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torstai, helmikuu 28, 2002
Intresting. I've heard about this "Object�m-sexuality" ages ago, but never heard or got a change to read about real person who's like that...Im doing schoolwork about Berlin and I suddenly found a site of a woman from sweden, Eija-Riitta Ekl�f-Berliner-Mauer who's married with the Berlin Wall...In this world, Im not amazed by such things anymore. But the Berlin Wall? How must her heart broke down when they mashed it down...mm...oh well, back to work.
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Hehe. I tried to find information from internet for one school aplication and I dont know even how I did it, but I found my way to 'Suomi-Saksa' site, which is quite hilarious. So I forgot all what I should have done, and cause Im so tired, I just did all my best that I dont burst to manical giggle...which I almost did. Here at computer class I sometimes forgot that Im surrounded by other ppl, which I dont even know. Ive done it so many times - room full of silence. just clapclap from keyboards and humming from computers. Suddenly loud manical 'hehheBUAHAHAHhahhahahaaaahahah-a-ah...mm...ahem' and I find myself lauhging out loud (tho, I thought that I laugh inside) and all the heads turns to see who is that crazy person...and funnies even is that when I see all those faces, Its so amusing, that I cant help myself to laugh even more.
Its white white everywhere. Seems like its starting to get colder. Damnation.
I realised that week is almost done. Tomorrow I leave to Turku again. Next week at school is hell, I have test for each day and a lot of other things like homeworks to write and gather for teachers...But just 30 days left...Just...;)
So, its friday tomorrow. How jolly. I will meet my ah so lovely sister, which I miss so! Havent got change to shit-chat with her in ages. Tho, poor Eric have to leave home to Leads at 6am morning! I dont have any changes to meet him before he catch his place. But he said that he'll come back in summer. Great. Finland is best at summer time, I think.
I think I hit my head to pillow and take a quick nap.
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What a nice day I had yesterday. Now half asleep, death tired...soon to swedish lessons and I just came out from english test. Urgh. I only have school to 12.15 today, so after it I come back here to bable...
When I woke up today I rip the curtains to side of my window and I was happily suprised: a) its not dark anymore at 7.00am b) formitorys yard was full of huge snowmans...Hehhe. Cute. Its been raining and snowing mixed these past few days. Yesterday it was stormy again. Helsinki was full of dark fluffy waterish snow and you had to jump around if you didnt want to sink your shoe to brown cold shitty water. So at 4pm - when city is most hectic, it was funny to see all these masses of ppl in hurry jumping around like rabbits, trying not to fall down on slippery road. I just love winter here in souther Finland. But soon - its spring. Yay!
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tiistai, helmikuu 26, 2002
I have always had this thingie for corsets...and now I find this dark garden online shop and I've been drooling all the time. and why in earth they have to be so goddamn expensive! oh well...
tiistai, helmikuu 26, 2002 |
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Ok. I dont usually let myself to take a nap, cause of this - I went to bed when sun was shining brightly in my room, I put alarm clock on and decided to sleep hour or two. And then I woke up after 3-4h, to feeling that its morning or something and Im panic that Im late from school! Its full moon and everyhing, we'll see will I catch any sleep at night then, but hopefully. I have full day ahead tomorrow, which I spend in Helsinki. Its school thingie, we go around all kind of national museum and things like that. Im free after 16.00 when I, if its possible, meet S�de, and I know that it takes all day. I propably get back at 20-21 or something, cause I need my own time and read emails and so on. How fast this week have flown again! And soon its weekend...sigh. Wow.
tiistai, helmikuu 26, 2002 |
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ha, I just past the swedish tests...gosh...(I was scared that dont even get thru all these courses...)
tiistai, helmikuu 26, 2002 |
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Heh someone left really sappy mgs in my gbook...me snob? Hahah. 8)
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maanantai, helmikuu 25, 2002
At Campus again. Im tired and feeling like Im drifting away from my body. I slept like 2h last night, and last week made me death tired, so result is this - Im totally numb and I feel like I dont know am I awake or at sleep. but right now Im pretty sure that Im awake, cause I can still sense the taste of candy on my tongue...
What have happend? Where I've been all this days? Well I came to Turku week ago, then I had three days party party with everyone, first with my sister, then with pals and then with Senni and Eric. Then I worked full week, met friends, tried to catch all the things I've had on the line for ages...but I failed cause I mostly used all my free time after or before work to sleep...and then...I noticed that I need to pack my bag and travel back here. And what a school day I had!!...but I dont want to whine about it, cause the day itself was quite beautilful with icey snow all over here, sun shining and so on. I miss the HUGE storm we had here at friday-saturday. Wind blowed 30m/s and guess who was at ferry cruise on the sea...me me! Of course, but hell, it was mad!! I love storms! Wooaah! I dont need to go to any Linnanm�ki or so at summer after that ride baby!! hahaa! Lot of beautiful nights with starts, lot of nights without sleep, (and now here, gosh, only 37 days!) lot of unfinished works and a lot of deadlines, but hey - that's the way it is! Im listening Moloko - the time is now, and flowing somewhere...I think I must go to sleep earlier today. I need to try.
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sunnuntai, helmikuu 24, 2002
Im alive and kicking...havent been able or too busy or something to write anything, but I promise to catch everything up tomorrow. Horrible horrible week, in a way very nice indeed too...but still...sigh. laters folks.
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keskiviikko, helmikuu 13, 2002
I forgot to mention about my new entry in my finnish journal -> Perfect day.
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Here comes the sun...
After I wrote my last entry at afternoon in librarys computer room, I slowly walked around the campus. I felt gloomy about the weather. It was so cold and I noticed that even tho Im very powerful person, staring grey rainy clouds with THE eye really never helps. I never believe in weathermans anymore. So I went into my room, made some hot coffee to get myself awake and I needed something warm! Its so cold where ever I go! Here, I mean, in computer class, in my room, at kitchen, in those rooms where I have my lectures and so on. Tomorrow that bloody psysicks test at morning, and then I dont have to whine about this place in week! Hah! First I take J�rvenp��, then Turku! Are you already scared, Im on my way...back to subject...Some perfect music, coffee and I tried to write something, but I failed, like always nowadays. My head is empty, tho I have a lot to write about and so on, I just want it out - is this somekind of artistic inspiration block or what ever? Gosh, I want to get rid of it, now! Anyway, back to subject again...I sat in front of my table, which is next to window, I drawn my curtains to sides and tried desperately to get some nature light inside to room. I looked up to the sky and saw how clouds ran wildy away and there was some blue around! Wow, I've almost forgot how blue sky can be! And then it hit right on my eyes and skin, sun!! Like suprising flashlight right on your face after spending weeks in pitchblack room. It was so amazing! I bath in it. Clouds went away so fast, here and there were some...I stared that light til I could saw sun middle of it all. How bright it was, I almost god a headache while light hurt my eyes! (its not healty to do it - so dont try that at home, kids!! and NEVER watch sun or full moon without sunlens with telescopes and binoculars! Ok? Good.) Light made itself comfy at my wall, and I took my chair and sat next to it. Face towards window, I let my cheaks feel how it already gives some warmth! So! Spring is on its way...it just felt too good at middle europa, sits there with tequila sunrise in its hand and flips calendar pages while trying to decide when its the time for trip up in Finland...mmmm...Now I understand all those lightlamps and what ever they are, which they sell in stores, it helps for depression and so on. New clouds came fast and came very dark again. No sign of any sunshine what so ever. I made some tea and took 30mins nap. But still more lighter than at morning. Sun, please come again, I already miss your tender touch...
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WOODSTOCK
I came upon a child of God
He was walking along the road
And I asked him, where are you going
And this he told me
I'm going on down to Yasgur's farm
I'm going to join in a rock 'n' roll band
I'm going to camp out on the land
I'm going to try an' get my soul free
We are stardust
We are golden
And we've got to get ourselves
Back to the garden
Then can I walk beside you
I have come here to lose the smog
And I feel to be a cog in something turning
Well maybe it is just the time of year
Or maybe it's the time of man
I don't know who l am
But you know life is for learning
We are stardust
We are golden
And we've got to get ourselves
Back to the garden
By the time we got to Woodstock
We were half a million strong
And everywhere there was song and celebration
And I dreamed I saw the bombers
Riding shotgun in the sky
And they were turning into butterflies
Above our nation
We are stardust
Billion year old carbon
We are golden
Caught in the devil's bargain
And we've got to get ourselves
Back to the garden
-Joni Mitchel (from the album - Ladies of the Canyon 1970)
I sing this song in my head all the time. I just love it. Day was short. I slept too late, had quick shower and then ran like a wild horse to meet my teacher. I was late and I had bad news to her, about my essay and all. Well she was allright about it. Phew. Its cold and windy again. I were so happy about pseudo-spring we had few days aga. So my day at school is over for today, I had just three bloody hours, which I used for trying to look like Im not falling as sleep or anything like that. Same thing right now. Im death tired. Seems like that net is messing here again...damn, or then its just this computer, dunno really. Grr. I swallow my thoughts about getting gun and destroying everything...
Last night I went to watch tv to Camilla's room. X-Files were quite hilarious...The way how Scully and Mulder were longing eachothers were so juicy and un-xphile stuff. So pathetic in a way. But what I've heard from fans over seas - episodes will get better. They said that it will be even more spooky than in goldentimes of x-files yearyears ago. We'll see about that, then. Listening Blues here, again feeling like I want to hit the road. I need to get a car and too much money for gas. Then I wave my hand like the Queen of England and jump in to my big Caddy *wrooom*...
Or motorbike.
Scooter?
Bike?
Rollerskates? Sigh. Its snowing again and quite cold and stormy. and I thought that we get spring already.
At Night after X-Files I suddenly found myself from 'Toimela' building. There were a lot of ppl from formitory watching olympic Womans ice-hockey Finland - China. We had a lot of fun. Finnish girls kick ass. Haha. ;) First time I felt that Im enjoying myself with ppl I live with. I think that has something to do with olympics...
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tiistai, helmikuu 12, 2002
Damn! All computers with working headphones are taken, so I have to sit here and just listen sound of over twenty computers - hummmmm & clickclickclick from keyboards.
Oh well. I just have to think it as a ambient music or something like that...
What a day, I must say - AGAIN! Im quite proud of myself...I dont know how those swedish test went, I was quite tired while I tried to remember all things I've heard in lessons, but I failed. So...All france, english and other languages came in to my mind, and...I just hope that I pass them, its all I need.
Today is also a day of glory: Two months and then its over. Its 12.2 now. School ends at 12.4. Under 50days and Im gone. Haha!
Im so addicted to Joni Mitchel. I want to listen her records all over again all the time and flow somewhere...
Tomorrow and then just one stupid test at thursday morning and I'll leave this place for one week. Senni's Ball night is also in thursday...great. And Eric will come to Finland in saturday! For two weeks! Grreat! :))
I decided to call to Virpi everyday when Im at Turku next week. I must. She want it. Merja called me today, and said that in the day when they shut Virpi inside, she asked my father to call me and say that I must call her. She said that dont give number to anyone else, dont let anyone to come here to meet me yet...I know what it is there inside. I always sat next to phone and waited. I didnt have mobile, and they dont allow those there. And you cannot call anywhere from there. So...Of course I call. Sigh. I must go now...alarms are on in few minutes...eek...Laters.
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Im sure that I will screw my swedish tests today totally. We'll see. Im just so tired that my head is full of nothing...empty as this new computer class.
Oh well I've been very good girlie today - I did that Ellen Thesleff paper, Suburban city thingie and stuff like that...I have a lot to do before thursday, but Im doing well. can yoy Imagine that almost all deadlines for these things were ages ago...and now I have to start and finnish 'em in few bloody days. Shame on you, Lotta. tsik tsik.
Sigh. I want to go back to Turku, I got inspiration for my pages. And I want to get back to sleep on my sofa. Im so restless.
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maanantai, helmikuu 11, 2002
Trying to spend time (I have too much of it here at nights) while surfing around in net (now reading Bust mag) and listening Roy Cox...
Gaah. I miss my sister.
Found a great site...Gosh what kind of clothes! *drool* 40s and 50s retro vintage style dressed, shoes and stuff for gals like me. Uuaahahahaaa-a! :)) Daddy-O's retro clothing for swing!
Goddamn this music makes my blood running!
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Im also addicted to this neo-swing thingie like Big bad Voodoo Daddy or Royal Crown Revue...and our next musical will be something like that too. I can hardly wait.
Sigh this Roy Cox and the BluesKnights is great! Goddamn, I hate when they only sell they records from the mp3.com site, I dont own visa or any card like that, so I have no change to get any of it for myself..Sigh. And I tried to find it from some online recordstores, where I can buy stuff, but with no luck. Damn! Well...someday! This is so nice and rolling music. I feel like I want to jump in the car, put this loud out from radio and hit the road and ride towards the sun...ppl go there and listen instrumental song 'Fill me up'!! *Million micro-orgasm* UUuaaaooo...
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Now when I have too much time to think, my head is like a merry-go-round.
Sometimes I just love the internet! I felt like I want to get something new new new into my head so I went to mp3.com and started searching for some good blues, and what do ya know, There is so plenty of good stuff that Im going to sit down here untill they close this place at 22!! Computerclasses at campus and fast cable connections rock my world 24/7. When I end this school in 2months and return back home, Im going to buy myself faster computer and cable connection- that's the deal. And also...I need to get new strings for my guitar, and start to plan to get that kick-ass-electric-cello for myself and other things like that. I think that soon I dont have money to eat! All I burn for instruments or to music :P well I dont care, If Im lucky and we get some summertour gigs for Tommy musical...mm...oh well.
Gosh! Im addicted! I somehow found myself at Roy Cox and the BluesKnights mp3.com site and...this sounds really good.
Im sick of getting spam-mail all the time! Argh!
Anyway - I send few sms with Sanna Mansikka while ago (I started to giggle here alone, while I was thinking that which one is more Joni Mitchel like, Sanna or Mitcher herself? ;)) and she was wondering where I was at weekend. One weekend alone, and ppl start to wonder where in earth have I gone...heheh...anyway one thing which I totally forgot was Scratch gig at Down Town. Damnation. Oh well. I just try to think that I saved a lot of money ;)
Tho, I had most fantastic weekend. Listening raindrops, wind and watching outside from window, while everything slowly covered under the fog. It felt like I lived in a cloud (Uuaa I was so-oo high B�b�hhh!!) ... Good music, lying around in a bed without any stress to get up. I ate when I felt hungry, I slept when I felt like I want to close my eyes. I didnt watch any tv, once I opened it in saturday when I realised that "hey, I havent been watching any news in two weeks"...
I wait for summer so much. Why? Blues and Rock 'n roll!! Touring around the north with Rh Blues Band, my own gigs and just all these festivals...uuaa...;) I dont know what is on my head right now but...all i do is longing for summer breeze.
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I think I have to do something very special and more minimalistic to this journal desing next week...I hate this black background but well...
I have to think of something. HELLO! Im here! Yes I am! Were have I be!? Well I wont tell, nowhere really, just hanging around by myself. I needed a bit time. So weekend without bars and meeting my sister or ANYONE really helped a bit. Tho in sunday, when I called to Virpi (she's at mental hospital) really took all the powers I gathered while I relaxed at weekend...So a bit Bohoo and By�� and Im back in business, which means - at campus! My head is full of emptyness, a lot of things I should do, school works, reading to test I have tomorrow and things like that...
But, really, I dont feel like it. I just want to sleep, but I dont do that, cause I would lost my change to get any sleep at night. So I stick around here, writing few emails, chatting with friends (tho, none of them are online right now) yadiyaa.
I think spring is on its way. Beautiful weather. I have a lot of things to say, but I keep it inside. I turn Joni Mitchel on to my headphones and I flow away from here, to home which I always have where ever I go...behind the music...we are stardust, we are golden, and we got to get ourselfs back to garden ...
its so beautiful that I could almost burt to cry...
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torstai, helmikuu 07, 2002
Woo. Rammstein again in Finland at this summer in Provinssi!! Woo-o funking Dooo!! :)) Gig at Helsinki few months ago was amazing (haha next to stage in first line - it was sooo great!) I need to see the band again, and part of this is the go with the girls, which means Senni and Eka! I got this deja vu at morning, I was on my way to school and I got sms from Eka 'Rammstein in Provinssi'. I send back in same sec 'Shall we go'. She responded 'If I dont have work and stuff, lets think about it...!!' Wooo.
WOOO!
Worlds cutest picture:
I cant stop staring at it and I just laugh. Look at it! Gee, how soft it looks! All I wanna do is hug it! Fluffy penquin!
torstai, helmikuu 07, 2002 |
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Take the What
animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz
ahahaa. Rrrright.
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keskiviikko, helmikuu 06, 2002
Leaving on the jet plane...So which means that I packed my things and now Im on my way to J�rvenp��. I would loved to stay here at Turku, and yes I have to go back there for day or two cause I remembered that I have a swedish test tomorrow. Yay :P
Its like spring outside...all wet and warm :P and roads are slippery, which is very dull. Fastly one cup of coffee down to my troath and then run to catch a bus to Helsinki. tadah! Au revoir!
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tiistai, helmikuu 05, 2002
Few of my friends were at sweden last week on a trip to see Dream Theather on stage...here you can read theyre hilarious trip diary. They are just a bunch of loonies I must say ;)
tiistai, helmikuu 05, 2002 |
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Sigh. Im feeling sick. No not sick...just empty. all used. tired.
I havent been sleeping well in past few months. Last night I rolled around
in my bed, listen music, but it off, then I turned radio on...then I opened
window wishing that some fresh air would help...I drank some water...
no...nothing no use. I was soo tired and I just wanted to sleep.
My sheets were all messy and I hit my pillow to get it soft...after 5am
I jump out from my bed and started to walk around the house. I went
to my sisters old room where is this old sofa which I used as a bed
when I was younger. It use to be in my room when we moved in Turku
years ago. I remember how I always slept so well on it. We gave it to
my uncle for few years and I remember how always when we went to visit
him I jumped on it and started to sleep. It has some magical stardust
like sofa in Korholanm�ki, at my fathers place. it has same stuff on it.
I went to sleep to sofa and *puf* under 20mins and I was full asleep.
I woke up and I noticed that all the phones have been rinning all day
long and I didnt woke up. I felt a lot better than in ages. but now
after months without more than few hours per night I feel like that
I go on that sofa and just sleep...but I should go to shower and then
catch a bus to J�rvenp��. My hands are chaking and my muscles are all
achy, I have a headache. All because of lack of sleep. My eyes are sore.
I know that when I go to campus its the same - its the place where I never
sleep. I sleep well in busses and in cars, trains - if its on move, I'll
sleep well...in past few months, in every morning I've woke up skin covered by cold sweat...
today it wasnt like that at all. Amazing. I think I carry that sofa in to my room,
tho It will take all the space and I already have like 1.5m space to move around here,
but I dont care! ...
Havent heard anything about Virpi today.
Marevan called me about 1.5h ago. We talked like 1h. It was so fun,
I laughed and felt relaxed. It's been month or even more since we
talked on the phone, but its been ages since it was that sappy.
I felt a lot better after we stopped. We just had this 'huonoilu' mood
on all the time. Hehe btw, I got 'barbie' brand/label on to my irc-gallery
picture hahaa! ;) How jolly.
Now is time for coffee. Mother promised to rub my neck and arms soonish.
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Hahaa see how funny I can really be if I do my best? Eka's brand new digicam was visiting Senni one day about few months ago when we had movie marathon all night long, and I had to play with it at 4-5 o'clock at the morning.
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going around in the sea of internetpages...stuck on this one ->podular.net. drooling over its desing. Gosh, I sometime wish that I could have time and better computer that I could use all the ideas and passion to create...
oh well, I'll get my change one day. I think I should be on my way to sleep...long and hard day on its way here. Hopefully it shows itself with sunshine and without cold rain which we got today. Cause I'll mostly spend night in a bus and train. after them on walking to campus. I already feel tired about a thought to carry my stereos there, but I dont care - just happy that I get change to listen music there. It saves me from total mental brakedown...Listening classical from radio. I dont know what this is, sounds nice...Floating in space of my thoughts, trying to catch a wind under my wings.
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Hopefully Im not getting ill.
I played bass a bit, cause its too late to play cello, walls are like paper, I dont want to get any problems with ppl downstairs...Now I need to decide things. Oh oh I dont want to. I hate this pressure Im having upon me from schools side. I know Im lacking with thing there need to be done now and tomorrow and in a week - but I cannot help it. Im trying to avoid to search where my calendar is and peek in it. I think I should burn it! Haa! I stoped using watch 4-5years ago, cause it gave me stress. After it I've been late all the time (well usually Im on time, but I dont stress about being everywhere right on time, its way too serious...)
and less stressed. I've been fully busy with trying to keep my head calm with Virpi that I totally forgot that I have plenty of things to do. And now I want to get rid of 'em. I already feel like I need a one year vacation, tho I only have 2months left from school and I have done nothing! And I have bunch of school aplications which I should do, and works which I've said I take care of and so on...SIGH. Shame on me. I feel terrible of myself. Not that I want to be perfect and do all that, no no, I just thought that I could do all that and when Im here tired as hell, feeling feverish, listening good music and I feel like I dont really want to go to sleep - I JUST dont care =) haha. So sue me.
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Oh my oh my. What a day, what a week.
You dont even want to know...I've been sitting all nights at phone with my step Mother. Talking to her. Listening her bable. I knew myself that Its just something I have to do. I knew what will happen, and I thought that Im not the only one to trying to take care it in any way. So...in saturday she lost it. Called me. I sat on the phone all night, all day. and then today I tried to call her - nothing. Later on, after long chat with everyone, bomming everyone at kajaani, shouting that Im the person who knows everyhing, I've been listening her all the time, tell me! Then...not my father, no no he havent called me or inform me about this at all. Total radio silence from his side...Virpi's Sister called me, then my fathers bands guitarist and his wife, that erm...Im sorry that no one didnt tell you but Virpi is "in". Which means, she's in mental hospital. Yeah SO I know, I've tried to get her to give phone to my father all night (last night I talked her last time at 5am when she was talking about phone wires and tv that its not open but full of text...) to say that do something. I know what to do. I know her. I know that kind of situations by myself. We know what to do. When I lost it, she listen and helps me, which havent been needed in ages, but still. I do same. And I've been the one she calls. three days ago she was herself. One day without no phonecalls, and in saturday *puf* I heard that she have lost it. She was manical. Im glad that Raikku took situation to his own hands, cause my father didnt know what to do, I coudnt do anything cause these 650km between us...*SIGH*
And Im still in Turku. Tomorrow Im going to go back to School. I've been sick of worry. All this day, cause Virpi's phone was shut all day. Now I know why. Last time I talked her was 5-6am. Raikku came and drove her to hospital after something like 8am...*sigh*
But nothing really new in my world right now. A lot of work with school...but Im not stressed or anything. Just tired after night after another at phone with Virpi. Now I drink herb tea. Calm calm down, Lotta. - Yes Im working on it. I feel death tired after I heard that Virpi is in...not because that Im worried, just cause I feel that I dont need to be worried anymore. All my muscle tension went off and I started to cry. Then I felt like I could sleep for years, then my muscles started to hurt. I drank bottle of beer, watched some action movie from tv...Sitting here front of my bloody computer and listening blues from radio. Aah. Hopefully I get some deep relaxing sleep tonight. Peaceful dreams - just something I need. I feel like I've gave all I had...and I did. And now its not my problem anymore. Only thing is that I hear news from friends up there, and then I wait til Virpi is ok enought to call or write me. Yesyes that's the way it goes.
Wish I could be there. But cause I cant I just have to carry on with my life.
Yesyes.
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maanantai, helmikuu 04, 2002
about 10 years ago...
1. i wanted to be a boy.
2. i got my first real computer.
3. i wanted to be a blues singer.
4. i moved to city from little country village.
about 5 years ago...
1. i bought my first camera
2. i only wore blues brothers costume 24/7.
3. i almost lived in observatory.
4. i wanted to save all the dolphins.
about 2 years ago...
1. i noticed that I've lost my memory.
2. i started to play cello again.
3. i saw my dad after 2year brake.
4. i ended many relationships.
about 1 year ago...
1. i bought my first own cello.
2. i got my cat Nobody.
3. my sister moved away from home.
4. i was "forced" to join in Tommy musical project.
I stole this idea from Indierocket...Oh what a bloody day. I just heard that I've lost my pass. How so? Well I got phonecall from Forum's info and they said that they have my pass over there. What?! Oh well they told me where they found it and I have noo idea how it found its way there. Gee. Well good to know where it is, I really dont do anything with it cause no one believes that its my pass cause picture of me in it is me with blond 5cm long hair, indie rock kiddie style...
Gsus, Im tiiired. I wish I could sleep for eternity.
today i...
1. am tired and unsocial.
2. should travel back to campus.
3. am dazed 'n confused.
4. miss Nobody.
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You're known for starting trouble. But you play it cool. Besides, no one can resist your sharp eyes and quick wit. *They* eat from the palm of your hand. Though you have weaknesses, which may have deadly consequences, you, are resurrected, as if the gods themselves breathed immortality into you.
Take the What Pulp Fiction Character Are You? quiz.
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Oh Yeah, been there done that - gotta t-shirt! I've heard a lot that Im like Mia hahaha...;) Not really, but she's cool.
maanantai, helmikuu 04, 2002 |
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Oh well, I know, shame on me...havent been writing anything in awhile, Im so sorry. I've been extremely tired and well not that busy or anything, just so lazy to write anything. I have so much going on in my head, nothing really so I cannot get anything great and sappy slap happy out down for you to enjoy. But I promised myself that today (tadah!) Im going to write you something later! I just feel like it. Woo! Happy! Joy! So...Now Im going to drink this few cup of morning coffee (as you already can see, Im still at Turku, shame on me, I should be at school, why Im not there, I'll tell you about it later...) and enjoy this dull grey weather which we have...good music and tiredness that never goes away! Ooaa...
maanantai, helmikuu 04, 2002 |
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