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perjantai, huhtikuu 19, 2002
i jsut heard that one of my classmates back school died yesterday. oh my. rest in peace, Netta.
perjantai, huhtikuu 19, 2002 |
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funny. Last time I wrote anything here, I was still in school. Week went quite fast. Moving mostly. Everyday I packed something, washed carpets and stuff, packed, moved, slept, packed...today I put my clothes in boxes and that's it. just curtains and lights on their places at home and its done. My old room at homehome where Im sitting right now is empty...and full of boxes...been so busy that havent done anything than read emails everyday. One week and then I move to my own place totally, but I'll visit here from time to time (before and after hungary trip) checking emails and to write this...
haha i took this 'test' and coolest thingie is that I have look-a-like hair do hahaha!!
Take the which Silent Starlet are you quiz!
ok gotta go, I cannot be online at this time of day, but I just had to write something...laters.
perjantai, huhtikuu 19, 2002 |
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torstai, huhtikuu 11, 2002
Oh day. Morning glory, sun was shining and I didnt want to get up. I had to. I packed all night long, but without any success...Then quick shower and then school. We filled huge bunch of papers about 'what did you like about this course' and so on, packed ourselves in to car and went to Ainola, Halosen niemi, Lotta-Museo and to Maanpuolustus museo also...Day of culture. I really have to say, that I'll miss some of my 5 class mates and teachers who are more than friends to me...But I have to admid, that I dont burst in to tears. All I do is wait for tomorrow. Oh well, at afternoon I went to Helsinki, met Sami and spend all day with him in record stores and drinking coffee in m bar. Then I took train back, and came straight into computer class. Sun set was extremely beautiful and what amazing warm spring day! Camilla send me sms that she's back at campus, so I have to go to spend our last night together soon, I think I as her to my room cause I really, really need to pack. I have ending-party at 10-13 o'clock tomorrow, but I need to woke up quite early, cause I have to pack my bed and arrange room to its real out-look and clean clean clean. ARGH! Then tomorrow afternoon my mum and Pentti drive themselfs here with big car which they borrowed from Pentti's work...some old taxi...and we put all my stuffs (there's lot of it) into it and drive to Ikea. I spend all my money there for cd-shelfs and tables and so on, we pack them in and hit the road towards Turku. I laugh like maniac, drink beer at backseat and yell "DRIVE FASTER!! F-A-S-T-E-R!!" and at Turku first thing I do is...marketplace...'Im free!! Im free!!' singing outloud and then I'll drink something sparkling at some beautiful comfy bar! :)
At saturday and sunday I move to Verkatehdas.
Im a bit, not much jsut a little stressed about that moving, and all the things I have to do next week, at Kela and electricity thingies and and...aaargh anyway, dont want to think about it. Teh thing is, Im not stupid, I really did it, Im free, Im goddamn proud of myself...aaaaargh! :)) Wish me luck, say that Im gorgeus!
last night here. and I dont even feel at all sentimental or so...hah! Ok im going to miss these computers...that's all.
torstai, huhtikuu 11, 2002 |
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keskiviikko, huhtikuu 10, 2002
Also Barbara Montgomery is fab...
keskiviikko, huhtikuu 10, 2002 |
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Im totally in love!! I found few great artist (again) from mp3.com...Ludmilla, she's has a amazing voice and sings bossa! Then this band NovaTalk...aaah bossa too...Im flying. This is the thing Im missing, when I move back to turku - fast internet connections and computer, one can listen and find great new music everyday online...sigh...well...never say never.
keskiviikko, huhtikuu 10, 2002 |
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Its over now. I went trought it, and I amaze, that I really did it. In friday I get papers on my hand and Im free. I cannot believe it. All the stress and stuff went out from me and now Im just death tired, yawning and I can hardly keep my eyes open...I feel so good. yesterday I met S�de at Helsinki and we had great girlsnight out! It was horrible to woke up today after few hours of sleep, but hehe...and tomorrow after little school trip I'll meet Sami. Yay. Friday It all over. Im just dazed, confused...hated (?) amused...Wooo!! I did it I did it! Woo.
keskiviikko, huhtikuu 10, 2002 |
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maanantai, huhtikuu 08, 2002
Im feeling so hungry that I could die. Well not really, but argh...I thought that if I eat well at noon I dont need to buy any food for last week. And result is this, first day and im hungry as ever.
Oh well, welcome to last week of Lotta's 7months of school. She's getting snappy and achy cause of stress. Today she had 3 exams and she almost lost her mind while realising that she had to return almost an empty paper for math teacher. Shame on her. Tomorrow just one swedish exams, final exams, and she's on her way to getting enlighted!
So its last week. I dont know how to manage it. Hehe, well its not huge thing at all, but I feel extremely tired of this place. Friday mum will pick me up, we visit ikea, drive back to turku and then move in weekend. Tho I know that I have extremely hard day in friday, Im going to party my happines a bit when I arrive turku. I dont mind which time...hehe. Ok I have a lot to write, but I just woke up from nap so...laters.
maanantai, huhtikuu 08, 2002 |
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Last week going on. Sun is shining. Tree exams done today and im death tired...gee gotta get a nap and read to tomorrows exams, but before that, I kill time with, suprise suprise, survey!!
1. What's the story behind your Internet username?
I dont remember where did Genoveva came from. I think it came from one book about roleplaying...hehe. Sailor Gennie is inspired by sailormoon.
2. Name five of your favorite pig-out foods
Sushi, Chinese, Pizza....
3. Have you ever had a makeover?
everyday at Tommy musical opera...I had to make myself to lusty little Acid Queen everyday.
4. Name all members of the Beatles.
John Lennon, Paul McCartney, Ringo Star, George Harrison...eh?
5. What's the longest time you've stayed out of the country? Where?
Ehm...In Firenze like week and a half or something.
6. Name one thing you're grateful for today.
I got 8 from my Ilkka Remes paper...yeah.
7. What is your favorite high school memory?
Oh well. Trip to Firenze I think. Or those hilarious days with Epa when we ran out from school to pick up peaches and ice cream from store near by...Dont remember really anything from High school...
8. What is the most insane thing you've done to/for your crush that (s)he might not/might know about?
Eh...mm. I add something here if I remember anything...Hehe.
9. Describe your dream wedding.
ARGh...well...mm...
10. Would you ever join Temptation Island?
No way!
11. Name three teachers you liked in high school.
Mrs. Makkonen, history teacher...great old feminist with a burst of black humor. I dont remember my old Movie teachers name, she was great too. Like little myy, always so spicy. Then math teacher old bohemian hippy man who always takes longer coffee brake with us than teaches...
12. Do you have a favourite quote? What is it?
"I think its in audio" or "Multipass!"
13. How old were you when your first heartbreak happened?
I have no idea. 13?
14. Which school picture did you bury in your bottom drawer?
4th and 9th.
15. Do you have any weird preferences? What are they?
I love to scream to the wind and smell of gasoline.
16. What is the one thing you will never understand about the opposite sex?
Rape.
17. Who is your best friend?
Cannot say one.
18. Name one TV character you'd most want to be.
Buttercup.
19. If you were famous, and were to be a guest on a talk show, whose show would you choose?
Conan O'Brian!! :))
20. Give yourself a porn star name.
Lotta Love - I had better one, but I forgot it hehe...
21. Do you have any weird sleep habits?
Well not really, just mixed up rhythm...
22. What do you plan to do this summer?
Travel, do musical, gigs, learn to live again at turku and so on...chill out!
23. What's your favourite song right now?
"Lady machine" - Fantastic Plastic machine
24. Write a line from any song.
"Im the gipsy the acid Queen"
25. Do you know at least one Disney song by heart? Which one?
I know almost every song from Beauty and the Beast, Lionheart, Mulan, Herkules, Little Mermaid...
26. Describe your dream house.
Im living there from 1.5 -> But oh well, by the sea or then at somewhere high, beathtaking landscapes around me...
27. What's your typical sleep wear?
Top and boxers.
28. What's in your bag?
My phone in little purse which Eka gave me (it has text 'I love me' on it buahaha), my black plastic wallet, calendar, chinese silk covered diary, red notebook, walkman cd-player, lipgloss, lipbalm, powder, timetable for trains, pass, pink sunglasses...
29. What's in your wallet?
5 euros, My identical twinsister's student card, my bus card, Library cards into Turku's library, Raisios, Kajaani's and one card for all Diak libraries. ID's, some coins, social insurance institution card too...used bus, train and movie tickets...
30. How much money do you currently have in your wallet?
5e, 5 cents...What a rich bitch...
31. What's your favourite pair of shoes?
Red boots
32. If you could've gone to your senior prom in a different outfit, what would it be?
Blaah.
33. How was your senior prom?
n/a
34. Tell us about any of your birthdays.
Last year at my bd We had whole Rh Blues band in the house and had huge meal and jolly time...
35. Would you rather be a hobbit, an elf or a dwarf?
Elf, I think.
36. What are the first five things you would splurge on if you were a billionaire?
buy a huge loft. make my little dreams and my dearest ones dreams come true in some ways, maybe.
37. What's your daily before-going-to-sleep ritual?
Cup of tea and chill out, maybe surfing in internet, prepare my bag for the next day if Im going somewhere, fall asleep listening to music or silence...
38. What's the weirdest/funniest nickname you've ever been called?
Maikki or Lottis. G-point is also quite funny, one inside joke...from nick ladyG.
39. Name three of your favorite cartoon characters.
Buttercup from Ppf, Misato from NGE, Jane from Daria.
40. What are the magazines you read on a regular basis?
Dazed & Confused, all kind of music papers and mixed numbers of others...
maanantai, huhtikuu 08, 2002 |
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sunnuntai, huhtikuu 07, 2002
i can get no sleep.
sunnuntai, huhtikuu 07, 2002 |
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perjantai, huhtikuu 05, 2002
what a horrible finnish exam...my hand is aching after all that writing...
perjantai, huhtikuu 05, 2002 |
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What a beautiful morning!!!
perjantai, huhtikuu 05, 2002 |
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torstai, huhtikuu 04, 2002
Gosh, I hate this thing. First of all, Im so tired, that I make these stupid typos all the time. Another thing is that Im so extremely tired after falling asleep after school and waking up after 4h...we'll see will I be able to get a sleep next night. But 4 real school days left, Im still counting and waiting tomorrow cause I want home so oh so badly. Then next sunday I catch a bus last time to J�rvenp�� for now. I have so much to do, so many exams that Im already tortured about thinking 'em, so much to think about moving and paper work I need to do then, things that I need to find before I leave J�rvenp��...which is my glass...someone have stole it. Survey then...
nine things you wear daily:
9. my glasses, contact lenses or somekind of weird eyewear.
8. usually somekind of skirt or black trouses.
7. somekind of leather jacket or retro thingie.
6. little star shaped jewels on my ears.
5. somekind of nail polish.
4. my bag, which is _always_ with me.
3. hat, basker...
2. red lipstick.
1. black/white stripe t-shirt
eight movies you'd watch over and over:
8. Breaking the waves
7. Tesis
6. Star Wars 4-6
5. Shrek
4. Buena vista social club
3. Dancer in the dark
2. Blues Brothers
1. Moulin rouge
seven albums that matter:
7. Dusty Springfield - not the same girl
6. Bj�rk - Post.
5. Jackie d'Pre - Elgars cello concertto op.85
4. Joni Mitchel - Girls of canyon
3. Groove Convention - Butter
2. Sorb-i-tol - Cuba libre ep
1. Blues Brothers - Made in america
six objects you touch every day:
6. Alarm clock.
5. My glasses.
4. Coffee maker.
3. My diary/calendar.
2. Walkman cd-player.
1. Keys.
five things you do every day:
5. wash myself.
4. drink huge amount of coffee.
3. amaze all the beauty around.
2. stare my phone.
1. sing.
four bands that you couldn't live without:
4. Rh Blues Band
3. Groove Convention
2. Buena vista social club
1. The Generation band
three of your favorite songs at this moment:
3. Koop - Summer sun
2. Groove Convention - Tip the dealer
1. Antonio Jobim - Concovado
two people that have influenced your life the most:
2. my mom
1. n/a
one thing you could spend the rest of your life with:
1. Muzic!!!
torstai, huhtikuu 04, 2002 |
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keskiviikko, huhtikuu 03, 2002
So when great things happen in my life (and some not that great ones, but they are just more mental. Again I fail to trust someone so so so close to me and she's never worth of my trust no more...but that's oh-so-another story) I usually get sick, as again, fever. Going back to school for few days now. damn its almost over and Im still here at Turku. Anyway, while getting myself un-feverish again I decided to back my things for moving, and almost every thing in my room here is packed in box. How live changes itself. But before I jump in a bus to Helsinki/J�rvenp�� (theres just one last time after this one! woo! ah! haha!) I do this another survey...
I see: Mickey Mouse coffee mug
I find: That I really do hate moving, I just dont always say so.
I want: Coffee and move soon and get my life going...
I have on: Messy old jeans, lime yellow psyckhedelic shirt.
I wish: That next week could be over soon (which means, that Im outta from school!! Woh!)
I love: My new home, Nobody, Spring nights, Coffee.
I hate: My campus. Disapointments when it comes to people.
I miss: Nobody. Ppl and family in Kajaani.
I fear: Nothing.
I feel: Tired and Calm.
I hear: Koop. Im addicted to it.
I smell: Coffee.
I crave: Sunshine! Move fast and get over it soon.
I search: Shoes, way of life...right now also umberella, its raining, and Its always somewhere when I need it.
I wonder: Shall I read swedish while sitting in bus to Helsinki. Will my saldo open tonight and when I get my money from Kela.
I regret: Nothing at the moment.
When was the last time you...
Smiled? When I got sms to my phone few minutes ago.
Laughed? When I joked about success and bass guitars today with friend.
Cried? Last week? mm...Dont remember.
Bought something? One beer two days ago.
Danced? Today while singing 'Fly me to the moon' out loud in my own privacy.
Were sarcastic? All the time.
Kissed someone? Today.
Talked to an ex? mm. Last week?
Watched your favorite movie? Too long ago.
Had a nightmare? Ages, ages ago.
Last book you read: "Power of beauty" by Nancy Friday
Last movie you saw: Argh, I dont remember its name. Connery and Zeta-Jones where in it anyway.
Last song you heard: "Summer sun" by Koop
Last thing you had to drink: Water
Last time you showered: Today afternoon
Last thing you ate: Chinese.
Do you...
Smoke? Yes
Do drugs? Not really, Caffeine.
Sleep with stuffed animals? With Lotta-Bunny.
Live for the moment? Toootally. Usually.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Mmm.
Have a dream that keeps coming back? Yea!!
Play an instrument? Cello, own voice, guitar, a bit bass, wood flute, piano - badly...
Believe there is life on other planets? Yesh yes.
Read the newspaper? It depends. Usually.
Have any gay or lesbian friends? Yes.
Believe in miracles? In a way.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes.
Consider love a mistake? No...not anymore.
Like the taste of alcohol? Yes.
Have a favorite candy? All kind of lollipops, salmiac, all kind of 'm�ssy' jellies.
Believe in astrology? Buahha, not really.
Believe in magic? In a way.
Believe in God? ...mmmnot really in a way which bible talks about her.
Pray? 'Oh lord, give me money for food...' Not really...
Go to church? To amaze that architeture usually.
Have any secrets? Im a walking question mark ;)
Have any pets? My charming black cat, Nobody.
Do well in school? Heh...well...
Go to or plan to go to college? �err nooo....
Have a major? Life.
Talk to strangers who instant message you? Sometimes, its depends.
Wear hats? I loooove hats! Yes yes!
Have any piercings? ears, two in left, 3 at right one.
Have any tattoos? Not yet.
Hate yourself? No.
Have an obsession? Music, Light(s), old glass, jackets and eye wears and shoes in a way too...
Collect anything? Music that makes me shiver and grazy! Cool leather jackets and eye glasses, retro stuff and old glass.
Have a best friend? Few.
Wish on stars? All night long, all night...
Like your handwriting? Messy and looks like cartoon stuff, but its ok from time to time. When I can read it myself.
Have any bad habits? Being Hermitt from time to time. Im horrible friend then.
Care about looks? Oh well, I think I do, but not that much than I used to.
Believe in witches? Ahahaaha. Well, Yeah, duh!? ;)
Believe in Satan? Yeah, that one with red skin and stuff, he's cool and oh so kinky bastard hahaa!
Ohohoh I love this spring rain. I love the light outside. Not dark, not sunny either. That light is best for photographs, I think and it makes my heart long for fresh water!!
keskiviikko, huhtikuu 03, 2002 |
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