tiistai, maaliskuu 12, 2002

Wow. Im doing things in my life. Wow. I even amaze myself right now. Wow. Its spring.

Time of changes and rebirth. Something new borns when something old dies. That's how it goes, really.

Back at campus. When I left Turku last night I sat down into almost empty bus to Helsinki and started to read comicbook (One quite hilarous one. I sometimes which that I could have good idea for comic series...) when suddenly huge FLASH! I looked around, wondered that did someone took a photo of me or was there someone by the road at the dark using cameraflash when it hit me...It was thunder! Woo-o. Quite unexpected at this time of year, but it was so beautiful! All silent. Not much noise. When I came to Helsinki it seemed that it was already over. When I jump out from the train at J�rvenp�� and started my slow journey towards campus I was surrounded by total silence. Suddenly just before campus area *flash*...and now sound or what so ever. Clouds were strange - one could see stars thru 'em and still it was full of sparkles and all the nature was bright from lightnings from time to time. Wow, I must say.
There are few things that makes me go totally insane:
1. Screaming to wind. Stormy wind - even better. Its my way to kick asses, push out all the frusturation and such. When Im bored, achy, angry, scared, before I go on the stage...When Im over top happy. I scream - it makes me feel better.
2. Thunder. These two things goes side by side. I explain. Ok. I somehow get dizzy, dazed and sleepy when theres thunder in the air. My heart starts to run and I can fall asleep where ever, when ever...I can feel it at my body. And when that storm comes on, All the pressure bursts out from me. I go out, glimb somewhere to jump and scream on wind 'Hahaa there is no God!! Woooooo!' and amaze the power it gives me. I adore clouds at summer. Thunder clouds are most beautiful...Oh well...

I have so much to do at school and I havent even started anything yet. Gosh, shame on me. But I wont think about it now. My ancle is still achy. I didnt sleep more than 3-4h last night, cause I never get any sleep here. I woke up all sweaty and tired again. One month, Lotta darling, just one month...
Omn Ommm....
Oh Damn, I did new desing for this blog at sunday night and I forgot to put it online so I have to manage with this dark and angsty layot til weekend.
What should I say...It was beautiful day again. When I got up it was already sunny and so on. Two weeks and we turn clocks to summer time! Cannot believe it! I went to school cursing the fact that my ancle wasnt any better at all. Tamara and co. students where quite happy to see me. I was a bit down cause it was so sunny outside. When I was at ciggie brake I didnt need coat when I stand somewhere where sun light came on. Blackbirds where singing and everything was glittering by the touch of spring. It must be it now. I want to believe so. I heard that Spring is too busy to visit here right now, It enjoy its margarita by some pool and do not even dare to drop by here in cold cold north...But hey, we have Santa Claus, so who needs spring, sun and other pathetic things anyway! Lets get depressed, baby!

Haha. Ooo I cant hardly wait new Trier movie. This is what I found from internet:
Danish director Lars Von Trier has reportedly demonstrated his unconventional personality to Nicole Kidman who is starring in his latest project. The two are working together in Sweden on the low-budget film Dogville, about a mysterious woman who arrives at a woodland village. Kidman, Von Trier and co-stars Lauren Bacall, Chlo� Sevigny, Paul Bettany, Katrin Cartlidge and Stellan Skarsgard are staying in a remote guest house and British newspaper the Daily Mail said the director took advantage of the isolation.
Greeeat!
"He took Nicole into the woods on one of her first nights out there - alone," an insider told the paper. Von Trier then proceeded to tell her: "I don't like you. The reason I don't like you is that you are richer than me and I want to f*** you. So the solution is that you should give me all your money and sleep with me. Then we will be even." Kidman's response was not recorded.
AHAH! Oh my! So...what should I say. Well I dont say a thing...but I've always luved Mr. Triers additude ahahaha.
Before agreeing to join Von Trier on Dogville, Kidman was reported as saying she was a big fan of the Danish filmmaker: "I loved Breaking the Waves and thought Dancer in the Dark was magnificent, and there are certain directors in your lifetime that you know you are a good match with. This is a good match," she was quoted as saying in May last year.
Rrright.
On another DITD-related news, Kidman's co-star Paul Bettany tells Guardian that DITD was the first of a trilogy for Von Trier: "When he made Dancer in the Dark, all these American journalists went crazy at him, saying 'How dare you comment on American society when you've never been there?' So Lars went, 'It's a real shame that you didn't like the movie because it's the first of a trilogy about America.' Which it wasn't, but now he's said it, he's decided to do it."
Haha. How Jolly. Ok...There is nothing to do, I want to eat candy, but now money or anything...Hahah and no change to get any candy here so No can do. Uuaa. I dont know why I have this...mm...oo...lollipops. mm. Salmiac. mmm...

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