhu / ramppikuume
4. losing money easily
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. Apartment with wooden floor, big comfy sofa and loads of space/light and cello leaning to the wall.
2. Tinapilli.
3. A car. Volvo amazon or Ford Yaris.
4. A bit of extra money to keep that car.
Name Four Scents You Love:
1. Patculi
2. fresh coffee
3. summer breeze
4. sukevan tuoksu
Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
1. anything so 80's.
2. but otherwise
3. I'll try to give
4. everything a change.
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. Hope docs hurry today and I'll get to get myself ready sooner!
2. I really need to eat something.
3. I need to get some money to buy few drinks tonight.
4. I need to get a new host fast!!!
Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. Woke up 7am.
2. Again at 7.15.
3. Drank coffee.
4. Laughed my ass off with my work mates.
Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. Cat food.
2. Black Berlin sweater.
3. Noodles.
4. Coffee.
Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. water.
2. peach nectar / iceatea.
3. coffee/tea.
4. milk.
Last Song You Sang?
Saaga's The Swell.
Last Person You Hugged?
Mum.
Last Thing You Laughed At?
Our band's inside humor around the table after gig. Also with work mates, every body are so waiting for tonights Xmas party.
Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?
Last night to Mum.
Last Time You Cried?
Few days ago. Stress went over me.
What's In Your CD Player?
I think I left Audioslave inside of it when I left to work.
What Color Socks Are You Wearing?
White.
What's Under Your Bed?
Nothing. Dust.
What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
Got up before 8am. Woke up every 5min before it after 7am.
Current Taste?
Coffee.
Current Hair?
Messy bedhead under the hospital hat. Roar.
Current Clothes?
Work suit aka Operation room clothes.
Current Annoyance?
This shit.
Current Longing?
I miss few very dear dear dear person a lot.
Current Desktop Picture?
Lars Von Trier.
Current Worry?
Money and everything doing with Kela.
Current Hate?
Kela.
Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?
The way he looks. Smile.
Last CD You Bought?
Solas - words that remain.
Favorite Place To Be?
Berlin. Korholanm�ki. Finnish forrest, Turku's archipelago, Home, on air, at sea. on stage.
Least Favorite Place?
J�rvenp��.
If You Could Play An Instrument?
Tin whisle. Pothran and all kind of other drumms like Djembe.
Favorite Color?
Funky Pinks, darker Turquoise. Red.
Current Favorite Word/Saying?
Ach so.
Favorite Season?
Every season has it's own thingie. Miss summer thought...
One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To:
Grandad Mikko.
Favorite Day?
Sunday.
Where Would You Like To Go?
Berlin (so sue me.), to meet family to Kajaani/Sotkamo, home (Im not in a work mood today!), Travel around!
What Is Your Career Going To Be Like?
I think Im going to have a many career in my life. Something to do with restaurants, art and music.
How Many Kids Do You Want?
At least two.
Favorite Car?
Volvo amazon, Ford Yaris, Ford Kapital, Caddy.
A Random Lyric:
"You dont need to say a word, just come to me and I'll read it in your eyes"...Goddamn!
perjantai, marraskuu 21, 2003 |
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Sigh. I try to avoid the stress as much as I can. Happy thoughts!
perjantai, marraskuu 21, 2003 |
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HELP! OMG! Snow-white.org's history is ending next weeks thursday, I dont have webpage/room or domain of my own, I need a new host! Can anyone help me. Goddamn modem connection at home, I dont know _how_ in earth Im going to move all my stuff to my computer and back to somewhere else. With these hospital 'puters I cannot do it, cause we have such a strong firewalls and stuff like that. Hj�lp!!
I've been so busy after Berlin that I havent got any time to write here. I miss back to German badly. When we got back in last friday (week already!!) I just spend time at home. Saturday I had a little band rehersals and then I just was at home like in sunday too. Monday was such a day at work. Ppl loved my huge gifts (german chocolate!) and asked how was my trip and so. No bad feelings about me having a week off. But after that - busy busy hectic days after another. At thursdays I was work til 8.30pm and went to rehersals at 7pm and then was at home before midnight or so. Sleep, up and work. Same everyday almost. Yesterday I had a extreme hectic workday and then Saaga gig at Hunter's Inn. It was a mess cause there was huge bunch of pikkujoulu ppl who where so noisy that even a choir with Carmina Burana wouldnt do no difference ... Sigh. Then home where I noticed that I've lost my keys. I had to wait for an hour outside for my mum with another key. I was inside at 1am and got sleep before 2am. Woke up 7am and now work. Then today after work we have Xmas party (pikkujoulut whoah, my first work place pikkujoulut ever!) at B�rs at night. I need to go fastly to Homehome, get ready there take a shower and so on -> hid the road and Im back at night at home. Somebody hates me. I havent been at home at all since I came back. Argh. Anyway - next weekend will be some helluva one too. And week. Xmas season, make my day.
perjantai, marraskuu 21, 2003 |
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tiistai, marraskuu 18, 2003
LOL
tiistai, marraskuu 18, 2003 |
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torstai, marraskuu 13, 2003
DAY 6 & some of DAY 7
Ah. Ollut niin menokeng�t viem�ss� t�t� tytsy�, ett� en ole kerinnyt kertakaikkiaan kirjoittamaan
mit��n. Eilenkin tultiin kotiin vasta later on, en jaksanut en�� yht��n mietti� teksti�.
Ja sit� ennen kuin oltiin t��ll�, oli talo t�ynn� tytt�j�, olisi ollut very unpolite viett��
ahc niin kiwaa illanviettoa kone syliss�. Anyway, minneh�n j�in viimeksi? Taisin olla menossa
TI illalla ruuan j�lkeen viel� kaupunkiin.
Meninmme Friedrichstrassen asemalle tavaratalo Dussmanille j�lleen. Pidin silm�t visusti pois
cd hyllyist� ja kiirehdimme suoraan sinne miss� aarre jo odotti. Uutuushyllyss� loisti
jumalan valon syleilyss� kuoropoikien laulun s�est�m�n� - HELICOPS ykk�stuotantokauden kaksi
puuttuvaa DVD:t�. ACH! Mielet�nt�. Olivat varmaan ilmestyneet Ma koska samaa hylly� tuijotin
lauantaina...Eka osti ne ja l�hdimme. J�nn�� ett� kirja/cd/filmi tavaratalo dussmann on joka
pv 22 asti auki. Se on enemm�nkin taivas?
Sitten kiirehdimme valtiop�iv�talolle. Ihmeiden ihme, ei ollut yht��n pilvi� ja ei yht��n jonoa.
Sis��n astuessamme jouduimme koppiin jossa erikseen avattiin ovi ja josta jouduimme turvatarkastukseen.
Sitten jo iloisena hississ� ja TADAH - lentokoneell� p��see korkealle, mutta niin l�hell� taivasta
en ole koskaan ollut. Koko y�llinen berliini edess�si ja ymp�rill�. Uusi kupu oli mielet�n sis�lt�.
Kiivettiin yl�s ja kuvattiin. Vaikka tuuli ihan helvetisti, niin ei sill� v�lii - pompittiin
varmaan joku tunti korkeuksissa. Kuu kumotti t�ydellisesti. Alas tultuamme kuljimme Platz
der Republikia - aivan t�ysin tyhj� mielet�n kentt� valtiop�iv�talon edess�. Siin� on joskus muurin aikana
soittanut Michael Jackson jota kuuntelemassa 300.000 ihmist�. Aika hyvin. Siit� py�r�hdimme
Brandenburger Torille s�hl��m��n kameran kanssa. Upea n�ky pime�n aikaan. Olimme niin ahtoj��ss� ja v�syj�, ett�
laskeuduimme maan alle ja otimme junan kohti k�mpp��. Unta tupaan ja aikasin yl�s.
DAY 7
Her�simme taas hyviss� ajoin. Ekan sis�inen kello r�m�ht�� soimaan JOKA P�IV� oli miten oli
vaikka mennyt just nukkumaan niin 8am. Joka aamu. Sin��ns� hyv�, ei tajua nousevansa iltap�iv�ll�
ja silleen. Hyv�hyv�hyv�...Suihkun ja aamiaisen (sama virsi, everyday) j�lkeen otimme bussin ja ajoimme
suoraan Philharmonille (philharmonia) josta k�velimme muutaman sentin Potsdam Plazalle jossa ihmettelimme.
Eka ei ole koskaan mennyt Sony Centerin sis�pihalle, mutta nyt menimme ja mik� maailma. Herran IS�, olo kuin japsi
animessa, lasia, valoja...upea. T�ynn� elokuva aiheisia ravintoloita/baareja, sony kauppa, toimistoja pilvenpiirt�j�t t�ynn�,
arkitehtuurin hurraa huutoja ... elokuvamuseo ja IMAX 3d leffateatterit (sek� moinen jossa vain
ei dubattuja original versuja ... harkinnan alla olisi moisessa matrix. HIUKKA halvempi kuin suomessa hahahaha!).
Sielt� l�hdimme k�velem��n mielett�m�n Tiergarten puiston (el�in/kyyneltenpuisto) l�pi
Siegess�ule:een, joka on siis se mielet�n enkeli pylv��n p��ll� jonka kaikki jossain historiankirjassa on n�hnyt.
MAHTAVA. Voin kuvitella millainen n�kym� sielt� on mm. love paraden aikaan. Nytkin oli upeaa! Kirkas aurinkoinen s��...
V�h�n otti hetken p��h�n n. 25 minua lyhyemp�� huomattavasti alaik�isihk�t penskat jotka piti
hirveet� meteli�. Oli NIIN kiva huutaa tornista niin kovaa kuin pysty (jos joku kuulisi?). Ach!
Sitten j�lkeen 260 askelta yl�s ja alas k�pp�ilimme Suomen l�hetyst�� joka oli ihan vieress� ja bussilla
menimme Ku�Dammille "shoppailemaan". Olimme aikaisemmin su kattoneet bussin ikkunasta yht� kiina
kauppaa jossa k�vimme ja joka oli soma pieni mutta Ah mik� palvelu ja valikoima. Sielt� hymyss� suin painelimme
katua pitkin mielett�miss� matkamuisto myym�l�iss� (ja sana mielet�n ei ole edes liioittelua, I can tell!), otimme kahvit
europacenteriss� (jossa yhdess� mestassa myytiin mun kokoa alennettuna oikeat dr martensenit TURKOOSIT 50e. ARCH meinasi p��
levit� kun n�in ne. Siis 50e. Suomessa niit� ei edes myyd� ja kun tilaa mustat perusmoiset saa maksaa itsens� kipeeksi
. Ja jos tuurilla stadista l�yt�� maksaa viel� enemm�n. Vittu vittu ;) ) ja sitten k�velimme
etsien jotain paikkaa jossa sy�d� jotain. P��dyimme mielett�m�n tekniikkakaupan aulaan kahville ja ihastuttaville
herkuille. Eka oli ett� joo tossa makromarketissa sitten on kaikkea. "Joopa joo" aattelin, tyhm� kun olen.
Eka kerros t�ynn� kamaa, toka kerros t�ynn� tekniikkaa, kolmas tietsoja ja telkkuja ja sitten
Eka ohjasi minut nurkkaan jossa oli pieni koroke jossa uutuus VHS:i�. Katselin, ett� onpas edullisia.
Eka kehoitti minua katsomaan oikealle. Katsoin. WOAH joku kilsa levyj�, levyj�, leffoja ...100m kamaa.
Sitten k�velin ihmetellen ja sitten l�ysin syv�kkeen jossa oli jazz puoli. Sen p��ss� kun ihmettelin
taas kerran jotain katsahdin yl�s levyst� ja tajusin edess�ni aukeavan taivaan. TARJOUSLEVYJ� - kokonainen siipi.
ACH! parin syd�nkohtauksen j�lkeen minut elvytettiin ja aloimme l�hte� hiljalleen takaisin Marekeille.
Mareiken luona oli jo sen kamut valmistamassa ruokaa. Ihan jees, en vaan tajua saksaa niin huono.
P��timme Ekan kanssa valmiiksi, ett� jos eiv�t puhu enkkua niin valumme nopeasti paikalta muualle. ;)
Mielett�m�n ruokailun j�lkeen (plus ihastuttava j�lkk�ri banana slips j��tel�n ja ACH cocos j�den j�lkeen) puimme
ja hypp�simme S-Bahniin. J�lleen Potsdamer Platzia kohti - Olimme aikaisemmin p�iv�ll�
bonganneet Billy Wilder�s nimisen baarin jonne sitten menimme. Upea ihana tyylik�s rauhallinen
mostly kahvila ja coctail pohjainen menultaan. Joimme oluet rauhallisesti nautiskellen kynttil�nvalossa ja katselimme kadulle, ja tarjoilijaa jolle
Eka menetti syd�mmens� ;)) Ahahah. Koska tajusin olevani ensimm�ist� kertaa el�m�ss�ni _coctail_ baarissa tilasin el�m�ni ensimm�isen
coctailin. Blue Hour kun alkoi kaikki n. 10 euron megahienot coctailit muuttuivat 6e:hen.
Muutama tunti oli yhden 0.5 olut tuopin ��rell� mennyt ��rimm�isen nopeasti kun keskusteltiin ja
ihmeteltiin kaupunkia. Tarjoilija tuli ja Eka tilasi saksaksi minulle (suomessa laittoman - samaa kategoriaa kuin Long island Icetea) Zombien.
Tarjoilija sanoi tilauksen kuultuaan "Ou!". XD No itse juoma oli mielet�n. IIISO coctail lasi
mangon viipaleineen ja sokerireunoineen ja hela hoito...olo oli kuin etel�nlomalla. Hahah.
Onneksi olin sy�nyt kaksi merirosvopihvi� ja vaikka mit� niin ei noussut p��h�n. Onneksi. Maksoin kaksi olutta
ja coctailin ja lasku oli jotain v�h�n p��lle kyb�n. Itse oluet oli halvimmat. Eka maksoi tipit. Ruhtinaalliset sellaiset.
HAHHAHA :D Iih oli hauskaa. JOkainen tarjoilija joka tuli sen j�lkeen takahuoneesta katsoi tyyliin, ett� noiden naamat
s��stet��n muistiin jos tulevat - pit�� palvella hyvin ;) ... voi ett� oli hieno ilta, mentiin viel�
kuvaan Sennille �isen sony centerin sis��n. Siell� oli upeaa. Joku istui laptopin kanssa pimeess� ja me s�hl�ttiin dokumenttiamme kuvaamassa.
Sitten otimme S-Bahnin takaisin ja Unta tupaan. Oli my�h�isin ilta koko reissulta. Kuu paistoi upeasti. Orion ja seulaset...
Oltiin k�mpill� joskus 1am ja suoraan s�nkyyn. Nousin puoli ysi. Nyt suihku - VIKA P�IV�. HUomenna jo kotiin. vittu aaargh, tapan.
T�n��n metro/juna-ajelua ja illalla ehk� elokuviin, pakkausta - muutama tunti unta ja sitten 5.30am yl�s ja bussilla
ennen kasia asemalle. Argh. Visees.
Berliini, jos haluat minun j��v�n, �l� p��st� minua l�htem��n. Rakastan t�t� kaupunkia.
Tuon kirjoitin t�n� aamuna, mutta blogger ei toiminut joten en saanut sit� online. Koko p�iv�n t�n��n sitten juossut
katselemassa paikkoja, lopulta vain laiskasti kaikkialle raahautuen. Ajoimme s-bahnilla Ring tourin Weddingin asemalle asti josta palasimme ja k�vimme katsomassa Check point Charlien, joka siis on muurilla ollut kuuluisa amerikkalaisten alueen l�pikulku paikka jne. Nautimme siell� p�in kahvit ja k�velimme auringon paisteessa (kylmin p�iv� so far) muutaman kilometrin Potsdamer Plazille ostamaan elokuvaliput. Menemme IMAX teatteriin katsomaan viimeisimm�n Matrixin, kohta l�hdet��n. Ja siis - huippu 3d teatteri (tosin t�m� on siis 2d n�yt�s alkuper�iskielell� ilman dubbauksia) ja hinnat huiput my�s...4.5e lippu. Kaksi p��si sill� hinnalla mill� p��sisin turussa elokuviin. Ach! Sitten jatkoimme k�vellen j�lleen Unter den Lindeni� kohden jossa sitten laiskasti tutkimme matkamuisto myym�l�it� ja aloimme paikoitellen potea kotiinpaluu masennusta. Friedrichstrassen asemalla joimme kahvit sen j�lkeen kun k�vimme vilkaisemassa ekana p�iv�n� tutuksi tullut kolmikerroksisista elokuva/cd/kirja tavarataloa...Otimme junan takaisin Marekeille ja k�vimme Penny Marktissa hakemassa muutamat jugurtit aamuksi ja tuliaiseni t�ihin. Saksalaista suklaata. Harmi etten ostanut Sangriaa. 7pros sangriaa sai 1.5l tetroissa...1.5e /1.5l...Mielet�nt�. No rahat tosi finito. HUomenna sitten n�en jo kissan ja olen turussa. Vituttaa ett� ihmiset tehneet hirveesti tekemist� kun palaan. Tosi kiva pudotus arkeen kun haen kissan, ly�n sen yksin itkeen k�mpp��n kun ravaan joka paikassa juhlissa tai miljoonissa harjotuksissa. Miksi kaikki on lauantaina? Saisko olla ma asti kotona vaan kissan kanssa ja laskeutua...ei? No ei voi mit��n. Maanantaista asti alkaa hirve� h�rdelli joka peloittaa. Keikkoja, harjoituksia, keikkoja, t�it�. Jossain vaiheessa pit�isi nukkua ja olla kissan kanssa. Kyll� t��ll� on tullut voimaa, mutta nyt omistaudun vain itselleni. Pakko saada n�m� tulevat 5vk alta ja se on jo siin�.
Lis�� turussa varmaan seuraavan kerran. Mielet�n matka. Olen uusi ihminen. tarvitsin lomaa. Kerron lis�� later on. Puss och Kram.
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tiistai, marraskuu 11, 2003
DAY 5
Sun was shining from bright blue sky when I was woking up. Mareike�s sister came to pick
computer and I was all "where am I?". Eka was talking to me and trying to get me up. Soon
I gathered myself together and came down from parvis�nky. Some lazy coffee drinking and breakfast
eating while surfing on silly channels. I took quick shower and we hit the road again after
ten am. It was so great to have all sunny day after few days of grey foggy weather! We went
to Westend by train and walked next to schloss Charlottenburg where Eqyptian museum was.
It was all growded with school kids first but got more peacefull after awhile. I loved that place.
First thing I saw was the real headfigure of Nefertiti. It was AMAZING. Museum was a worth of
3euros in everyway. Two floors of all kind of stuff that blowed my mind. After going around
for 1.5h we went to pick our clothes and hurried to museum shop. It was tiny but very nice.
I hate the fact that I dont read or speak german - all the cool books!! Argh. I was drooling.
I bought myself a cute turqouise scarab thing I can wear on my neck. Wish it will give me luck.
Then we walked back and went to coffee to another little cafeterian. I ate Berliner
for the first time of my life. It was quite yummy! coffee was good and I really needed one.
While we where walking we saw a marketplace which they where closing. It was great, all kind
of fruits and ppl. Some Jews arquing about something and children drooling over candy and so on.
Indian ppl babling together. Chinese man packing stuff he didnt sell that day to van and whisling happily.
We also visited to tiny chinese shop which had _everything_! Very nice.
Then took train back to Messe Nord / ICC to Funkturm! The tower!! Haa. It was great.
We had to walk trought huge messuhalli/fairhall to get at inner yard where the entrance to tower was.
It was cheap to go up just 1.8e. We took helluva ride in elevator. Up there it was great.
Cause it was so clear and sunny u could see everywhere! Woah. It was like whole Berlin
under and around me. WOAH!! When I was up there I could feel so well how it waved cause of
wind. Funkturm is like 150m high and the place we could go it was like in 123m high. AH.
FOOD BRAKE
Ah, delicious. So so so...After screaming a bit to wind we left to Teufelsberg. We had to walk for 3km
to get there from Funkturm. But it was nice cause it was SOOOO sunny. Oh. Teufelsberg is a huge over 100m
high hill which is famous place cause u can see everything from there. Its growded in summer.
Toisessa maaiman sodassa l�hes koko berliini tuhottiin ja Teufelsberg on sen j�tteist� koottu ISOIN
vuori. Silloin kun muuri oli, se oli l�hes ainoita puisto alueita ja joka viikonloppu se ja muutama toinen
paikka oli aivan t�ynn�, sill� l�nness� kuitenkin miljoonisen ihmist�...Well, when we walked or glimbed up
we saw some old brick pieces showing trough dirt, cause water had dicked a "pipe" trough path.
It was quite shocking to know what I had under my feet. But the place was amazing, I want to go back
when its summer! Huge green grass all around. Seeing all the city around. There where one old
man with kite which looked like a bee. and sounded too. The place is of course veeery windy. Also
few quys with radio control mini airoplane! Whaah. Its popular place to go for a walk and jog and with doc and so on.
I LOVED IT!
We took three train back to Schlossstrasse and then we just went around and Eka found something earth shaking.
TWO Helicops DVD�s which where so goddamn cheap. Aaa!!! :D Then we went to bought some food from Lidl and back here.
Now we ate and we are going to city centre to walk around and visit Reichstagen which is
valtionp�iv�talo and famous of its cool desing. Ach So! Fab!
More later then. But I must add, that I u all know how little I am! But these two floor busses they have here
I smassed my head heavily to the roof. AH?! Hahahah, so funny. I didnt know to be careful, so I just smassed it, PUM and ouch.
BUT now we go. Tsch�ss!
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DAY 4
Ah, istuskelen mareken ihastuttavassa laiskanlinnassa, vierell�ni kielenviev�� Manteli
jugurttia ja Fenkoli teet�. Telkusta tulee saksalainen "Haluatko miljon��riksi". Kissaa
iski hirve� ik�v�, toivottavasti ei ole unohtanut minua kun olen palannut. Voi voi voi voi,
MIK� P�IV�. Her�simme joskus 8:n aikoihin. En jaksanut tuhlata aikaa turhaan suihkussa l�tr��miseen
vaan aamiaisen ja pienen vessassa l�tr��misen j�lkeen kimpsut ja kampsut mukaan ja on the road
again. Eli siis taas tuttuun ja turvalliseen S-Bahnaan kohti Potsdamer Platzia josta
metrolla Eberswalder Strassille. Prenzlauer Berg on juuri se mesta jossa olla
DA It�-saksan se juttu. Mielett�mi� paikkoja kadun varret t�ynn�. S�� oli m�ls� kolea tuulinen
kostea matala-paineinen harmaa. Juuri niin Maanantai kun olla ja voi. Jos siis s��t� katsotaan.
Kiertelimme eka Ekan kanssa ihan vain ymp�riins�, koska kaupat oli viel� kiinni kymmenen j�lkeen.
Alue alkoi hiljalleen her�ilem��n. Olimme tarkoituksella mestoilla vain ja siksi, koska Senni
tahtoi meid�n k�yv�n er��ss� Gootti liikkeess�, jolla on my�s internetmyynti, mutta koska
olimme paikalla, n�inh�n s��styi mitk� euro postilaskuissa. Extrax avaantui vasta yhdentoista
maissa kuten kaikki "pienemm�t" liikkeet (jos vois nyt siit� sanoa, ett� pieni, mutta lis��
my�hemmin...) joten k�vimme hakemassa postimerkkini. Oli NIIN paljon n�ht�v��, ihan eri meininki
kuin l�nness�! V�h�n suttuisempaa, in a way, siin� osassa just vanhempaa, v�rik�st� ja monipuolista...
Juuri yhdentoista maissa t�rm�simme ikkunasta katsottuna mielenkiintoiseen liikkeeseen.
V�itti olevansa Fachion Second Hand shop (secondhandia oli alueella paljon, nuoria kuuleja ihmisi� ja vaikka MIT�!).
Tempasin ovesta mutta oli viel� kiinni, vaikka v�itti olevansa auki. No ei voi mit��n, tuumasin
ja tepastelimme pois p�in. Muutaman metri� k�velty�mme kuului kuin ovikilikello k�vi. K��nnyimme
ja juuri sen kaupan ovi oli auki ja myyj� vilkutteli meille, ett� auki ollaan! Mentiin tottakai
kurkistamaan. No itse kauppa oli tapaus, siniset sein�t, sovituskoppi oli hauska tornimainen
fantasia juttu ja kaikki oli j�lleen a bit kitch. Muutama huone t�ynn� vanhoja vaatteita ja
seinill� kaikenmaailman vanhoja puuhkia ja jne. Ilmassa tuoksui ketjunpolttajan tupakka ja
suitsukkeet. Ja myyj�, ja MYYJ�!!! Maailman matalin k�he� tupakka basso (Hannele Lauri ei ole
mit��n verrattuna siihen!). Ja ulkon�k� - h�n n�ytt�i aivan Drag Queenilt�! Siis t�ysin. J�rkytt�v��! :D
Meni todella pitk��n kun tajusin h�nen olevan oikeasti vanhemmanpuoleinen nainen...Er��ll�
tapaa upea n�ky. No, siit� sitten jatkoimme Extraan. Se oli ovelta asti mustaa t�ynn�. Tosi
mageita juttuja, harmi vaan ettei ole rahaa. Yl�kerroksessa takkeja, housuja, paitoja niin pitk�lle
kuin silm� siint��, alakerrassa hulluimpia kenki� mit� olen vain edes n�hnyt. Korsetti l�ytyi
heti kun p��sin korsetti hyllyn kohdalle. Hoidimme ostokset noin 40min paikkaa ihmetelty�mme
ja jatkoimme korttelissa olevaan Guruun. Mielet�n iso intia/tiibet etc kamaa t�ynn� oleva kompleksi.
Eniten kyll� huonekaluja ja lamppuja. My�s jotain vaatteita, suitsukkeita, u name it. Saatuamme
j�lleen p��ns�ryn v�kevist� suitsukkeista, poistuimme. Kahvihammas alkoi kolottamaan ja juuri
sopivasti viereen ilmestyi ihastuttava Impala Cafe. Se oli paikkojen paikka. Pieni olohuolettani
puolet pienempi ihastuttava kahvila, jossa l�mmin kodikas sisustus. Paikan valtasi tiski
jonka takana kaksi nuorta paikan omistajaa teki kahvijuomia ja ojenteli leivonnaisia. Tiskin
vieress� oli iso alati py�riv� kahvimylly joka jauhoi paikan kahveja tuoreina purkkeihin, joita
asiakkaat ostivat mukaan. Muutama baari p�yt� jonka ��ress� seist�, yksi ikkuna ikkunaa vasten jossa istua,
yksi kahden istuttava puistonpenkki ja p�yt� and thats about it. Otimme espresso mochianot.
Joutuisin kadotukseen etenkin Id�ss� ilman Ekaa. Myyj� selitti rennosti hymyillen saksaa
ja kun yritin kysell� englanniksi hintaa (koska olen dille ja unohdin sen minuutissa.)
Myyj� vain katsoi mainio kysyv� hymy kasvoillaan. Tuijotin ja menin sanattomaksi. Pyysin Ekalta
lopulta apua ja sain heti hinnan. Perkele, pakko oppia kieli. Osaan jo jonkin verran, mutta
paniikissa unohtelee. Id�n puolella enemm�n jengi osaa ven�j�� toisena kielen� kuin englantia.
Joimme kahvia ja seurasimme ihmisi�. Paikka oli ahdas ja ihmiset juuri sellaisia nuoria ei koulussa olevia
v�h�n enemm�n boheemeja kaupunki ihmisi� tappamassa aikaa ja kahvia juomassa. Taustalla
soi nu-jazz jossa viulua argenttiinalaiseen tangon tapaan. Nice one. Ulkona ihmiset meniv�t
harmaassa s��ss�. Kahvi oli t�ydellist�, nuolin kortteihini postimerkit. Emme olleet suunnitelleet p�iv��
eteenp�on. Hetken ideoita py�ritellen p��timme menn� lopulta katsomaan n�yttelyn "Berlin - Moscau".
Taas metroon ja Potsdamer Plazaan jonka l�hell� Martin-Grobius-Bau Museum oli. Matkalla
oli isoja muurin palasia ja j�nn�� n�hd�, ett� berliinin halki menee laatta viiva (kaikkialle)
juuri siin�, jossa Le Mauer on mennyt. Juuri ei kenenk��nmaan paikkeilla k�vimme konditoriassa
tempasemassa paninit joissa p��ll� munakokkelia ja ruohosipulia kauniisti. Olisi ollut
vaihtoehtona se surullisen kuuluisa raaka jauheliha versio...Argh, miten joku voi laittaa leiv�n p��lle
raakaa jauhelihaa? Ymm�rr�n kyll� pitk�lle sushin idean, mutta raaka liha?
N�yttely oli saksalaisten ja ven�l�isten taiteilijoiden k�sityksi� maiden v�lisist�
suhteista viimeisen viidenkymmenen vuoden ajalta. Aika koskettava. Valo-/elokuvaa, kaikenlaista
taidetta maalauksista tilataide instalaatioihin. Vietimme n�yttelyss� muutamisen tuntia. My�s
museon myym�l� oli mielet�n - Lattiasta kattoon, kirjaimellisesti, kirjoja. Kortteja. Kuvia.
Telsussa pelleilee muutamisen vuotta sitten Euroviisoissa sekoillut Stefan Raab (vade hade dudde da?) ...
N�yttely oli paikoitellen hyvin j�rkytt�v�. Kun rupeaa oikeasti miettim��n, miten joku
kaupunki ollaan voitu vain pist�� keskelt� kahtia ja sen sellaista. Kaikki se valokuvissa ja kansan tuska
taiteessa, joskus ironisesti joskus realistisesti k�siteltyn�. Aika kamaa. Aika vaikuttavaa.
Itse n�yttely� kiert�mist� helpotti kaulassa reikkuva boxi josta meni kuuloke oikeaan korvaan
jossa jatkuvasti set� selitti englanniksi taiteilijoista milloin mit�kin. Nojoo. N�in ihka el�v�n�
liven� "alaston laskeutuu portaita" valokuvan. U know, now Im been there done that, gotta t-shirt.
It might be, that I cannot write anything tomorrow, cause Mareike�s sister is borrowing this
laptop tomorrow...And its not sure will she return this or not. ;) We�ll see!
Museon j�lkeen k�velimme verkkaasti kohti U-Bahnia. Piti kiirehti�, jotta kerkisimme k�mpille nelj�n paikkeilla, koska
sovimme Mareiken kanssa, ett� silloin tehd��n ruokaa. Matkalla junalle n�in Topograph des Terrors mestan joka oli
Gestapon, SS:n ja turvallisuuspalvelun (Sicherheitsdienst) p��maja. Nyt siin� oli vain maassa olevat pienet huoneet
joissa jengi� oli kidutettu kunnes ne alkoivat niin sanotusti "laulamaan". Alueella oli
muitakin useita natsien silloisia hallintorakennuksia.
P��maja asemalle p��sty�mme
viskasin kortit postiin ja kipitimme Penny Marktiin ostamaan herkullisia jugurtteja ja milchraisseja (risifrutti kamaa.).
Persikka - drool. Ja kirch! Kirsikka!! Ja manteli jugurttia josta jo alussa mainitsin. Eka osti
saksanp�hkin� jugurttia joka oli my�s aivan ihastuttavaa. Kassi t�ynn� halpaa mutta PAREMPAA KUIN SUOMESTA IKIN�
saatavaa jugurttia. Ihanaa. 5putiloa hinnalla mill� kotona olisin ty�ev��ksi ostanut yhden
aina saman tyls�n vadelma riisifrutin. V�h. No Mareken luona sy�tiin eilist� pastaa ja l�hdettiin
Schlossstrasse:lle kiertelem��n. Mielett�m�n halpa kenk�kauppa oli mainio, mutta mit��n ei (viel�) tarttunut mukaan.
K�ytiin my�s C&A:ss� jonne pit�� palata later on. Aika loppui, v�sy tuli ja palattiin t�nne.
Nyt pit�isi menn� unille koska ihan helvetin v�sy. Huomenna egyptil�inen museo. Tsch�ss!
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sunnuntai, marraskuu 09, 2003
DAY 3
Haa. Its been great again and all the time. Last night we went to this restaurant/bar
called Road 66. As you perhaps can quess it was regular 50�s kind of place with
soda / ice cream bar, Elvis music, p�yt�loosseja etc. All kind of neolights, hamburger and
taco menus and all u can think about. If you have seen Pulp Fiction - remember that bar where
Travolta and Uma Thurman went? ;)
Anyway there was Mareikes friends Clara and Tom, Kerstin and Anna with us. We had some
tacos and drinks. I tasted one pint of Berliner Pilsner. It was soft and yummy. Shame is
that we cannot get it from Finn...Anna and Kerstin took some interesting lookin� coctails.
We where there for awhile and walked back to U-bahn station trought Pariser strasse which was
one of the most beautifulest streets I�ve walked in my entire life. It was dark and all those
lights and so on. Interesting looking little shops which where closed, nice warm comfy looking
restaurants and bars. We came back here before the midnight and went straight to sleep.
While we where walking here we watched a bit of total moon eclipse which was already starting
by then. It was half cloudy, clouds ran fastly and moon looked very beautiful. Sigh.
Today I woke up at 10am something. Drank some of that instant coffee, ate bread and milch rise
with apple stuff. Same as riisifrutti at Finland but u can get those in all kind of tastes
like cherry, apple, cinnamon...YUMMY! Watched some telly. Mareike has hundred channel and
we where channel surfing for awhile until my eyes cauth 70�s show - which was dubbed in
german. AHAHAH it was hilarious cause it was done so well, you couldn�t tell the difference.
Then we showed Mareike all our silly video camera filmings which we done before we came here
with Senni. At that time clock started to ticking fastly and we had to hurry to get our
meal done before Mareike�s family rushed in. I went to quick shower and got myself ready sametime
as I was carrying plates on table and so on. Mareike�s folks where great! Meal was good too,
delicious pasta and sauce. I got some marzipan from them. They have been living in L�beck and
bought that to me. Nice! I dont dare to open it! Maybe someday at Finland when Im feeling gloomy
and down I make some coffee and slowly eat it while remembering all this which I�ve seen.
This city have been the thing for me. I feel so good. Anyway. After dinner when Mareike�s
folks left us we cleaned some places and got ourselves ready for some serious sightseeing. :)
Even thought weather was grey and foggy (thank god, not rainy!) it was great. With S-Bahn to
Rathaus steglitz where we jumped in to U-bahn (metro). These new metros here are exactly like
those in japanese films. Only chairs at the both sides trought the whole train and loads of
space in the middle. We sat there until the very another side of the city, to Zoologischtr Garten.
It was the place where that huge Zoo is. We jumped in to bus100 which is two floor sightseeing
tour line, which goes trought whole cool things. I saw _everything_, for example Kaiser-Wilhelm-Ged�chtniskirche (church which is visited yesterday),
Valtionp�iv�talo (Raichstag), Unter den linden again, berliner dom, DDR building, Alexandern plats,
Fernsehturm (DA TV TOWER!!!). I was at the central of eastern Berlin! It was so cool, the place
was so amazing. About the DDR building...its all leaved there. Its HUGE like 3 blocks wide, fenced around,
some parts of walls are dropping and it looks like its crassing down in any minute. Ppl say that
its shame for the town, but still they want to save it. Thought they dont know that to do with it.
It was amazing sight with all of its silence. No lights around it. Nothing. It has even the
round place for huge DDR logo at the wall. I have so pictures of that all. Amazing.
I wonder what happends to it. It was all alone in the middle of hectic city. Like silent
question mark. Unbelievable. All the stuff was a bit different at eastern Berlin. Ppl where
more Bohemian and loads of young people. Polizei cars everywhere. I also met two polis walking
by me. Weldzeiteuhr (se mielet�n kello josta aina kuvia kaikkialla) was nice too, showing all the times in the world. It was getting
darker and it was so beautiful. I bought some cards and film to my camera from some turkish
kiosk keepers. I love the thing that Eka is with me cause she talks german a bit and everything
is quite easy with her.
Then we walked to one park with Marx statue. From there to old part of berlin, where it
have started to grown. The oldest church, it was SO beautiful. Old houses, which old restaurants,
everything was so ... I cannot tell. U have to see it by yourself. ANYWAY. We left there walking
away from the museum island walking though Under den linden. Went to this shop which was
AMAZING with all this kitch! Some artist have painted furniture with all kind of colors and
pictures. Those where beautiful and also so expensive. I loved that place. It has these huge
gold mirrors, fluffy romantic stuff and kitch so much. Another part of that place was antique and
GOSH - old clothes from opera and theathers for ppl to buy. SO KITCH. All that glitter and
paljets. Ah ah ah. I found one gold angel thingie, it was huge and cheap (24e) but I didnt
buy it. I really need to think about it. It could fit so well on my mirror at home, but...
We�ll see will I carry it with me home. I cannot find anything like that from Finland, so I
_really_ need to think about it. ARGH. SEND ME MONEY! ;))
Then we went to pick some coffee and donuts which we ate while walking around and watching ppl.
Catched some vanilla coca cola and I found some interesting lipton ice tea (1l bottle! 89cent!)
greentea with (hi from Eka)(goddamn I left to check the name from the tea bottle and she�s
terrorizing MY text roar roar arght grrr...) GRAPEFRUIT (now I got it right...).
Yeah. Took train back. Shame on that not with Metro, cause I just luv those little tv�s in those.
I love the add of trainticket checkers ... its hilaaaaarrriiious. Or I think it is. :) We
have to film it on tape if we catch it on our way. Last night while we was at U-Bahn and it came again,
me and Eka of course watched it laughing and acting it at the same time - there was man sitting
next to us who looked us while we giggled and make fun, he looked up to tv screen and then us and then up again,
and he was enjoying our fun. Ha.
Now again at Mareike�s place. Tomorrow to EXTRA (Senni...) to pick Senni�s stuff which she
ordered. Mareike wokes up at 7am to go to school and I think we will get up early too. And that means
that we also spend whole day EVERYWHERE. So more to come...I need to write some postcards before I hit the bed.
Watch out. Bwahaha...(Sunrise chocolate is making me �ber hectic.)
Love u all. Puss och kram.
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lauantai, marraskuu 08, 2003
DAY ONE
What a day...this have been really exiting for me. Sitting at Mareike�s place. Just ate...
OH I have so much to tell u all. I might turn in to finnish its a bit easier to write these
bables that way.
So So...Haha. Eilen istahdimme puolilta p�ivin bussiin kohti helsinki-vantaata. Ensimm�inen
osa matkasta meni jutellessa innoissamme kaikesta samalla kuin vedin n�lk�isen� patonkia
ja riisifruttia. Salon j�lkeen p��tin ottaa tirsat. Sennin opiskelijakortti meni kuin h�k�
lipunmyyj�lle...Loistavaa. Sitten nukuinkin l�hes asemalle asti. Her�tess�ni aurinko paistoi
kirkkaalta taivaalta. Hetki meni miettiess�, ett� mik� hemmetin valoilmi� tuo on. Eka
sanoi, ett� oli pilvilautta joka turun p��ll� p�kitt�nyt kuin m�rk�r�tti loppui kuin sein��n
Motarilla. Coolest. Nautimme auringosta hetken bussista noustuamme ja menimme check iniin.
Jono oli valtava! Hengasimme iloisasti ja tuijottelimme ihmisi�. Ihmisi� salkkumikrokassien
kanssa, ihmisi� hienoissa tyylikk�iss� vaatteissa ja ah niin harmoninen 190euron kashmir
huivi olan yli heitettyn�...Check inist� p��sty�mme p��ttelimme, ett� ihmiset jotka lent�v�t
ovat kauniita ja rikkaita. Vain k�yh�t ja rumat matkustaa maalla! ;)) Ilmapiiri oli hauskaa,
istahdimme kahville hetkeksi ja haistelimme metropoliittien maailmaa. Pari tuntia ajan tappoa
ja p��simme boardingiin. Innostus nousi kuin lehm�n h�nt�.
Im drinking vanilla coca cola. HAHA! Yummy. Anyway...Lentokoneessa oli mahtavaa. K�veltiin
sis��n, ilmaisia aikakausilehti�. Hienointa oli katosta laskeutuvat telkkarit joissa n�ytettiin
kuvaa koneen nokasta siin� olevan kameran kautta. Oli jo pime��, kello yli viisi...
Ollaan muuten tunti taakse p�in! Piti vaihtaa kellot sun muut, hirve� duuni taas muistaa
laittaa ne takas! ;) Nousu oli hulppea, tuntui vatsassa ja korvissa ja nousi vauhdilla varmaan
20min. Parhaillaan oltiin varmaan 11km korkeudessa. Ulkona silloin oli -53 astetta pakkasta.
It�merta en n�hnyt koska oli niin pime��! Mutta turkoosi, oranssi punainen auringonlasku.
Maanvarjo tavoitteli meit� mutta puolan p��ll� oltiin jo sit� edell�. Heti nousun j�lkeen
eteemme ly�tiin kaikkeen ihanan pieneen ja kompaktiin pakattuna maukas broileri salaatti ja
ihastuttava s�mpyl�. Sitten tuli kahvia jota olisi voinut juoda niin paljon kuin haluaa.
Jotkut business ihmiset veti konjakkia, viini� ja olutta sen kuin kerkesiv�t samalla asiantuntevasti
lukien kauppalehte�. Tilasin itse v�h�n espanjalaista punaviini� ja se oli hyv��. En kerinnyt
juomaan sit�, koska aloimme laskeutumaan, mutta tuossa vierell� p�yd�ss� loput on mini pullossa.
Mareke oli odottomassa asemalla. Olin halkeamaisillani vessah�d�st� ja painuin suoraan tervehdyksen
j�lkeen Berlin-Tegelin vessaan. Siell� jo omat pienet kommellukset vessan lukon kanssa etc.
Ihmettelen t�t� liikennett� t��ll�. Autoja on paljon ja joka paikassa. Autokauppoja on
paljon ja joka hemmetin nurkassa. JA KAIKKI (osa. on paljon halpaa ja paljon helvetin kallista!)
on niin halpaa!! No Mareike oli vanhempiensa autolla liikkeell�. Tungimme kamat Poloon
and hit the road towards da headplace of our trip. Vaikeaa kirjoittaa t�t�, samalla puhuu
englantia toiseen suuntaan, taustalla soi saksankielinen musa ja sitten yritt�� kirjoittaa suomea...arg!
Liikenne on ihmeellist�. Autot eiv�t k�yt� vilkkuja, tiet on valtavia, ihmiset ajavat kuin
heikkop�iset hullut miten sattuu toistensa edess� keskustassa ja kaikessa, parkkeeravat
minne huvittavat ja mit� pienempiin koloihin. Ja silti kaikki n�tiss� sopusuhtaisessa yhteydess�...
Outoa. Ainoastaan liittym��n meness� mahdollisesti k�ytet��n vilkkua ja kun k��ntyy.
Perille p��stiin. Mareike asuu Steglitz nimisess� kaupungin osassa joka on vanhaa amerikkalaisten
aluetta. Kovin hieno. Kuin helsingin Eira mutta upeampi. Talot on persoonallisia ja kauniita.
Eriv�risi� upeita ovia ja vaikka mit�. Ei voi sanoin kuvata. Ulkona on p�ivisin n. 6-12 astetta
l�mmint�. T�n��n tuuli pirusti mutta silti p�rj�sin niin, ett� oli vain paita ja takki, huivi kaulassa.
Marekein k�mpp� on todella hieno!! Maksaa jotain 270e kuussa vuokraa. Korkea, yli 3m.
Upeat isot ikkunat ja ah...niin idyllinen ja comfy. Muuttaisin t�h�n heti. Upeaah! tai vastaavaan.
Perill� ihmettelin k�mpp�� ja ruvettiin kertomaan matkastamme ja juomaan teet�. Sitten juttelimmekin lopun iltaa
kunnes jo ennen paikallista aikaa kymment� alkoi silm�t painaa ja sitten p��timme menn� nukkumaan.
Olin aivan helvetin poikki jo lentokoneessa. Nukahdin melkein heti. Ihanat paksut oudot peitot
jotka painautuu vartaloa vasten muokkautuen kuin toinen iho. Ja meinasin hukkua tyynyyn kuin
laskin siihen p��ni. NIIN FLUFFY!
Aamulla her�sin joskus puoli kymmenen. Aurinko helmeili sis��n korkeist� ikkunoista ja viereisist� asunnoista
kuului jos mink�laista meteli�. Eka ja Mareike olivat l�hd�ss� pikaisesti k�ym��n l��k�riss�. Join teet� ja instant
teet� joka on pahaa ja ei her�t� mutta psykosomaattinen asenne, se se on. Placebo kahvia.
Sitten teet�, leip�� ja ihmeellisi� v�rikk�it� aamiaismuroja. Rugrats oheiskamaa. Hassuja. Sitten
auringon valaisemaan kylpp�riin suihkuun jossa ollessani muut palasivat. Laitoin itteni kuntoon
ja menimme S-bahn asemalle. Ostin viikonkortin jolla p��sen kaikkialle viikon, bussilla,
metrolla ja junalla (s-bahn). Mareike l�hti vanhempiensa luokse palauttamaan autoa.
Hypp�simme junaan ja menimme ensiksi Unter den lindeniin etsim��n kortteja ja muuta. siell� oli
Brandenburger Tor ja valtiop�iv�talo. Vieress� oli n�yttely Berlin karhuista. Monet eri maat
olivat saaneet mieleisekseen maalata kipsi karhun ja ne oli laitettu pystyyn yhteen puistoon.
Se oli mielenkiintoista. Sitten menimme kiertelem��n matkamuistomyym�l�it�. Ostin kaikki kortit
jotka ajattelin huomenna kirjoitella ja viimeist��n maanantaina postittaa niin eip�h�n tarvii
mietti�. Siit� sitten k�velimme pitkin katua...vaikka mit� n�ht�v��! Hauskaa oli kokonainen
suljettu tie t�ynn� isoja betoniporsaita ja muuta kamaa, kolmisen vartijaa koppalakit p��ll�...
Tien p��ss� oli Yhdysvaltojen l�hetyst�. Voi voi irakin sotaa...
Friedrichstrassen asemalla oli vaikka mit�. Ihania pieni� kioskej� mitk� mikin myy jotain
ruokaa. Berliiniss� ihmiset rakastaa k�vell� ja sy�d�/juoda. Jokaiselle herkkustandille riitt��
asiakkaita, ihmiset k�velev�t k�dess��n h�yry�v� ihana tuore tikkuomena tai t�ytetty sarvi tms.
Joku k�velee isokuppi kahvia toisessa k�dess��n ja toisella kantaa lasta. Joka puolella ihmisi�
ruokailemassa. Koska en ollut viel� mill��n tapaa her�nnyt, silm�t painoi ja olo oli usvainen raahauduimme
asemalla kahvilaan. tai leipomoon. Tai mik�liene, oli ihana. ISOKUPPI KAHVIA ilman maitoa oli alle
2e. siis mielet�n kuppi, i tell. Herkullista tummapaahtoista. Sitten sellainen kielen mukanaan
sulattavan hyv� ns. "kieli" leip� (ohut leip�pohja jonka p��ll� jotain ja kuullotettua sipulia ja ihanaa
sulanutta juustoa) ... se oli mahtavaa.
Kiertelimme hetken ja l�hdimme tavaratalo Dussmanniin. MIELET�N cd ja kirjaparatiisi. Ihmiset
saivat ottaa kirjoja isojen laiskanlinnojen luokse, selailla ja tutustua lukea niit� what ever!
Joku ehk� oli nukahtanut kirja syliins�. Mit� palvelua! CD osastolla oli kaikkea. Siis
mielet�nt�. Ja halpaa verrattuna suomen hintatasoon. Kaksi kolme kerrosta...L�ysin Kabhi kushi
kabhie ghamin soundtr�kin. Eka oli katsomassa saksalaisia levyj� jotka eiv�t kiinnostaneet
ja l�hdin k�velem��n soundtrack puolelle. N�in p�yd�n jossa oli jotain "uutuuksia" n�tisti
pinoissa. Katselin hetken ja katseeni kiinnittyi bollywood kanteen jossa luki "sometimes happyness,
sometimes sorrow". P��ss�ni v�l�hti - muistin nimen. Sekosin. Otin levyn heti ja juoksin
Ekan luokse. AAAaaaa!!!!!!!!!!! :) ) Kansien sis�ll� on teksti�, mutta jonkun pakko
k��nt�� ne mulle. Nojoo. Siell� tuli seikkailtua ikukaudet. Ja suurinta osaa ei edes jaksanut
n�hd�!
Menimme Potsdamer Platzin kautta Kudammillen joka on berliinin suurin kauppakatu. Juoksimme
kiinnostuneina kaupasta toiseen "katselemaan" ja ainoa mit� osasin l�hestulkoon sanoa koko
ajan oli "SIKAHALPAA". K�ytiin katsomassa pommitettu kirkko josta oli vain torni j�ljell�.
Sitten kello l�hesty kuutta, tuli kiire kauppaan joka oli Schlossstrassenilla. Nopeat ostokset
ja bussi 148 vei meid�t Botanisher garteniin. Mareike asuu siin� vieress�. Nyt tuli h�nen
yst�vi��n kyl��n, ollaan menossa jonnekkin. En tied� kenenk��n nimi�, kaikki puhuu saksaa.
Jossain meit� odottaa viel� kaksi kaveria jotka tylsistynein� laittaa itse��n ja vain odottaa.
Kohta l�hdemme. Amerikkalaiseen tai meksikolaiseen ravintolaan. Ei varmaan sy�d� mit��n.
Ha. Saturday NIGHT IN BERLIN!!!!
Huomenna p�iv�ll� Marekein vanhemmat tulevat t�nne p�iv�ll�. Sitten varmaan l�hdet��n
kiertelem��n vain, koska ei ole kaupat auki. Visees, ei suunnitelmia, joka on loman idea.
I dont miss back, only SOMEBODY!! Huomenna lis��...
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perjantai, marraskuu 07, 2003
BERLIN ICH KOMME!
I cannot write it like I should be written? But who cares, you all got da idea. See u guys in a week, I'll be writing daily here from Mareike's computer, possibly so - stay on tune!
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torstai, marraskuu 06, 2003
I've been so busy again. Havent got time to think or anything - just run run run. Hard day - we had hepatiitti potilas here and it was all mess ... Sigh. Now soon Im off from work, I need to go to store, home to be with cat, get a nurse to cat, come back home and clean it all and pack and so on. Gsus! Im neurvous!
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keskiviikko, marraskuu 05, 2003
I've been so busy today. Havent got a change to come around to play with fast internet connection or anything...BTW if you want to make huge donations to my bank account for my Berlin trip (I only have money to go there and eat there... ;)) - mail me! ;) Hahahah. Wish I could win in the lottery.
Grey day again. Gloomy. Later on nighty we go to have a dinner with Senni and Eka. Yah!
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tiistai, marraskuu 04, 2003
Blaah, what a shitty weather. It makes me tired and slow. But otherwise very nice day indeed. Loads of work but seems like its going to be a short day. Perhaps I can go to home to have a nap and hang around with Somebody before rehersals (which I'll have from 7pm). Yesh. I think I'll go to visit homehome today too. Or Senni.
I have a nurse for cat while Im away. Things are going swell. I also get camera from Senni and I have a bunch of film so I dont need to use money for that. Ha. Great!
tiistai, marraskuu 04, 2003 |
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REDRUM - Took this at Epa's homewarming party. Do you believe me if I say, that I havent done anything to this picture than load it out from camera. Coolest colors! Good morning everyone. Slept nicely, its foggy and warm outside, rainy perhaps. Blaah.
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Im so going to lose it. No - nothing bad. I just feel happy.
I had hard yadiyaa day at work. Grey weather was making me a bit tired. I dont know what is wrong with these lamps I have in this apartment but they keep popping off all the time. Whattaah? Anyway, back to my day ...
Some ppl heard about my bday (I dont know how, perhaps Tarja slipped something trought her lips while I was sitting front of computer ...) and I had loads of warm concrats. Met Senni and then had a haircut. New hairdresser, Taru is having a baby soon, so...I was waiting to see Taru but she felt so tired today and left early. I was shocked to see that I have to let that new young girlie cut my do. She did it Ok, but oh I miss Taru. Im not going to have a hair cut until she's back in business! Roar. ;)
Only *bohoo* thing in my day was that they shut down my phone at the morning. It made me quite gloomy and pushed me down for while, but I cheered up quite fast. Then after haircut I had delicious meal in Torre.
Now home, listening Cohen and ready to growl to bed to read his book. Candle light. Soft feeling inside. And Im having goose bumps - IM GOING TO BERLIN!!! HAHAHAHAH! :)) First real trip out from this country. Im so going. No one can stop me! Week of hanging around without money (of course for food and so!) - no worries, no responsebility, two great guides Eka and Mareke (which is Eka's friend and we are staying at her place) ... Aa aa aa Im so going to lose it. :D These kind of things happends once in a life time. I love Eka. Im going to spend 6days at Berlin with her. FUCKING YEAH! It is so cheap to fly there now, thanks to Finnair's 50 year celecration thingie. Two can go back and there with same amount of money that for example Eka used year ago when she flied there alone.
I dont know what to say.
Im so happy.
And tired. Should go to bed. I have been lazy and not opened this darn 'puter in ages. Now I'll pay few bills and rent - live happily ever after 'til my next pay check. I've done so much over hours at work so I can happily leave to Berlin. And Amores Apolentia gigs are coming (money!) and other Xmas time gigs (money!) and and after I come back all I do is work work. Its marvelous!
Weekend was nicey. Friday I went after work to have slide of bday cake to Homehome. Grannies, "Aunt"-Hilkka, Henri and Merja. Senni and Tuomas of course. Watched Idols and my favorite won this time. Came home. Went to sleep. Saturday I slept 'til 2pm, had a brakefast and went to Senni's where I started to clean the kitchen in the second I came in. Party was nice, pumpkin pie was delicious. Sangria was nice also, but thank god I was sober all night and woke up happily without hangover in sunday. Sunday was _r e l a x i n g_. Ommm ...
BTW check out these boots I got from Epa in saturday. Hot!!
I feel this peace now. Im jumpy cause of not really realizing that Im really maybe going to Berlin. Do I dream? And gosh - things are going quite well. A bit busy I've been few weeks cause of so much work, and tiredness cause I havent been getting my powers up after being ill so long...Otherwise Im having time of my life. Just work and other activities. Berlin is going to be my summer vacation. I didnt have one. I was working 7days in week, 6 to 15h in day (once 19h) ...After that few weeks nothing and then work work work. I think I deserve a little take off. Just what I asked for. And all the things are slowly going to right places. (And tomorrow I write loads of whine ha!) ;) Im such a mess sometimes.
Stupid survey. Long one.
* I am: Tired and somehow bored at work trying to kill time. A bit
depressed after realizing that my mobilephone connection have been
closed again.
* I think: I should get another job work weekends
* I know: that I should enjoy my day.
* I want: to leave Turku for a week. I need days off. Really.
* I have: too much things in my head
* I wish: I could get relaxed and chill down a bit
* I hate: winter in southern Finland!
* I miss: all of my friends and close family members far away.
Birthdays make me long everyone more than ever.
* I fear: to be unemployed again.
* I feel: heavy.
* I hear: Conversation of nurses at room next to me.
* I smell: Cloril.
* I crave: New clothes, turquoise and funky pink around me. I crave
to get on the stage!
* I search: Harmony in my life. Peacefull state of mind.
* I wonder: Should I start to look for new apartment
* I regret: Not taking swedish lessons serious at school!
* I love: Exploring new. What ever it is, music, places, things.
* I ache: To travel. To drive a car.
* I long: Too much.
* I care: More than you think I do. :P
* I always: end to be manic-depressive ;)
* I am not: really sad.
* I believe: all the things will go just fine.
* I dance: 'till the morning dawn, less than I shoul
* I sing: all the time.
* I cry: Once in a great while. Sometimes whole day.
* I do not always: Show up on time.
* I fight: when its necessary.
* I write: less than I should. Poor lyrics/poems without good
ideas.
* I win: when I start something and get it done at same day.
* I lose: When I don�t bother trying.
* I('ll) never: kill anyone.
* I listen: too much.
* I can usually be found: from work.
* I am scared: doing what is right, cause Im not sure.
* I need: to arrange my life together, get a car and do something
about this situation Im having on.
* I am happy about: Being alive and going on towards 30th bday!
* I expect: to have a jolly day!
* I should: start to think how to spend last hours of it. Parti parti?
[Self]
-- Name: Lotta R
-- Birthplace: H�meenlinna, Finland.
-- Current Location: Turku / Littoinen / Finland
-- Eye Color: Green, grey, blue.
-- Hair Color: Blonde med mixed up light browns.
-- Righty or Lefty: Right.
-- Zodiac Sign: Scorpion.
-- Font: Letter Gothic MT
[Favorites]
-- Music: Everything that makes me shaky.
-- Cartoon: Disney (oldies and some movies), PPG, NGE ...
-- Color: Black. Greenish turguoise, funky pink and spicy orange. Real red.
-- Slushy Flavor: Peach.
-- Magazine: Everything if it has article or stuff that Im superbly interested abouttah.
-- TV Show: 6 feet under. Buffy.
-- Song at the Moment: Silence
-- Language : English. Swedish.
-- Spice Girl: Curry ;)
-- Food & Beverage: Tasty chicken and red wine.
-- Subject in School: German! ;))
-- Weekend Activity: Lovely chill out relaxation at home.
-- Ice Cream Flavor: Choko och Mango.
-- Roller Coaster: Everything that goes faast!!!
[ What Is... ]
-- Your most overused phrase on online chat: "Yesh".
-- The last thought you go to sleep with: "Aaah"
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Substanse.
-- The Best Name for a Butler: Dunno.
-- The wussiest sport: Horse polo.
-- Your best feature: I have no idea. My lips?
-- Your bedtime: I should sleep more. around midnight to two to 6am-8am. Depends do I need shower at morning...
-- Your greatest fear: Submarines.
-- Your greatest accomplishment: Getting my school finally done.
-- Your most missed memory: Childhood summers at Sukeva.
[ Prefer? ]
-- Pepsi or coke: Pepsi!
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Hesburger.
-- Single or group dates: Nada.
-- Adidas or Nike: Puma.
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers: Nuggets.
-- Dogs or cats: Both.
-- Rugrats or Doug: Rugrats.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton. Peach, please.
-- One pillow or two: TWO!
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa: Cocoa.
-- Boxers or briefs: HUGE boxers. I love to wear 'em when I chill down at home.
[ Do You? ]
-- Take a shower everyday?: Mostly.
-- Do you think you've been in love? : Yeah.
-- Want to go to college?: Well, not really atm.
-- like high school?: No.
-- want to get married?: We'll see.
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys?: Usually.
-- Believe in yourself?: Most of the time. Sometimes not at all.
-- Have any tattoos/where?: None. Yet.
-- Have any piercings/where?: Ears. Navel.
-- Get motion sickness?: Nevah!
-- Think you're a health freak?: From time to time. Not that often anymore.
-- Get along with your parents?: Very well.
-- Like thunderstorms?: Love 'em.
[ Futurama ]
-- Age you hope to be married by: Havent think about it. I dont care. No hurry.
-- Number and Names of Children: Ha. Atm having Somebody - da cat.
-- Where do you see yourself in five years?: Perhaps living in another country.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Private.
-- How do you want to die?: Nicely.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up?: Im too short to grow up.
-- What country would you most like to visit?: New-Zealand.
[ Opposite Sex ]
-- Best eye color?: Soft.
-- Best hair color?: I dont go for blonde guys.
-- Short or long hair?: Not longer than mine.
-- Best height?: Well not shorter than I am hahah.
-- Best articles of clothing?: Something that he wears happily and looks good with it.
-- Best first date location?: I have no idea.
-- Best first kiss location?: Well there are many places...
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? : Eyes.
[ Same Sex ]
-- Best eye color?: Pink.
-- Best hair color?: Pink.
-- Short or long hair?: PINK! Or purple.
-- Best height?: Long.
-- Best articles of clothing?: Tight space jumpers. School suit.
-- Best first date location?: n/a.
-- Best first kiss location?: n/a.
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive?: High japanese anime voice.
[ Miscellaneous ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?: Last night.
-- How many rings until you answer the phone?: Depends. One to ten.
-- What's on your mouse pad? : I don�t have one.
-- How many houses have you lived in?: over ten.
-- How many schools have you gone to?: five or so.
-- What color is your bedroom carpet?: apple green.
-- If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take
one thing (not person) with you what would you take?: cello.
-- What was the best time of your life so far?: Everything. This year have been nice. Last summer was superb.
{ PAST }
First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Liukkonen if I remember it right.
Last word you said: "Duh".
Last song you sang: "One raga for inspector" - sorb-i-tol
{ PRESENT }
What's in your cd player?: Collection of cohen's songs.
What colour socks are you wearing?: Black with pink stripes.
What's under your bed?: Dust. I sleep on a sofa.
What time did you wake up at today?: 7am.
{ FUTURE }
Where do you want to go?: Somewhere. Hopefully to Berlin!! AHahahah - ahahah.
What is your career going to be? : Im going to be everywhere doing everything I can. Perhaps in show biz, in media and restaurant.
Where are you going to live?: I don�t know. I�m open to the
possibilities. Im so rootless. Im already thinking about getting new apartment...
How many kids do you want?: We'll see about that...
{ NOW }
Current mood: Happy, relaxed, tired. :)
Current music: Silence.
Current taste: Salmiac.
Current hair: Fresh from haircut and after rain. Messy.
Current clothes: Jeans, purple fleeze shirt and stripe socks.
Current annoyance: Phone being shut down.
Current smell: Lavender.
Current longing: Sleep. And sleep next to somebody.
Current desktop picture: Charlies angels wannabe poster picture starring me and my two love Senni and Eka.
Current fingernail color: Natural.
Current hate: Weather.
Current favorite article of clothing: Everything soft.
Last CD that you bought: New Bo Kasper.
Favorite place to be: There where my heart is. At the woods or on the sea.
Time you wake up in the morning: between 7-8am.
Do you believe in an afterlife?: I dont know.
How tall are you?: 1m 52cm.
Current favorite word: Yaa. (said it like in Fargo)
Favorite book(s): Banana Yoshimoto's Kitchen.
Favorite season: Every one of 'em. warm end of summer and fall are great. Also spring.
1 MINUTE AGO: I laughed my ass of to Senni's boyfriend. Party pictures from Saturday. He was quite ... drunk, I must say.
1 HOUR AGO: I was talking with mum and chatting with Senni online.
1 DAY AGO: I spend entire day lying on my bed and relaxing.
1 WEEK AGO: Work. Didnt sleep in 24h and was _so_ tired.
1 MONTH AGO: I was wondering how to spend my bday.
1 YEAR AGO: I had a loads of time to play cello and I even had lessons. Now I dont have a time or I do - but not money.
Ok. Party's "afterparty" pics from Pub called Three beers. Tuomas is having a time of his life. He forced me into this picture. I try to look cool.
Then he had his word to say to Epa.
His girlfriend - my sister - didnt really understand a word.
Now to sleep. Long entry. Forgive me.
tiistai, marraskuu 04, 2003 |
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maanantai, marraskuu 03, 2003
Sigh. SHITE. They shut down my phone again. Im depressed.
maanantai, marraskuu 03, 2003 |
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