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maanantai, kes�kuu 30, 2003
Opening went just fine. A bit party after it. Saturday's show went extremely well! Then I went to work. Horrible night, I was all tired and achy and this huge fight we had at the bar. I got shaking hands and mixed feelings of fear and so on. I have to do the security card for myself...Sunday after getting home from work at 6am, few hours of sleep, got up, met Janne, went to Ari's boat and came home later at night death tired. Straight to sleep. Woke up few minutes ago and now Im sure I'll be late from work. Damn. Tired.
maanantai, kes�kuu 30, 2003 |
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perjantai, kes�kuu 27, 2003
We was at News paper at monday. Picture is horrible.
perjantai, kes�kuu 27, 2003 |
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oh well.
Opening night tonight at the theather. I didnt sleep at all. Im so neurvous that Im going to lose it.
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perjantai, kes�kuu 20, 2003
MidsummerDay. yeh yeh, Im spending it at the work. Gosh Im tired and having slight hang over cause last night me, Senni and Pirkko partied cause Pike will leave to north and then to Helsinki. Loved it. Had nice time. Pike bought me kitchy and very fun keyholder thingie from Amsterdam. I didnt sleep much, long day I had and cause of that I was already death tired last night. Hungry. Ok - work shifts at most partied summer party for me is. Tonight 8pm-3am. Sleep at my workplace. then 10am-3am. 17h. Shit. Im going to be sooo dead.
Hyvvee Juhannusta. M� tapan itteni t�iss� hahah mutta dollarin kuvat silmiss� :)
perjantai, kes�kuu 20, 2003 |
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sunnuntai, kes�kuu 15, 2003
Im so tired. Last night at work was very heavy cause I was so ill.
Im still feeling damn weak. Blowing my brains out, sneezing, coughing. Feeling a bit feverish.
I have musical rehersals tomorrow at morning to 2pm and work from 3pm to 8pm. Blaah. Anyway, I had very nice day and night at work. Gonna write about it later on. Now I need to go to relax. I feel so terrible. *Cough*
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lauantai, kes�kuu 14, 2003
Im having a hard time while trying to get rid of this goddamn summer flu. *sneeze*
Damnation! Anyway =) seems like a sunny summer day, a bit windy thought. Yesterday was quite hard for me, cause it was thundering and I got my perioids! Hahah oh that heart running wild and weakness in my body. Im quite glad, cause I lost my perioids for 7months. Hormons. Now my body is running well also. Maybe cause I got rid of stress what I got from job searching? I dont know.
Malla! - On mulla se sama vanha puhelin. Toki ilmoittaisin henk. koht jos asia muuttuisi. Tulen pohjoiseen viimeist��n syksyll�. Yrit�n jossain v�liss�. P�� levi�� koska niin ik�v� sinne. Kes� ei ole kes�, eillei sit� viet� siell�. Ja olisi upea p��st� taas RH Blues b�ndin kiertueelle mukaan...oh well. Call me. Misja.
When is the last time I wrote? Mm..
Nothing going on in my life. Work work work :) And I LOVE it. And like Beatles said - All you need is Love! :)
My days are build by work or musical rehersals. All my free days goes at Vartiovuorenm�ki. Its starting to get real great and we have few weeks to opening night. Hurr! I enjoy that acapella singing (which is really hard to my voice from time to time, cause I sing so low, but tempting to do!), playing around with girls for kids and everything. Truly enjoyable! Press: Opening is at 27th! Friday! 6pm! Come and see us. You wont be dissappointed! Ha!
Oh well. Tired. Hayfever makes my eyes bulb out from my head. I look like a fish. Hahah :D Epa is moving to new apartment. Im so happy for her. She's so exited and bursting new energy about it which I havent seen in her in ages. Good thing for her cause she's been like zombie for ages. She's getting back to real thang again :)
Thing I love at work - people. Customers. People I work with. Girls at store Elina and Krista are both great to do work with. Nice to chat with. To work with them is save to know that Im not going to get killed if I have to be a bit late cause of some theatre thing and so on. We plan our work shifts so that we can take some off's and everyone is open to "help" one another. Also I like my boss very much, he's very nice. I hope he count on me, cause I want to be the person who is personsible about the store things. (And yesterday - friday 13th!! I closed the shop and noticed that theres 100e missing. Now he's totally sure that Im stealing money from my own workplace haha.) People upstairs are great. Few waitresses I chat with a lot when Im around. They come to greet me at the store when Im there. And when I go work to upstairs we hang out chatting. I always feel welcome there. Kitchen fellas are also great, I got something to eat always when I want. The feeling around the place is great. When there's haste, people try to burst energy to one another and so on. Love it. (and the food is delicious!) heheheh...Oh oh oh. Gotta go to shower.
I go to city to get some new tights and stuff. Then to work 'til 4am and sleep to my parents place (easier to get there) ... They are at summercabin so I can hang out and eat everything from the fridge! Ha! ;)
Bable buble. Bla bla. Laters!
lauantai, kes�kuu 14, 2003 |
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torstai, kes�kuu 12, 2003
1 minute ago paid pile of phonebills and realized that I dont have money for rent.
1 day ago met someone I've havent seen in ages.
1 week ago I met my new cat.
1 year ago I lost someone.
I hurt about my own longing.
I love summer nights.
I hate hayfever.
I fear my mother getting an brain infact.
I hope I get poster worked right on time.
I feel hopelesly blue.
I listen sound of birds singing while The Ark is playing background.
I hide from myself.
I drive a car, hopefully soonish!
I play cello but Im quite lazy to do so at summer.
I miss too many person.
I learned to do body percussions.
I KNOW That there's something huge coming in to my life.
I WAIT To see it.
I NEED to know when our Ep comes out!
I THINK Too much.
CURRENT
Clothes Denim skirt, b/w stripe tshirt, glasses.
Mood slight stressed and tired. happy otherwise.
Music the Ark - father of a son
Taste Black coffee
Hair Blond messy bedhead
Annoyance perioids, stress
Smell coffee.
Desktop Sh*thouse wallpaper
Refreshment cold shower
Worry Time.
Crush Working
torstai, kes�kuu 12, 2003 |
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Dear fucker who broke my bike.
Well, I dont have buscard and my bike is my only way to get anywhere. I do understand that you might have slight antipation for life, but you dont have to put it on my bike! Im not a miljonaire with huge piles of money for bikes or something. Shit, Im full of pure angry.
Please, feel bad and buy me a new one.
Dear Kela. Pay my money soonish. Two weeks late is enough. I need to live with something. Holy spirit its not something to eat.
Dear who ever you are upstairs. Let my Mother get better. These days with scared heart where horrible. Let her be just fine.
Work I've had. Rehersals and some sleep. Nothing special really. Minna came to visit us from Iisalmi at sunday til yesterday. At monday my mother went to hospital. Something with her brains. We dont really know what. Sigh. Anyway, free day today. rehersals I'll have but I need to start to work with the poster now.
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lauantai, kes�kuu 07, 2003
Havent got time to sit front of the computer in ages. I just use this apartment for quick sleeping between days it seems. Tired. Woke up moment ago. I havent even read my emails on three days or something. I havent done that poster. Im not going to think about it cause then my head is full of messy stress. Anyway at wednesday we where cleaning the summerstore at Naantali. Thursday I spend in "liukkaanradan ajo" and met Petrus, then rehersals and then met Pirkko quickly. Came home and went to sleep. It was day full of death tiredness cause of heat and lack of sleeping. Gosh. I dont know, weekend took my powers totally and this week just have been like mummy walking around. Zombie. �rr.
I dont even remember all the days, what have happend etc. Rehersals with kanto group, some interviews too which will be in the paper soonish I think. Yesterday me and my two nice workmates put the store nice and cleany. All the things up on the shelfs and so on. The hard part was pricing, cause my boss just were like "well, put something.." Elina sms me awhile ago and said that someone whined about expensive salt...Well no can do. I have grazy work times now few times. I mostly do nights but this is insane: Tomorrow I go to store to 6pm. I'll close it at 8pm and go up to kaivohuore restaurant to sell tickets etc 'til 4am. Home to sleep. (I think I'll go to home home cause there will be no bus traffic at sunday morning to Naantali from Littoinen) Then back to open the store at 10am and close it at 8pm. Hurray. Well I'll be dead but then I have this few days out. I do most of the nights shifts I can. Then some morning shifts and few sundays. Then I also have one long 3-4days off at next month. Nicey poo. But now - morning coffee and some paper reading.
lauantai, kes�kuu 07, 2003 |
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maanantai, kes�kuu 02, 2003
Yksi el�m�ni hulluimmista vkl:ist� takana. Aivan poikki. Vartalo kipe� polvista alas p�in ja allergia turvottanut silm�t ja kurkun kauheaksi. Nukkunut kolmen p�iv�n sis�ll� muutaman tunnin ja viime y�n ylipitk�t unet vain v�syttiv�t enemm�n. Stressi purkautuu psykosomaattisesti. Viel� olisi kotikotona siivoamista ja laittamista j�ljell�. Omat asiat j��nyt ihan unholaan. Laskut pit�isi maksaa. Musikaalin juliste. Ajotunnit. Ty�t ja ty�paikan valmistelu ennen varsinaista ty�t�. Paperisota t�iden alkamisen takia. Paperi sota ty�nantajan ja kalenterin kanssa. Nukkuakkin pit�isi jossain v�liss� :)
Nojoo, kuten arvelin hyvin monet suuttuivat kiireisest� vkl:�st�ni. Missasin parit juhlat t�ydelisesti ja rumasti �lytt�m�n h�sl�yksen ja kaaoksen takia. Onnittelen itse�ni, ettei p�� levinnyt mutta t�t� �lyt�nt� j�lkipyykki� pestess� tuntuu p�� levi�v�n...
Tuiren luona. Upea k�mpp�. K�VIN �sken Myn�m�ess� (vai oliko se Rym�ttyl� mm.) KATSOMASSA KISSAANI! H�nn�t�n pieni s�p� hiiren harmaa pallo. Oe oe oe oe oe oe oe. Sekoan. No menee n. 3-4vk kun se tekee taloon tulon. Hurjaa.
Myyn k�nnykk�ni. Kun sen antaa olla, saa vain aikaan harmeja. Kun sen kanssa on, niin saa aikaa stressi� ja p��ns�rky�. Tuirekin p�rj�� t�ysin lankapuhelimella, niin miksi en min�kin. S��styisi monelta syd�mmen tykytykselt�, kiusalliselta soitolta, "OLETKO ELOSSA VAI VIHAINEN KUN ET VASTAA" tykityksist� etc etc etc, you know if you own mobile phone yourself. Nyt alkaa tulla taasen mitta t�yteen ja nyt todellakin. Jospa j�t�n oikeasti ty�p�iviksi k�nnyn pois ja annan ihmisille duuni numeron? Voisivat soittaa siihen jos jossain palaa tai muuta akuuttia asiaa olisi.
Ukkini tekee kuolemaa. Parissa viikossa kuihtunut k�siin. Oli hirve� n�ky Sennin lakkiaisissa. Ei pystynyt kunnolla liikkumaan tai puhumaan. Nyt todettu aivoissa monen monta infaktia (soittivat t�n��n lekurilta) ja sen sellaista. Suru. En jaksaisi t�ll�ist� el�m��ni just nyt.
maanantai, kes�kuu 02, 2003 |
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Oh dear Im tired. My troath is sore and eyes are bleeding and scratzy.
Allergy. Gotta love it. Anyway, woke up moment ago. Its sunny day again.
Senni graduation party with bunch of people...We have very small apartment and it
was full of people from time to time. I was quite tired. After it we
hurried to Epa's party where Saaga played and my Dad also. Whole weekend
I spend with Dad & Virpi. I know that Im not going to meet 'em in summer now, cause
I have a work to do and Im not able to travel there 'cause of that.
Anyway...I havent spend my time of relaxing or sleeping lately. Well last night.
10h of sleep. I had deadline for the musical poster for today but I havent even started.
I need to do it _now_ which is impossible and tell that I was too busy when we have this meeting
or then...oh well. Gaah, I hate stress.
maanantai, kes�kuu 02, 2003 |
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