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torstai, hein�kuu 27, 2000
Kiah! Im still here in Kajaani. Now Im at Anne's place, and I decide to take advance to use her internet connection. I missed Cygnus. I didnt go there, I didnt want to leave Kajaani and all ppl here so soon. Im going to go home in next wednesday. I love to be here. I've been traveling around with my dad's band, have a lot of nice time. I love it! I love this so much! My mind is in peace. Tho, my mother called today and said that my fish is sick! :((((( BUHUU! And news: I got a cat! All black! Can you believe it! It born in this world week ago. I go back to Turku, have starcamp and travel back here to party my Dad's wife's 30. birthday and then I come back to Turku with my lovely lovely cat :) 100% black one. Hopefully green eyes. tiistai, hein�kuu 11, 2000
Hellow. Im in Iisalmi! weather is perfect and I love to be here, cause this is da place were I grown up! Kiaah! I met my granma, she was feeling fine which put the fear away from my heart. I visite Herraset also. We went to buy some blood so tomorrow were going to cook some famous food called "mykyrokka". Its part of savoilaisuus. Hard to put it in english, cause I quess that theres no real word for it, anyway! My heart belong in savo. This is my world. I miss this place already. Nature take my breath away. Silence and fresh air, smiling real warm hearted ppl around me. This is something I call real life. Oh well...This week will be quite busy. In thursday were having band-dinner, my fathers bands members with theyre family will come and spend great day at beach. And in friday - sunday were going to spend our time in "Suojalkapallon mm-kisoissa"...God dont ask, but I know that that place is full of mosquitos! Caramba. I already feel my skin burning. In next week, dunno yet when, I will travel back in turku. Spend few days there, and after that In cygnus. So busy that I'll loose it. My phone is down. I noticed it today. All phones are cause father didnt get money (he supposed to have, but someone didnt pay in time) to pay bill. Fuck. Really. Oh well...Gotta go. see ya soon. Love to update this again. Miss me. I miss this. ^_^ tiistai, hein�kuu 11, 2000 | | | sunnuntai, hein�kuu 09, 2000
#Tolkien meet was success. I over enjoy my day, It was perfect, I love it, I love that time I spend there. I was so sad when had to leave. Cause I left at 4am, walking to city from Otaniemi with my humble guide s7l :) Anyway I tell you more about that day...I saw Fraggie and Juzi in the railwaystation at 13pm in saturday. It was nice warm sunny day. Then train came and with it Gil, Marevan, Tyrak, Rada, Arian_lup (old old friend, it was great to meet him at last.), Skie, FbugF etc. join us. I blow like 1l of soap bubbles there, sing Rocky horror picture show songs, laughted till my tummy went all soft. I had great chat with everyone, ate great food (I was part of one who was doing it, I made salad.), sit front of beautiful fireplace, had long walks, saw beautiful skies etc etc. I would want to prhase everyone now, I feel so sad that I had to leave so soon, and I missed change to say goodbye and hug everyone. But that's life, sometimes u just have to survive without happiness, righty? :) Thanks to everyone, It was one of greatest days I've had in months. lauantai, hein�kuu 08, 2000
my tummy hurts, I ate a bunch of pistachio and I well my doc said that I should not eat any, but I love 'em. And of course, after it I get horrible tummy ache. How sad. Im glad that I can eat strawberriers...and...peaches...cherries...and lots of yummy stuff like lollipops! :)) lauantai, hein�kuu 08, 2000 | | |
Now I started to miss my tv at home...cause in saturday mornings you can see a lot of episodes of good dandy and jolly powerpuff girls! lauantai, hein�kuu 08, 2000 | | |
Wow. Twin Peaks pilot 2/2 is over now...and it creeps me out. Really. God, I love that episode. And GOD how I love that show anyway! ^_^ I was in irc today. I met ali]!! :)) I havent seen him in ages, so it was very happy suprise. Tomorrow after 13. I'll be in trainstation to catch Gil, Tyrak, Rada and Snaga. And after that almost everyone will float there and together we'll find our way to Otaniemi. I really look forward to see them all! :) Yesh. Oh well...we dont know what to do, we maybe watch another movie. Gosh, Im happy. Its great weekend, great nighty. Streets is full of party ppl...someone play music loud and having huge party. Some dizzy ppl try to way theyre way to kaivopuisto (park) and drink theyre head full of booze. Friday. I love fridays. lauantai, hein�kuu 08, 2000 | | | perjantai, hein�kuu 07, 2000
its great night. so warm. I went shower and now I feel so fresh. So were going to watch alien 4. Its not that good, but it has its own glitter anyway. Tomorrow #tolkien meet!! :)) Ekhowl send me sms and said that he cant come. Sob. Well...I have to wake up early and pick ppl from trainstation. And in Sunday morning I have to hurry back and catch my own train. Blaah. :P But somehow its nice, very nice to go in north. There's a lot more warmer than here. :)) And more light...wish is bad thing, cause it feels like sun will not set in whole night, and its hard to sleep then. But who cares, Im usually up very late. So I can go sleep when Im death tired and fall asleep anyway. 8) Yeah, Good plan, huh? ;) perjantai, hein�kuu 07, 2000 | | |
Alien 2 is over and were going to start my favorite episode 3.!!! :)) 1. is good too. 2. and 4. are well...movies. But good action to watch. I love this keyboard. This is more soft than mine and keeps more elegant noise than mine. Gotta get one of these someday somewhere. =) cause Im keyboard noise fan. I love it. My family hate it so they bought me keyboard which dont make lot of sound. 8) And as you can quess I hate it. But I havent done anything about it cause I still care about others and they said that they can sleep when they hear that noise 24h. 8) I wonder...I listen music 24h louder than I use my keyboard...maybe it was bad excuse or something... perjantai, hein�kuu 07, 2000 | | |
Yesh. Today (and tomorrow) another episode of Twin Peaks. I can hardly wait. Hour alien marathon didnt went that well 8) ok, well I made over litre of coffee, ate 2 caffeinetablets but...I still past away, falled asleep. So, were going to start it now again =) I woke up moment ago. Hot day again. Tomorrow is #tolkien meet and I can hardly wait it either! Gotta go irc tonight to ask were we are going to meet etc. Senni is in Kajaani now and Im going to join her at Sunday evening. Train leaves at 15.34 (or something like that) from Helsinki to Kajaani were it is at 22.30. Quite long trip if I can say. When Im in Kajaani I dont have change to update this blogger everyday. Buhuu. So please miss me. =) And...If someone have something to say to me I'll read my mails from SailorGennie@iobox.fi. I cant read my usual mails, cause they go straight to my home computer. That iobox is quite good web based email system...Anyway. Long train trip...Sami promise that I'll get his Gameboy with me. yay. So I can make lyrics and such, and play games! How fun! :)) Hopefully its not that hot day then so I could be well in that fucking train. Usually at summers theyre hotter than hot sauna. Almost even. Oh well...Laters! perjantai, hein�kuu 07, 2000 | | |
Its lovely night. Clear sky. Seagulls are screaming around. Smell of sea floats slowly, some ppl walk and talk loudly enjoying this warm night and dizzy feeling what they have cause of alcohol. Birds sings. Everything looks blue and feels smooth. I made some coffee. Were going to start alien 1 in few minutes. After that we're gonna watch every episode in marathon. :)) Hahah...few hours ago Sami's neighbours were having _loud_ sex. I felt like spy when I was standing at balcony and heard 'em screaming like animals. And ppl who were walking on the street heard them too and standed to listen. LOL. 8) Every human have one little spy in them. God I love this night. I feel like I could walk there 'till sunrise. Watching lighthouse, watching sea. Watching lonely ppl walking slowly by me with thoughtfull face and gloomy mind. This is what I love, nights. In days you just hear babling and mumbling, see stressed and busy ppl running around,. cars everywhere, sun dont let anyone hide. In nights you can see best part of life. You can live your own life in peace and theres no one to stare at you, to say "shut up" when I feel like singing and such. 8) Oh well...Red light stop, Green light go! Hearing voices...on my stereo. They wanna tell me something, that I already know. They wanna tell something... ...time to goooo'oo... SO Laters! perjantai, hein�kuu 07, 2000 | | | torstai, hein�kuu 06, 2000
Kihih! Soon soon soon will start twin peaks...tho, clock is 23.05, its 5 minute late...my my Im totally exited! After it we'll watch all alien movies in marathon. Sweet! :) One my old old friend send me sms while ago. I havent heard about her in one year. We use to listen Twin peaks soundtrack...and I send her message, that are you still there, twin peaks start today!!!! This kind of suprises make me totally happy. torstai, hein�kuu 06, 2000 | | |
God, what a headache. I really need coffee. Havent got any today. And it make me feel dizzy. Here we got a _huge_ rain and thunder today. It was great. I havent seen so chaostic rain in years. All metro's went down and such. Yay! Today Twin Peaks start at mtv3!!! It's my all time favorite show number uno (1.)! It's almost like a religion to me. Well, not now, but years ago when I was totally fanatic about it. 8) Well Lynch is one of the best in my list (with Lars von Trier). I can hardly wait till clock is 23.00 pm!! :)) torstai, hein�kuu 06, 2000 | | |
I woke up moment ago. Its hot. Very hot. I have little headache, so I need some coffee OR kestine. This hayfever...Fun thing is that here in south hay's little floating around is almost over...and in Kajaani it's just begun week or so ago. Fun. (-Not.) And quess who's going there in sunday? Ehheh, not me...no...;)
We took little walk...of course I wanted to see sea and my biggest love: lighthouse. I love lighthouses...I want to someday go and live in one :) Warm night. Some warm wind...Ah. Now were going to watch Hellraiser. I dont remember nothing about that film. I just remember that I've seen it. 8) Tomorrow me, Sami and one fellow called Aune will have little jamming...a bit. It will be great fun. I have change to sing something fun... keskiviikko, hein�kuu 05, 2000
I hate this hayfever...My eyes, nose, throut tickles so much that nothing helps. Its annoying. And my voice sounds like I've smoke hundred packs of cigarettes in one hour. 8) Or that Im tunrning to be male (Im happy that its just this hayfever...it will past) Gosh Im hungry. Should make some noodles soonish. Its cloudy. As a suprise some clouds floated cover that fireball. But amazing thing is that its still quite warm! Summer. Lovely. keskiviikko, hein�kuu 05, 2000 | | |
I love Emilina Torrini's "Dead things"...so touching song. keskiviikko, hein�kuu 05, 2000 | | |
We took walk at city. Its hot sunny day. There was a lot of japanese tourist around. Kawaii :) I bought new belt from one shop...its red. Its very funky. God, this is first summer day what I can really call "summer(-ish)". I enjoy myself really much now. keskiviikko, hein�kuu 05, 2000 | | |
Hello...well traintrip went well. I listen music and work with few lyrics, so that two hours in that hell hole (it was hot in there) floated by very fast. Im using Sami's internet connection now...Cable modem...Envy ;) And big screen! 17"!! I wanna one too :)) Hot day, Helsinki is full of summer ppl, my mind is tired. And...and...and. Well that's it. All tho Im feeling very super. Love this summer, hate this heat. keskiviikko, hein�kuu 05, 2000 | | |
yesh. so bye by3 you all. I have all my bags ready, and I gotta go now. I maybe write more tonighty and when I do that...Im not here anymore ;) Laters! keskiviikko, hein�kuu 05, 2000 | | |
Hahahaa! Under hour 'till I leave to city...Its totally hot day. And I have to sit in the train 2h...One bad thing is that I know what it will be like and that's why Im so bored about that thought. Im tired. I went to sleep before 5am. And woke up 7am. Then I drinked coffee and went back to sleep(!). Then I woke up at 8.30am...and here I am. Sun is shining, I feel tired. My eyes feels so heavy. But Im happy to go to Helsinki. Im quite happy about everything now. 8) Ah, remember to miss me, ok? :) keskiviikko, hein�kuu 05, 2000 | | |
Im tired. I have to wake up soonish and Im not even still sleeping. I have to back things and such. Im so tired.... We (me, Senni, Eka) took long walk in nighty nature. It was perfect. So warm and dark, so we saw some stars!! Now clouds are red, sun is going to get up soonish! Nights are my time to live, at days I just can let others live. 8) Tihih. Bless. keskiviikko, hein�kuu 05, 2000 | | |
Gosh Im tired. We watched Heroic Trio 1, and after it runned to the forrest and play ninjas. I miss my childhood sometimes so much, all games we played. And today we played like we use to do year ago. It was so great. And we decided to film our own "hong kong" action clip...8 minute long one with good action-wannabe scene...we also watched Samurai Fiction again. It was first time to Eka, and she liked it! Great! Now I have to go wash this color out from my head...btw, my aquarium went thru totally 100% cleaning mission, fish feels (hopefully) fine...and aquarium looks fantastic! Yesh. Train leaves tomorrow at 11am something. Hate to woke up early. Laters. keskiviikko, hein�kuu 05, 2000 | | | tiistai, hein�kuu 04, 2000
What a freaky hot day! My hair looks perfect now, and a lot more perfect when I get color in it. Eka and Senni is going to be here soon, we're going to "cook" some salad and then watch a bunch of movies! :)) I have to clear my aquarium and such before I leave to Helsinki tomorrow noon, but I have all the time in da world, righty? (-NOT!) tiistai, hein�kuu 04, 2000 | | |
Im superwoman! I put my headphones on and I create (well I think so) a great melody and lyrics! Aahhh! Feels so good. Tho, I have to work them a bit...but I have a lot of time. You know...its great when you feel you have create something you like.
Im bored (what a suprise ;)). tiistai, hein�kuu 04, 2000 | | |
Ah. Movie was nice as always. Now Im listening A.D.G:s "lumo" cd...very intensive. Plaah. I have early wake up tomorrow and all day rushing around. :P I hate to be busy. But no can do, righty? tiistai, hein�kuu 04, 2000 | | | maanantai, hein�kuu 03, 2000
:)) Im going to watch Lars von Trier Europa soonish! I find it on video! KIAAH! Im truly happy...This night will be perfect. I made some good food (noodles, tunafish and chilly stuff with 'em, and all mixed up!) and coffee...and then...movie. von Trier's movie. Europa is one of the best thing I've ever seen. Im feeling very sappy right now! Laters! maanantai, hein�kuu 03, 2000 | | |
I love my new red linen skirt. I also have grey linen trouses and black dress. I love linen, its so light, still warm and looks always good. And in summer, its number one thing when hot sun burn you skin...Im tired. Tomorrow I have busy day again. I hate it. maanantai, hein�kuu 03, 2000 | | |
yay! I found a lot of superious cd's from Alfa Anticva (one little second-hand book, cd, movie, manga anime shop. best place in the world)!!!!! :))) Emiliana Torrini's "dead things"-single. It contains 3 songs from her album "love in the time of science"...808 states(!) "Gorgeous" cd whish was really suprise to find! Im so lucky! and then Mathuresh "Link" cd. I already have mathuresh metaphor which is one of the best cd's I own...I've been totally lucky! Those cd's are like new, and they cost 95FIM!! Wow! really, Im happy! ^_^
Yay. Eka is finally back from her summer cottage! Im going to visit her today. I woke up at 12am. I finally got some sleep. But that wasnt much. I got a lot of snailmail today! :)) As Divine Graces "Lumo"-cd and stuff. Yay. I also got letter from my friend Malla, and finally some Cygnus info. With that infoletter there was little "Cygnus-newsletter" were was my "interview" (Editor called me one night, I answer some questions in hurry and this is what they made from it) and PICTURE inside it...GOSH! 8)) Im going to "kill" Panu and co. Hahha no Im not going to kill them, I have sense of humor, and they always do that to me. Always put that 4 year old picture everywhere. 8) Im going to scan that article someday. I have huge hayfever...all I do is sneeze. Yep, gotta run to shower and then to city. Have to do hundred things before I visit Eka and then come back home to do another hundred thing. I have busy days sometimes. Laters. maanantai, hein�kuu 03, 2000 | | |
oh well. gotta try again. I really want to sleep...gosh. maanantai, hein�kuu 03, 2000 | | |
I cant get no sleep. Im death tired. I dont remember when I was this tired, half-asleep, but still, I cant get no sleep. And it feels horrible. I want some serious dreamyland action NOW! maanantai, hein�kuu 03, 2000 | | |
im reading comics, drawing and feeling cold. I go to sleep but before that I shut my window cause god damnet it's freezing here! Icy baibai! Bless. maanantai, hein�kuu 03, 2000 | | |
How cute! I want to be pupuli too. maanantai, hein�kuu 03, 2000 | | |
Roar. I just love my computer sometimes...It went in huge tilt hour ago and I lost everything I was making then. ARGH! Plaah. I Hate it. maanantai, hein�kuu 03, 2000 | | | sunnuntai, hein�kuu 02, 2000
Im desing new layot in my site. I have lots of ideas, but...seems that everything look like chaos to me! 8) sick, man! sunnuntai, hein�kuu 02, 2000 | | |
Sigh. IM BORED. I've been writing down my old lyrics all day and now Im extremely bored. Duh. Maybe I should make some coffee. sunnuntai, hein�kuu 02, 2000 | | |
I woke about hour ago when my sister called me and force me to get up to record one tv programme her. Evil her. Last night (or morning) that walk was the best, it was slowly raining and everything was fresh. When I came back in, my phone got a message from my dad, and I answered straight away. And then he called me at 06.50am! They were having party there and he was soo sober! 8)) And his friend stole phone and started to talk with me "hey, who are you fine lady?" kinda "flirty. Soonish he realized who I was and felt so totally ashamed! :)) After all I get my father to give phone to Virpi (My father's almost-wife) and we chat like 30min or something. She was totally clear, no booze or just so it was so nice to talk with her, we've been so busy so I havent been able to talk with her in ages. I went to sleep at 8am or something. And now I feel totally tired. I should go back to sleep? No. Well, it's still rainy! I start to miss sun, even half sunny day would be super. I start to blow those clouds away soon if that weather wont change. 8) sunnuntai, hein�kuu 02, 2000 | | |
Its rainy (suprise). Im going to go out for a little walk (garbage out) before bed. I love warm summer rains. Tho, now there are autumn-wannabe weather...cold and fresh. Love that too. But hey...Tired I am. I need perfect little sleep now. Bless. sunnuntai, hein�kuu 02, 2000 | | | lauantai, hein�kuu 01, 2000
I made some very good pasta dinner for myself moment ago. Now Im enjoying some drink and good music. I like to be alone at weekends, I get peace to write, watch movies and listen music as loud I want to. And I can do what ever I want to in the middle of the night cause I dont have to care about silence, cause there are no one who could woke up. So I've been listening music all day very loud from livingrooms stereos. :)) Now I have some pizzicato five on. Groovy! lauantai, hein�kuu 01, 2000 | | |
My sisters boyfriend said that I should get a life when I called my sister while ago. I think it was half joke but...My life is this! And sometimes I dont fucking enjoy it, but I can sure say I can enjoy life and all more than usually ppl can! ^_^ lauantai, hein�kuu 01, 2000 | | |
Yay! Ultra bra is on tv! And there's great sunset! Life cant be any better! lauantai, hein�kuu 01, 2000 | | |
Sigh. I woke up 18.30pm. Epa (old friend of mine) called me and invite me to her party. Her boyfriend get out from army today and theyre having party now. But this headache I have...I think I stay home. Senni is at Ruisrock. Somehow Im not jelouse about it, cause its hot weather, but right now theres a another thunder coming from north. Muahaha ;) Im just having lazy day (night) here at home. And this headache I have...I need something to heal it. Laters. lauantai, hein�kuu 01, 2000 | | |
I love calm nights. all those rainy clouds left and now theres no wind or such...I went to our balcony and blow bunch of soap bubbles...and I can see some of them still from my window cause they just float camly around...cause theres no wind which always broke all bubbles I make... lauantai, hein�kuu 01, 2000 | | | | |
