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perjantai, kes�kuu 30, 2000

I was visiting my granparents today. Granmum baked a bunch of cakes and rolls...yummy. It's rainy still. I want some sunshine. I just stopped watching Heroic Trio 2. with my sister. Gotta love that movie. My saldo opened again. I heard great news, my friend Eka gonna come back to Turku in sunday! She's been out of town over 3 weeks and I miss her much! Yay!
perjantai, kes�kuu 30, 2000 | | |

Plaah. It's almost nine am. Dog woke me up 30min ago and when I stepped out from bed I had to go straight out with her. Nice :P -NOT! Well mayne its good that I woke this early...and maybe its not good. Its not rainy yet but those clouds look like theyre going to open and let all of that water out soonish. Gotta make some coffee. Laters.
perjantai, kes�kuu 30, 2000 | | |

Suddenly my phone started to ring. Joy. It's almost 3am and Sami called me. I was just planning to go to sleep. But I love to talk with friends at night. It make me happy and I can sleep with clear smooth mind. so...Now I go to sleep, hopefully. Bless.
perjantai, kes�kuu 30, 2000 | | |

Its great. I took long walk in the rain. Its so warm that I didnt even catch a cold, even then when I was totally wet. I had to came back inside cause dog didnt like wetness at all. ARGH! HELP ME! There a HUGE spider on my wall...like 1�m from me...its walking here... wait a sec...Im back...Fuck...it was big. 2cmx3cm furry and black. I sqeezed it news paper and then wash it down with toilet. Hahahahah. Im bad am I? I hate spiders...I wonder how I can sleep now. Hopefully this one dont have whole family here inside my room. I dont care if this one was mummy-spider and there's group of little poor baby spiders somewhere here. If I found 'em They'll die! Muahahah...:P
I work out a bit moment ago...It make me stronger and helps me use my voice. I havent work out in months so I decided to start it again. Makes my back feel better too. And now I feel a lot better cause my body somehow opened. Love this night. I love this weather so much...
perjantai, kes�kuu 30, 2000 | | |

torstai, kes�kuu 29, 2000

Wow. Its been great night. 5h of thunder and its not even over yet...Its raining so much :D now clouds are moving away and sky black and sun set is bright pink. Very beautiful, you should see it. Im wet cause I runned out when rain started again...I get totally wet in under a minute. And I forgot to close my window so my bed is now all wet cause it's started to rain inside. Damn. But hey, I dont care. I love rain, I love thunder and lightnings. Noise was unbelievable. I love it! I dont remember when was weather like this last time! All I've done today its been feeling gloomy and truly happy about this great weather. Oh my, sky started to bomb lightnings again...gotta shut down m'computer. Laters.
torstai, kes�kuu 29, 2000 | | |

I just adore green tea. I've been drinking it all day...mm yummy.
torstai, kes�kuu 29, 2000 | | |

Its hot now. Rain stopped hours ago, thunder went away...now its just hot. :P Gosh. This is one strange day. I dont want to talk about anything yet, but I think that few music projects are starting to roll quite nicely. I've been alone with my motivation so long that now I can put myself into something totally new and in few totally different kind of thing. But no one have said yes or no yet so I dont want to talk about 'em yet. I just wait and see what happends. Im so cynic somehow that I dont want to wait anything or make big cloud casttle about everything that start to happend to me. yesh. Laters.
torstai, kes�kuu 29, 2000 | | |

YAY! :))) It's raining like a mad one! And thunder! I love it. Gotta shut down my computer cause I afraid lightnings could harm somehow...Argh I love this weather...Laters.
torstai, kes�kuu 29, 2000 | | |

sleep I go now. maybe. I started to make up new desing to my pages, but Im not sure will I never put 'em online...theyre quite pink. 8) anyway. Off I go. Bless.
torstai, kes�kuu 29, 2000 | | |

Alone home again. I called to my dad hour ago. I kinda wait to get there. Only bad part is that there's no computer so there going to be awhile no update in this blog. Sniff. Please, miss me.
Plan:
Next week To Hki to meet Sami and spend time with him till
In weekend #tolkien meet
After it catch a train to Kajaani
Spend 1� week in Kni with Dad co.
Back home, few days here and then in Cygnus.
So Im quite busy. And I hate it.
torstai, kes�kuu 29, 2000 | | |

keskiviikko, kes�kuu 28, 2000

i love joltcola. I could drink it like 10l in one day. yummy.
Gosh, I need lollipop.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 28, 2000 | | |

oh. hotei's pages has a new nice desing. Im feeling bored...maybe I should start to make new desing to this log and to my homepages...dunno.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 28, 2000 | | |

God I've been truly sleepy. I went to bed at 6am and I woke up at 5pm. And now when Im up I feel like I want to go to sleep again. Im bored, nothing to do. Stupid weather and Im broke. I need job, but why in earth I cant get one...Blah Bla Bla Blaa. I think that ppl have disappeard somewhere. There's no one in IRC and no one answer to my emais. Hehhe, maybe my mail servers is down again...Dunno. Dont care. Jadijadijaa.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 28, 2000 | | |

should I go to sleep or not? that's the question...Duh.
SOMEONE...clear my stormy day.
I _have_ to clear my aquarium tomorrow. Trier (my goldfish) is one of the best in the world, never complain, never shout when I feel gloomy, never keep me awake when Im tired, never tell me how horrible human I am...I want to be fish too. Laters.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 28, 2000 | | |

Today (or yesterday I suppose) was nice. I woke up very early cause I had meeting at 14.00...Before that I went to Sale's and bought one flurry pink sweather. Its coolest. I look like pink teddy-bear when I wear it. ^_^ Well I met one stranger who called me yesterday. He was intressed about my singing...and so we jam like 2h and...well It was fun, I was totally relaxed and I even played few of my songs to him. He's guitarist (and very very good one, I can tell you) and he watched how I played 'em and then he played them and left me just sing 'em. And then he played something and I make up lyrics and melody in them. It was totally fun. ^_^ And after it I get back home and slept 6h. Now Im awake again. I watched some movies and tv. I watched Irma Vep again. That movie is one of the best, I think. And I love Maggie Cheung, she have been my idol so long ;) Her role in Heroic Trio is hilarious. I want to be bounty hunter too when I grow old. Yay! Almost a love story is the best movie were she is into. Oh...*SIGH* I started to babling about movies again, forgive me.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 28, 2000 | | |

Im so bored.
Sun rised and my eyes hurts. I had long chat with my sis, we just drinked tea and talked like 3 hours...Now my room is all orange, thanks to sun. I hate light sometimes. I miss stars.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 28, 2000 | | |

tiistai, kes�kuu 27, 2000

Oh I have a huge backache. Its hard to breath. Too much time front of computer, I suppose. I bought new cd today. Nine inch Nails The Fragile. Gotta love it. Its been raining all day. I've been feeling truly gloomy, all I got from mail was bills bills bills. My sister bought Jamiroquais newest cd called synkronized. Coolest, cause now I can listen it all the time. Its on in my headphones now. I feel like I should jam and dance a bit. 8) Im in hurry, I should go to Kajaani to meet my father in this month, I have #tolkien meet and...a lot of stuff to do and such. I hate this stress. 8) Well...maybe I just have to float around and see how things go over. ^_^
tiistai, kes�kuu 27, 2000 | | |

maanantai, kes�kuu 26, 2000

I dropped my little silverglitter can to floor and now there's glitter all over the place. Cute! :))
maanantai, kes�kuu 26, 2000 | | |

Eek. No more webrings. After Vixen Im going to stop my new hobby called "joining in sassy webrings"...;) No...Its too much fun.
maanantai, kes�kuu 26, 2000 | | |

Good morning Vietnam! Im going to go sleep soonish! Hahah! :P
Tomorrow, Im going to search job. Again. Dull.
maanantai, kes�kuu 26, 2000 | | |

I miss my friends. Maybe I just have to take a walk outside in the rain. It usually helps and brings a lot of good inspiration kind of thoughts into my mind. Yeah, Sami went back home. Now I dont know what to do, there's no one to talk to, and my phones balance is over. I have to wait about week untill I can send sms to ppl. Oh my, I almost forgot to tell truly good news! ^_^
They took me in! Im going to start Violin-Cello lessons again!
KIAAAH! Im over top too happy! ^_^ My dream come true! Even my father said that he didnt believe in my changes, they dont usually takes this old pll in. He knows cause he use to work as a teacher in Iisalmi music school. He almost yelled louder than me, when I get that letter. They must have noticed how big urge and passion I had in my words when I told why they must take me. 8) Oh well, now I wait that I get more information tomorrow...one question is still inside me: "did I get into singing classes?"...Well, stay in tune, in the same bad-channel, on same bad-time...
maanantai, kes�kuu 26, 2000 | | |

sunnuntai, kes�kuu 25, 2000

Tihih. I made funky kinda retro animated *.gif moment ago. It's my name glittering with colorfull dots like in 60's! Well, this one is my _first_ animated thing I've ever done...goofy.
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 25, 2000 | | |

Im font freak. I cant stand this anymore! My computer will crash if I download this much fonts everyday...aah well what a heck, then I'll get new computer which eats more fonts than this one. Yay, good plan, righty? ^_^
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 25, 2000 | | |

I found nice place. It sells Jolt Cola. Yummy! Anyway...Are you as bored as I am?
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 25, 2000 | | |

Im back! ;)
Yeah, I almost isolated myself from the system in last week...Now Im alone home and totally bored and tired. I need to answer to all those emails and such I got last week...But! You should try this too. It takes away all your stress. Put your mobile phone off, your computer off, relax. I didnt even open IRC in whole week! Wow, that's a very big thing to me. Im usually like all the time online idling there ;) My sister came home few minutes ago and she scream to me, cause I didnt record some movies (I forget, and she forget to remind me. and now she yells hew head off cause she cant find anything to eat from kitchen. well Im hungry too.) SIGH. Im sleepy and wet cause it was rainy outside when I came home. Nice summer. Oh well...Laters.
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 25, 2000 | | |

lauantai, kes�kuu 24, 2000

Ah, midsummer is over. I ate good food, movies, nice clear sky all night. Trainspotting, arizona dream and lots of others great clips. I broke my silent promise: no computer in whole week...and tho, my mobile phone is still turned off...and now I turn myself off. No computer before sunday nighty. ok? :) Laters.
lauantai, kes�kuu 24, 2000 | | |

keskiviikko, kes�kuu 21, 2000

I really, I mean really hate this weather. Hot summer day. I go out and almost past out, air is too hot to breath. I wish that autumn could hurry a bit, I want warm days and nights but first of all: I want clear dark night sky's. Midsummer is here soon. Makes me feel a bit gloomy, memories maybe. Bad and good memories, and things that I dont even have any memories left from last summer. It was just a bunch of fog surrounding me. And I feel bad about thing that happend to me and to ppl around me. I feel bad about wasted times and about losted words. I hate when I just own blackness. But now, I own this too warm weather. Happy that here front of my computer, sun doesn't shine so its not that hot. But I was in post-office about hour ago...HOT. Yesh, Im lazy, yes, I promise to desing these pages someday. Im lazy, Im on vacation. Senni didnt past her swedish exam. :( But I know that she will. Im sure. Im so sure. I got my grey trouses today. :)) Coolest! :D Laters.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 21, 2000 | | |

tiistai, kes�kuu 20, 2000

Mencer's pag3s are down. Buhuu. :P We are cooking "poron k�ristyst�". Yummy. I woke up too early today...Its hot hot day. I hate it. you know...cloudy and too hot. I wish that soon we have some rain. Hey, mr. Rainman, gimme some rain! I got Sorb-I-Tol and As Divine Grace cd's today. I've been listening them over and over again. Im totally into Sorb-I-Tol, it has so much same kind of tunes I've always liked inside of music. If you find "Piste" cd, listen it with headphones. Its so great :)) And As Divine Grace its very very nice too. I like those dark songs...Nice day. I always enjoy to get great music. Sorb makes my blood run! :)) Laters!
tiistai, kes�kuu 20, 2000 | | |

maanantai, kes�kuu 19, 2000

my sister is ill. Its quite hot day. I went to post-office moment ago to send letter to my friend Malla. We watched Mission Impossible today. Its always very good action movie. If you just want to loose your toughts for a min you put it one and just let it roll. Im broke. 8) Sami and I planned to see Lovers of the northpole today, but seems like that its not in the theather anymore. :/ Pity. I liked it so much that I want to see it again! :/ Oh well. My luck. 8)
maanantai, kes�kuu 19, 2000 | | |

sunnuntai, kes�kuu 18, 2000

Im feeling totally sleepy. Sami is here now. Nice weather, birds are singing and its hot. :) laters.
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 18, 2000 | | |

I came home after 6am. I had quite nice evening. I met Yev at trailwaystation and then we waited Gil. After that we had lots of fun. Im going to tell you about later. Now I need to hurry to catch Sami from railwaystation...Stormy day :P Yay. Laters
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 18, 2000 | | |

lauantai, kes�kuu 17, 2000

Yay! :) Sami called me. He's coming visit me tomorrow. And he stay about week or so! :)) Well its about 1� year when he was here last time, so I think its about time to visit Turku again! :) Jesh! Oki, gotta run. Laters.
lauantai, kes�kuu 17, 2000 | | |

Duh. Im still half asleep. I had 3 alarm clock trying to woke me up at 10am. Well it was quite success. I woke up to watch Pokemon. Well it was my fav episode (no, I dont usually watch that show, its on air too early. but I love anime and its only somekind of anime thing in finnish channels) with that cute worm-pokemon in it. Kawaii.
Buhuu. I hate my life now. ;) I've loved Hello Kitty like all my life. And now I find this horrible "horrible" page. Im somehow glad I dont own Visa Card or even live in USA. Somehow Im quite sad about it too, now. 8) my only Hello Kitty item was pen, but someone took it. Tho, I was little then...*sigh* ;) Coffee!! I made some super tasty espresso. Yummy!
lauantai, kes�kuu 17, 2000 | | |

Im so tired. Im living center off mess. I should woke up early tomorrow and clean. But...dunno. Anyway. Tomorrow will happend nice things, I'll meet friends, new ppl and such. Look like tomorrow we will have nice weather. Now all rain-clouds have float away and theres clear nighty sky. Beautiful. Silence. Me alone home. Just computer humming and sound of this keyboard. Bless.
lauantai, kes�kuu 17, 2000 | | |

perjantai, kes�kuu 16, 2000

Who are you in "SW"? I was quite many. Usually test find one person. But maybe Im multiperson. So it said.
Boba Fett - A mean and menacing bounty hunter, known for his ruthlessness. High scorers tend to be good natured, sympathetic, forgiving, courteous; Low scorers tend to be critical, rude, harsh, callous.
Wicket - A particularly curious, inventive, and resourceful young Ewok, open to exploring new ideas and developing novel solutions to everyday problems (e.g., destroying AT-STs). High scorers tend to be original, creative, curious, complex; Low scorers tend to be conventional, down to earth, narrow interests, uncreative.
Boba Fett is my all time favorite character in SW. Coolest. But that ewok thing...well...hum...
perjantai, kes�kuu 16, 2000 | | |

hahah. we have language chat in #tolkien.
[22:08] Wanda: people who speak danish sound like they're just
pretending they're speaking an actual language. :)
[22:08] silme{S}: yes, agree
[22:08] Liselle: danish is like swedish havin a hot potatoe on your mouth
[22:09] Wanda: and a fork.
[22:09] Genoveva: I love danish.
[22:10] Liselle: gen. why danish?
I want to learn swedish just 'cause after it its easier to learn danish...well... no-one liked that idea. :/ I dont understand, Im I the only one who like the sound of that language? Im Genoveva btw...
perjantai, kes�kuu 16, 2000 | | |

I watched Baz Luhrmans Romeo & Julia moment ago. Gotta love that movie. Then one bee almost terrorised the hell out of me. finally I was brave and catch it with mug, put paper under and put it out from my home. Bye bye bad bee, fly home and make me some honey.
perjantai, kes�kuu 16, 2000 | | |

Ahaha. I made a lot of test again. And this is what "I am":
Im 60% insane. Im a loony.
Im (duh?) 33% bitch.
Suprise is that Im 93.15 % geek (how in earth?).
Im idealist and also vigilant.
Interesting, huh? - NOT. ^_^
perjantai, kes�kuu 16, 2000 | | |

my tummy hurts. its sunny weather and my eyes feel so tired. I just would love to sleep.
perjantai, kes�kuu 16, 2000 | | |

Ah what a morning. Tho, Its night. almost morning. How does it feel like to wake up in the sun?
I need to buy d-string to my guitar tomorrow. I cant stand it anymore ;) I was so groovy feeling today that I played without it. And I had little jamming, and after all IM NOT GOOD guitarist, but It sounded good, I singed, played and just let my mind make stuff up. And I had a lot of fun. I just hate that I forgot one lyricks I made. (Hey girls, Hey boys...Chemical Brothers on...I have too much energy inside me. I feel like I just want to run without no stop. I want to sing my voice away. But...I cant. Pll sleep. This whole house sleeps. So I listen energy rolling music like this, Bj�rks I miss you [those horns...my god. Theyre brilliant. I totally loose it always when that part of that song float into my mind] etc.) I hate music. I love music. Its all. Its the thing I breath. Its like a thing Im totally desperately fallen in love. Sometimes I float high cause of it. Sometimes I cry cause I just cant have it and I just want to guide it to hell. Sometimes I clock my door, push > - button on my cd-player, put my headphones on and hide under my blankets...mm you got idea.
Now I put the matrix soundtrack on. I really have too much wasted energy inside me. Argh. Propellerheads Spybreak. I love that beat in it. Rolling. It reminds me about old agent movies, where agent-"Avatar" just run and suddenly stops to spy the bad guy behind the corner shining silver gun in his hand. And then camera turn in slowmotion, bad guy get kung fu kick on his back and end is history.
I want new computer. I want put my mind in byte of beats. I want to go to Kajaani and play with my Dad's computer and keyboard. I remember when I was a child, I got hours of fun from the strange sounds called like "terminator", "space" and such. And I made my own ahhah so cute computer music with them. They always were just bunch of all kind of strange tunes. Im glad that I didnt know how to record 'em. Cause I know that they would kill me (laugh too much and die) cause even know I remember one thing I always played and its hilarious. :))) I sometimes hope that I could turn back time, and leave those years again, when we lived in Sukeva. We had huge house, my father had studio (it was his own little company) and we hade a lot of space and always a lot of ppl living with us, doing music, playing with us (with me and my sister), having fun. Tho, that time had a lot of darkness too. But as a child, it was adventure. And I miss those times. Cause after it, things just crashed like a atom bomb into Hiroshima. 8)
This day was nice, I got phonecall from ekhowl. And were going to meet tomorrow! :D Nicey! Prodigy mindfields. I always play these tracks when my heart beat too fast. Like now...I could use for a little scream. But I dont want to woke up everyone. Im Jack's broken heart. yeah mother loved fight club. We watched it. This was like...5th time I saw it. I think that end-scene in Fight Club is one of the most somehow romantic scenes in movie history. (I feel quite strange things romantic in the movies. I also cry my head off in old 50's musicals. or in Breakfast at Tiffany. or In Idiots. etc.) But its my opinnion and such, so...Bless. ^_^
perjantai, kes�kuu 16, 2000 | | |

torstai, kes�kuu 15, 2000

I found a lot of cool clothes today from second-hand shops. Totally new Benetton's (till tickets on it etc.) furry 100% wool shirt. White. It looks angora, but it isnt. So fluffy. Cute. And quess what it cost! 5 (five) FIM!! Unbelievable! Totally! Scottish kilt, quite red, warm wool one. Psychedelic shirt, with clips from different pop-art, old tickets pictures and stuff on it. Very strange but cool. And then black shirt with japanish styled collar...you know. well it cost 5 FIM too. Nowadays second-hand shops has gone thru of some invation. Its so cheap. Strange.
torstai, kes�kuu 15, 2000 | | |

Im listening Ayreon's Into the electric castle. I love it. My favorite song Isis and Osiris make me always almost cry when that female sings. It's somehow so cristally like voice and...God. its just so glittering.
torstai, kes�kuu 15, 2000 | | |

Im cherryfull. I ate 1l of fresh yummy cherries. Uh.
torstai, kes�kuu 15, 2000 | | |

ooh. sunrise is like from the baby/child-books...babypink/-blue...tho its start to be funky-pink more and more all the time. Birds woke up too. And now, Im going to go to sleep. Tihih! :P Bless.
torstai, kes�kuu 15, 2000 | | |

JESH! In this summer mtv3 will put whole Twin Peaks on air again :))) This must be my lucky summer: Twin peaks, new Lars von Trier movie, two new Bj�rk albums, er...Sello lessons...A lot of happyhappyjoyjoy kick ass -stuff. 8)
torstai, kes�kuu 15, 2000 | | |

This evening was quite nice. I was in that concert...and well Mesmer suprised me totally. I was into after first song which still play over and over again in my head. I >really> like it! I've been totally down like a week or so, but after that concert I walked out from Brinkalan piha with happyjoy-feeling in my heart and smile on my face. When I heated to my bus I heard some one calling my name and well long time no see I met Nume. We had little walk and talk and such. We went to wait my sister outside of her school too. And when we were walking to our bus suddenly like a miracle started to rain. And that rain was huge. Under minute it wet one totally. I love it! I love to see how ppl screamed and runned to get away from the rain. It was chaotic (just the way I like it) and I just was there, looked up and let my face get all wet. I love to see how little chaos change the regular way to be. Second before it happend mass just walked out and in from the shops, busses and such...and when the suprise rain started like almost from clear sky it was like "ekk Im made of sugar...Im going to melt!" and running. I love chaos. I love it!!!!!! :))))
cause its been this kind of stange weather clouds been beautiful. Tonight sunset were amazing, I just stared it, It was like view to a heaven were I'll never going to get in. It changed color all the time and cause its so windy clouds went away and it change the look. Like lava-lamp. Psychedelic. Beautiful.
I realized that If I some day loose my eyes, I'll die. Sounds so naive, but that's the way it is. Let me tell you...If Im deaf, I can still hear, sense and feel the music and beats. If im blind...well...I could live without view to sea, I could live without seeing flowers, fireworks. without beauty of everyday urbanism and soap bubbles. maybe somehow even without seeing red color or movie. BUT. Without the everyday view to sky...stars, clouds, view that's always different. It's the thing for me. Sky. Stars. Clouds. Thunder. Heaven above me. Without it I would totally loose it.
torstai, kes�kuu 15, 2000 | | |

keskiviikko, kes�kuu 14, 2000

Uaa. Now I have Ice Cream. Not much, tho. Finnish ppl know how much, cause Im eating one "eskimo" right now. Let's all fight a bit and hum..."we want choko"...new mantra. Wont help much cause I dont know any 24h shop around, where I could get some, I mean. DUh, forget it.
Hello. My name is El BimBo. Nice to meet ya.
^_^
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 14, 2000 | | |

I want Ice Cream.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 14, 2000 | | |

I want to see ocean. I have this huge feeling 24h inside me that I want to see sea. I want to stare it and hear it's voice. I was by the sea few days ago, but you know...I Japan...theres beach's were you can see just sea now little islands aroudn...and black sand everywere.
I would also want to see some good fireworks now. Cause why in earth we just see some in new year? Boring.
Coffee is ready. Laters.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 14, 2000 | | |

I love Towa Tei! I found his new record in store...last record cover was green. Now its yellow. Its coolest. Gotta get that cd someday...Anyway. Soonish Im going to go to city. In brinkkalan piha there will be free concert, 4 different band, progressive rock and such. My main intress there is band called "Mesmer"...Dunno when the real concert starts but Im going to get there at 19 something...So It maybe will be quite nice evening. Its still stormy but very sunny! :))
My sister speaks swedish all the time now. She have exam tomorrow...I hate to listen it. 8) Horrible. :D Laters.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 14, 2000 | | |

Oh Birds start to sing, wind make trees hum. THE thing I miss most in winter. Sound of summer forrest.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 14, 2000 | | |

God. This day was a nightmare...almost...not every part of it but too much negative things happend. Tho, a lot of very good things too. Like I got 3 non-postlist mail! And they were great! And Irma Vep was in tv (Gotta love that movie, one of my all time favorites) and... Sami called me. :) That was super thing. He called me when I was crying after little conversation were she get my point totally wrong after I tried to tell it with all the words I knew ;) And I was tired and confused anyway so *click* and I cried my head off. And then I heard my phone ringing somewhere...clock was like ten past 1am. I just wondered who call me in this time at nighty and it was quite hard to locate my phone...I always forget were it is. I was like " *sniiif* Hello? ". I felt so much better after talking with Sami. But when I closed the phone I heard the silence around me...everyone went sleep when I was in phone. And then I started to cry again when chat with my mum came into my mind again. I was so angry. Now Im just tired. I have this feeling inside me which confused me so much. I've tried to get it out in words so many times and every time I put it out so wrongly. I sound lame, stupid and so on. And then I get angry to myself. It worries me 24h. Well tonight I tried to get it out again and mother get me SO wrong. I tried many times. I dont even know myself what it is. This is madness. 8) SIGH. Maybe It's THAT time at month again, righty? ;) Maybe this day was ruined from start. Maybe if I go to sleep now, tomorrow will be better. Tho, I almost start to cry now, cause Im still so angry. And I dont cry much. I dont cry at all usually. Almost never. Heheh. ^_^
:P Off I go. Bless. Tomorrow sun will give all of it's flames in my heart. Warm.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 14, 2000 | | |

tiistai, kes�kuu 13, 2000

Im listening Pizzicato five...Its so stormy outside. Just the way I like it to be. Mother and I were at market and bought some food. I hate to think what I'll eat in one week. Its too much mindwork. Im the kind of person who just make food/eat with inspiration. ;) Well I bought a bunch of lollipops cause I really need some now. I know I gotta finnish one page soonish (Im lazy so it's stressing me SO I need lollipops)...Theyre like cicarette for me. I dont smoke. I just eat lollipops. My very bad habit. ;) bad, yeah right. Im quite ok mood now. Im happy about this summer storm. Hopefully we'll get some serious lightnings tonight. Wind blowns from sea so If its thunder-storm, it will be huge. Yay! :))
mm. Im going to put my headphones on now, sing and read dazed&confused (magazine ;) and stare those great big grey clouds.
tiistai, kes�kuu 13, 2000 | | |

my mind float again. need to go to sleep. I need rest. I need life. I need...hug. :P
I dont know anything anymore. Im so fucking bored of idling. Let's see what future brings. Bless.
tiistai, kes�kuu 13, 2000 | | |

maanantai, kes�kuu 12, 2000

duh. I've been sleeping all day. I went to bed again after 3pm and I woke up moment ago. Its beautiful weather, nature is all red now. I love that soon theres nights when sun will be up all the time. Lighty. Day was all rainy and now theres just few flurry cloud around. And I need coffee badly.
maanantai, kes�kuu 12, 2000 | | |

Sigh. Another manic monday.
I feel kinda empty. My legs hurt more than yesterday. Its rainy. I start to make some works soonish. Gotta finish 'em. I went to sleep at 5-6am. My mum forced me to woke up with cup of hot fresh coffee...evil. Im reading Tomoyasu Hotei's "homepage" japanese version and...idling. I write some worse lyrics / poems before I went to bed last "night"...After this really busy weekend I feel empty again. Its like I dont have life anymore. Those "jobs" things...well...my phone is dead. Maybe I have to start search some again. I felt so good cause they said that they definedly want me, but after it and after hours of talking...silence...silence...Every place were I tried to get study...I didnt get in. So maybe another year of idling cant hurt after few. I really dont have "life" anymore. And when I try to get one, it always somehow run away from me ;) oh anyway. Im just tired. Ignore my mumbling. 8)
maanantai, kes�kuu 12, 2000 | | |

and some ppl really have too much free time.
Jeez. That page remind me about my old days, when I was fanatic Xphile...oh my.
maanantai, kes�kuu 12, 2000 | | |

Im hopeless. Every day when I decided to go to sleep, I find some interesting stuff to do or read. Tonight, I discovered that some ppl (and that doesnt include me) really dont have real life.
btw. Sky is more colorfull now than few minute ago. Now that pink is really, should I say, funky pink. Gotta love it.
maanantai, kes�kuu 12, 2000 | | |

I joined in another blog webgroup...this time in redhead blogs...interesting! huh? :)
maanantai, kes�kuu 12, 2000 | | |

beautiful sunrise. sky is all pink and orange. uh. last week and weekend was totally hectick. hopefully I'll get peace tomorrow. Bless.
maanantai, kes�kuu 12, 2000 | | |

I've been sleeping all day. I woke up and watched movie "Leon" from tv. Now I found myself front of 'puter, so I decided to write my daily blog. So...Yesterday was perfect. I said last in last blog, that I'll have so much fun, and I truly did. It was so nice to meet Epa, we had nice time together! Well...we heat to city at 14pm after star trek. It was warm kinda hot day and city was >full> of hippy-happy ppl. First concert we saw was Ultra Bra. It was so great! We just dance and sang along, and other ppl just stare us, cause we were like almost the only one who knew every lyrick, even from the new songs. Sun was shining and mood was amazingly high. After it we dicided to get something to drink cause we had like over 1.5h 'till next concert. We leave da festival area and get some cider and heated to Epa's home buildings roof. It's like right in center of the city and all you can see is another roofs around you. It was sooo hot, we just enjoy our cold drinks there and stared windows and other roofs we saw. After it we saw YUP's concert which was so great, we were like 1m from the stage. And J.Karjalainen were best. I've seen like...2 of his and this was the best. There were like over few thousand pll there and everyone knew lyricks, maybe because he's songs are part of the mainstreem finnish music culture. We had to leave Epa then (and we missed the last part of that concert, pity.), cause it was time for teknotunnel! 6h serious dancing ;) Well...It was the best! Those DJ's were amazing! (second was the best, I forget his name already) I had like 30min were I didnt dance. at 6am they ended and I and Senni wanted to go home so much...It was delight to walk thru silent (and messy after that drunk party festival mass) city under warm sun, my legs almost killed me. I had to strugle to get myself out from the bus...Finally when I was home I slowly (it was hard to walk, cause my legs didnt have any get in shower, drinked a half bottle of pepsi, eat everything what I found from kitchen and finally falled on my bed and into dreamyland. And my body has little ache around still. I really can feel that I really danced about 6hours. I loved it! I just closed my eyes and danced. I opened 'em when I needed to drink, and then again I closed them and just feel the beat and music. I didnt care anything else. I felt that music so stronly. So my weekend was success. I just feel bad, cause one of my friend tried to call me few times yesterday (cause I promise that I'll meet her) and I was into concert so I didnt hear my phone ringing...oh well. :P Just have to wait 346day till another DBTL! -Good.
maanantai, kes�kuu 12, 2000 | | |

lauantai, kes�kuu 10, 2000

Oh god Im tired. I went to DBTL tonight...I bought some tickets for saturday so I just hang in free area...I listen free jazz concert which was fantastic and some street dj's. I hated that whole city was full of drunk young and older ppl. It was horrible to walk around cause you just saw drunk mumbling and spirit smelling mass everywhere...but somehow its nice. I know that in that area where you need ticket to enter...well there's a lot of good mood inside. I know. I've been in DBTL like in 5 summer. Every year it grown to be bigger event. 5-10 years ago it was just little thing in turku which few little concert and one huge free park-concert...Anyway, Im going tomorrow at 15pm and I quess that I'll return after 6am. I'll meet old friends, hang around with my sister (and others. With Epa of course. She's old old friend of mine. I always spend my dbtl with her. Its like old rule. We dont see lot of each others in winter or such, but it's like no time ever gone between our last meet...year is like on dbtl after another ;) we have so much another lifes in thesedays. *sigh* ) listening good music everywhere and and...well...dancing like mad one.
I came home at 23 something. I cooked good food for my sister and for myself and after that we just watched tv 'till I almost falled asleep. And now Im here, going to sleep, but I cant never miss my daily blogger...Its beautiful night now, no clouds and such. It's been rainy like whole week now. Today it was nice halfcloudy day and clear warm night. Now its clear and windy. Tv said that tomorrow will be quite warm and quite clear here. Hopefully, I dont want to pay 80mk to get rain and cancelled concerts. ^_^
Tihih. Bless.
lauantai, kes�kuu 10, 2000 | | |

perjantai, kes�kuu 09, 2000

Yay! I've worked all day again! I maybe get beta-versio of 'Turun Ursa' pages online tomorrow...
Im going to go to city soon. To catch my sister after her school, she, her friend and I will walk around city and see what is going on in DBTL...But tomorrow Im going to spend whole day and night there listening good concerts like Ultra bra, YPN, Ambient club, Rave party...and such...I can hardly wait! Oh well...anyway. Laters!
perjantai, kes�kuu 09, 2000 | | |

ARGH! They lost my old guestbook while they moved server...so I had to start a new one. Hate it! Old one had so heartwarming messages in it. *sob* I feel so bad about it that I could almost cry. ;) Anyway!!! Now I have new one...yay. Its empty. Feel free to fill it.
Im going to have nice day today. Hopefully. Anyway...Laters.
perjantai, kes�kuu 09, 2000 | | |

I put my samurai fiction poster on the wall. looks so cool. Im hungry. Gotta cook something before sleepyland.
Im listening some freaky acid-jazz and sky outside look peacefull. Oh well. Off I go. Bless.
perjantai, kes�kuu 09, 2000 | | |

torstai, kes�kuu 08, 2000

Visit to my granparent was joyfull as always. I came back about half an hour ago. I spend almost all day there. My sister didnt let me sleep all day, which was my plan. I worked till 5am and then I went to sleep and turn computer off. I dont do that usually. When I shut it down, I let myself sleep better and I give some offtime for myself. Which means that I dont woke up and sit down front of the screen right after I've opened my eyes. You know...and she ruined my good plan. 8) Evil sis! Well, I dont blame her, cause I had more time to do things...like...idling...muahah. Anyway.
I got my Being John Malcovich soundtrack today from Boxman! That cd really kick ass. Now Im listening Massive attacks angel...I really love this tune. This beat.
I got mail from friend who's in uni...it said that its possible that tonight it will be huge northlight storm. In 2-3 nights or something, even. It will be huge, bigger than that which was on air few month ago, and it was biggest in ages. Let's see what happend...Its a bit too lighty here now...we want dark sky!
torstai, kes�kuu 08, 2000 | | |

I've worked all night. My eyes hurts and my back ache. Maybe I go sleep soonish, cause its not wise to work if Im tired as hell and such. Ohh. Anyway the hardest part of that project is done! So I'll get it ready in few days. Maybe faster if Im not lazy! :)) Happy! Joy?
Ah. Nice green tea. I've drinked so much coffee today that I dont have any...and I try to stop my bad habit to drink it more than water. So I made tasty green tea. I love it.
Tomorrow Im going to visit my granparents. Nice. Its always a joy to see them. And after it I come home and just work work. Maybe. Hopefully. 8) never know. Btw, I've been playing a lot of guitar again. It's second thing I do all the time now. Other is sitting front of computer. Well...I do both same time ^_^ anyway. My mother said that she's amazed cause I've learned so much in so little time. And I can say myself that its true. And I feel good about it. Sky is crey. It's still rainy. Im happy about it cause after the rain nature will blossom! :)) and I can hardly wait DBTL!
torstai, kes�kuu 08, 2000 | | |

keskiviikko, kes�kuu 07, 2000

DAMN! I hate my ftp...It takes stuff in, but when I go to see those pages...nothing...even if I push "refresh"...nothing. I've save everything well and such...It does this from time to time. I just hate it. Grrr.
Im listening Hotei's 'save me' (you can find this song in samurai fiction soundtrack) now....uuh. I just want to close my eyes and let go. But gotta do works. I made little hotei page into my homepages music section. ah. my favorite part "wont you please save me..." singing with very emotionally way and after it starts guitar solo, which make me shiver. Gotta love it. Brings little teardrop in my eye. It's so beautiful. Oh well. Laters.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 07, 2000 | | |

seems that Mencer had a birthday yesterday (Im reading his pages right now)...well congtratulation ^_^ !!!!!
aah. Final last cup of coffee. Gotta go to store to get more...
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 07, 2000 | | |

raindrops keep falling on my head...Its rainy day. Gotta go to city soonish, but I dont really want to go to walk and get wet right now.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 07, 2000 | | |

Off I go. Nighty maybe. Coding. something. Plaah. Blessszzz....
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 07, 2000 | | |

Beautiful sky. I took few pictures. Its like from a old paitings about jesus, god and heaven...
How gross can a life sometimes be? Im not pessimistic person. I just sound like one, sometimes. I remember once long time ago one (stupid) doctor told me that my life's religion is pessimistic way to see everything. And I just laughed, cause she didnt get it. I just have this way to see ironic side 24h in life...anyway, Im too tired to find a words to explain it, but hope you'll get a point. Birds started sing. Amazing.
keskiviikko, kes�kuu 07, 2000 | | |

tiistai, kes�kuu 06, 2000

Hellow. Im tired. Its thunder in air...Black clouds, birds sing madly (they dont usually put out any voice at daytime) and I feel tired. I always feel tired when Its thunder. It not hot, but its so warm. Nice :)) I love thunders! Anyway. Yesterday was greatest! My sister and I went to see Julio Medem's Lovers of the northpole (starring Fele Martin�z) which took my breath away! Im still very touched about it. It was one of the greatest movie I've ever seen! Im going to see it again next week. I also bought Samurai Fiction poster from that little teather where we were. It was too cheap, just few marks. After that movie, I and Senni just laughed and screamed out our joy and suddenly we started running...we runned SO fast (I've never runned that fast in my life and I didnt feel any tiredness or such) thru other ppl who were in same cinema with us, we runned thru 2-3 blogs just laughing out loud til' Senni tropped her SF poster tube in the middle of street full of cars (and it was -this- close that one didnt killed her)...We stoped and started to walk and then I felt that I was SO tired, my foots shaked like hell and I felt so weak. But It was great, we runned like maniacs! :)) After it we went and rent Samurai Fiction again. My mother bought new video-player so we had to watch something with it. And we wanted to hear Tomoyasu Hotei's music and we needed badly that beauty what that movie has. That day was coolest.We walked around city 'till out bus came.
Today was nice too. I search few cd's like mad one, but I didnt find 'em. Well...truth is that I've found (one new) true love, which is Tomoyasu Hotei's music and voice. He's japanese multitalent musician (guitarist, song writer, singer...) and I try to find his record everywere but I cant find any! Im hopeless! I dont live in Japan, were I could find them in every fucking store (He's Boowy and solo-career records have sold over 24million copies in Japan mostly). I dont have fast internet connection when I could download 'em as mp3's and burn them in audio. I dont have Visa so I cant buy 'em from online recordshops. or Finland is such a dull place that its very hard to find any not local or mainstreem cd's here. Im poor student girly and hopeless and quite depressed now. Buhuu :P *sob* Help me! *sad grin* :P aah forget it.
I dont know...I have this...well...ability to fall in love with strange things. I dont let many human inside me this way. But music and some movies or things like red color...they make me fly. You know, love is pain, it include a lot of it in start. When I fall in love with some music I just want to hear it, put my headphones on, be alone and listen it. There are a lot of music I love, but there are few artist which make music I really love...Oh god, its hard to explain or put in words but I know that there are ppl who know what I mean! I just want to fill myself with those beats complitely, make every pixel inside me sense 'em. Now I feel "pain", cause I cant hear Hotei. This really really really sounds stupid, but heck, who cares (do you care?)...I have to get SF soundtrack. :P Hahha I sounds like Im druck addict...But If Im addict to something its music and lollipops. mm Off I go. Laters.
tiistai, kes�kuu 06, 2000 | | |

I got great day today. Im going to sleep now cause Im so tired and I feel a bit ill, so I'll tell more tomorrow. Nighty!
tiistai, kes�kuu 06, 2000 | | |

maanantai, kes�kuu 05, 2000

Kiaah. Im in better mood now. Gotta go to shower soonisha and RUN to city!!! :))))
I tell later why I feel better! :) Anyway! Im going to see movie tonight! Fele Martinez! :))
maanantai, kes�kuu 05, 2000 | | |

Im going to create new look to this blogger some day. I just got idea. I've coding one project like 3 hours now. I had huge problem and I didnt find way to make it rolling...Now its ok, I get idea after few cups of hot coffee and now I try to find proper pic about jupiter. 8) code is fine but now I have to make visual side ready. My back is aching...neck too. Sun is rising. I should go to sleep cause soon I have to wake up 8) I have to be quite pepper "tomorrow" cause Im going to visit my grannies, and I have to run around doing things and after it Im going to go see Lovers of the north pole...Its now here! :)) And I talked about it week or few ago! Amazing! :)) I can hardly wait. I just love Julio Medem's movies...tihih!
I dont feel fine. I dont know why Im this sad all the time now. My mind is in huge storm. That's why I just clock myself, sit front of this *censored* computer and try to 'work'...and I drink 10 litres of pepsi and stay awake 3 days and after it I sleep 22h. And then...I feel better...maybe. ;) BUT! Maybe that movie is that great that Im floating high after it...movies have this thing inside 'em. One movie can heal my heart. Gotta see American Psycho someday. My sister went to see it with her bf 'yesterday' and she said that it was freaky. I would love to make anime marathon some day...I really really really need some serious anime action now. But...No can do.
Yeah. Off I go. Nighty nite you all...who ever you are. ^_^ Bless.
maanantai, kes�kuu 05, 2000 | | |

sunnuntai, kes�kuu 04, 2000

PLAAAH
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 04, 2000 | | |

*yawn* I watched Futuruma while ago. I also made quick call to my friend Janne. It's always a joy to hear his voice. Anyway...Im hungry. And there's nothing to eat. I dont have any money and folks are going to get home at night...Maybe I should eat my flowers. Some vitamins...hah.
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 04, 2000 | | |

Sigh. I went to bed at 4-5am and phone rinning woke me up 12 something, when my granma called me. Its stormy. Im playing Bj�rks Gloomy Sunday. Sunday Is Gloomy with shadows I spend it all / My heart and I have decided to end it all... Very ultimate intensive song. plaah. I shold do some work but Im just floating...I just have everything messed up in my head, and I even dont know why. I just want to hide and be quiet 'til I feel able to see all. Or 'til someone start to search me. Cause right now...I've never had much friends, I do have many now. But still...I have never, never been this lonely inside me. That's why Im like a time bomb cause I try to get touch with ppl but...my mail box is empty and my phone aint saying anything.
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 04, 2000 | | |

Im feeling highly depressed. Alone home. No one answer to my messages...
Evening was great! I went to city to meet old friend of mine and we had great time! I've missed her so much. Now she's back in my life. It was nice to have two old friends around, walk around the city. We drinked coffee, chat chat chat. It was so nice. I get invite to one party but I wasnt in da mood. I dont want to go and be a piece of meat. Well...if you are strange woman in big party you are a piece of meat. Some harmless dancing and such would be nice, but I know when people are having party cause theyre school ended and such...its always wild. After all I didnt have money. so I came back home at 22.30 something. When I opened the door I almost wanted to turn back and go party, cause whole house was dark and full of silence. Tonight I didnt want to be alone. But what can I do! So I cooked some yummy noodle stuff, coffee and put some Alanis Morissette on...and then I killed one innocent spider that was on kitchen floor. I was like *Eeek* and slapped it with news paper. It was ugly and BIG! Gosh. What a nightmare. Now...well...Im sitting here in darkness. Im floating around. I want to call someone and ask "would you like to take a nighty walk?" but there's no one in Turku who would answer yes. And Im too tired to walk to Helsinki...;)
Sigh
sunnuntai, kes�kuu 04, 2000 | | |

lauantai, kes�kuu 03, 2000

Snif. Pride and Prejudice is over. No more Mr Darcy. :(
I have hurry now. My old school friend is in Turku and I tend to meet her! I've missed her so much, her always happy character...Its great to meet old friends. Oooh anyway...Gotta run!
lauantai, kes�kuu 03, 2000 | | |

Yawn. Eka left me alone few minute ago. It's stormy morning. I should go to sleep. Eka slept 3hours. I just stared my walls and listened stormy wind. Now...clock is 10:10...I can decide what to do between 4 hour of sleeping or saturday morning cartoons...4 hours sleeping before last episode of Pride and prejudice. mm...I sleep. Yep. That's my plan now. Alarm clock on and...Nighty nite (or morning).
lauantai, kes�kuu 03, 2000 | | |

Senni went to sleep at 1am something. Eka and I made some food and chat. 4am-5:25am we made soap bubbles and blow 'em out from my window. My hands are now icy. Eka went to sleep moment ago, and I smell soap around me, my hands, face...^_^ It was so beautiful. Sun rised while we quietly just made sky full of bubbles. It made bubbles burst sun rays and colors. It was so amazing. It was so out from this world. And everyone in this huge house were sleeping. When they woke up they'll noticed that all windows under me (Our flat is in higher floor) are covered by soap water...*innocent smile* moi? no...
I should go to sleep too. But...well my sister wake up in 30mins. She have last school day, and then she's free. And Im free cause she's going to go party with her boyfriend. So...I have change to go to city and meet my old friend. I also have a change to go to summer cabin, sit all day and night by the sea and hear it humming...I love it. But Im not yet sure what I'll do. I live in this moment. Wow...Yellow light in my room, sun is rised and everything is so clear. My mind is empty, my heart is sad and Im quietly happy cause I had nice time. Clouds are beautiful now. They were something amazing few hours ago...wow...I love nights. Summer nights.
lauantai, kes�kuu 03, 2000 | | |

were having movie marathon here with my sister and Eka. (who's great friend of mine and she's leaving as and going to travel to summer cabin, whish far away, and she'll be there about 1 month.) We watched some jane austen pride and prejudice, and now we have some Monthy Python on. Yay. Ice cream, pop corns, good food (I cooked some very tasty noodles and such), cappuchino...aah. Oh well, theyre calling me now. Laters.
lauantai, kes�kuu 03, 2000 | | |

perjantai, kes�kuu 02, 2000

Blah. Rainy day. Friday. One friend of mine has birthday...she's now 22v. Onnea Selen! :) Im going to maybe meet her at torni today. She's meeting her family and that means that she and her boyfriend are here in turku today, and old Tursa-girly cant miss the change to meet her another family ;) Yay.
perjantai, kes�kuu 02, 2000 | | |

LOL! HTML the game.
perjantai, kes�kuu 02, 2000 | | |

Uuh. Mtv is playing Ricky Martins private emotions...which is...well...nice song. I like that cello in it, which sounds very romantic. (yeah Im not that cynic as I want to be, somewhere inside me lives little hopeless romanticist :P ) hahah...my sister came back home about 15mins ago. Her school ends tomorrow. I hate it. Well...cause I always get feeling that ahhah another year doing nothing ( = no school). Ok, I've had hard time, I've study coding by myself and I've looking for a job like animal! Hope that's something! :/ I just hate the fact that ppl thinks your stupid if you dont spend you whole life in school. Damn! Im much clever than most ppl who are in school. I hate this system sometimes so much. I feel like Im not even part of it, part of this mainstreem popularity and such. *sigh* But Im happy this way, and I've found job that is the thing I love most. I know that in the future (after 10-15 years) I try to get in to film academy or something. I dont have rush. I just float and try to get some sense of this...humming...
perjantai, kes�kuu 02, 2000 | | |

My dog forced me to woke up again! I took little walk with her and then I started to sleep again. Now I woke up again and I have some yummy espresso and toast here. I try to get my brains working...
Stormy.
But I like it.
perjantai, kes�kuu 02, 2000 | | |

Bladerunner (directors cut) on tv right now. Sleepy Hollow was quite nice and beautiful movie. I like Tim Burtons way to bring his inner world in movies. Of course Johnny Depp was nice in his role. That headless man was super! Every scene were he was into were best. Anyway...visually way that movie was very great. We had 1hour free time before movie started so I and my sister just walked around quiet and empty city and enjoyed sun and warm wind. We took some photographs of each others. So this day was quite nice one. mm. Sleepy I am. nighty Bless.
perjantai, kes�kuu 02, 2000 | | |

torstai, kes�kuu 01, 2000

OH MY GOD! I surf into Hiroyuki Nakano's homepage who is director of Samurai Fiction...well...news news news! He's directing new episode! SF episode 2002 stereo future! KIAAAH :))))))
I can hardly wait it!
torstai, kes�kuu 01, 2000 | | |

ooh. Im going to go to movie tonight! To see Burtons new movie Sleepy hollow. Its last night when I could see it, last show. Its nice day. I wake up at 13pm and after it I just watched movies I rented yesterday. One of my all time favorite musical, Les Parapluies de Cherbourg aka umberellas of Cherbourg. Include young beautiful Catherine Deneuve! I love that movie, its most romantic movie in the world. I usually hate everything romantic but this movie...snif. I love it! Music is great, it has one song I've loved since I was kid. They sing every line in that movie. Old classic. Samurai Fiction is great. I love that music, movie and aah. Its one of the greatest movie in the world. I love Tomoyasu Hotei's music and his role in SF. Bla bla movies movies movies ^_^ !
Gotta do few things before I go to city. Bless.
torstai, kes�kuu 01, 2000 | | |

IM SO TIRED! I had those fucking test today and I was death tired after 'em! I came back home and went to bed. I slept 'til 8pm. then I woke up and watched movies. now...Im still tired. I hate music test. I was shaky, neurvous and scared. but I think they dont mind cause everyone were scared there...its part of the whole test thing. well I'll get results after 1 month. that sucks! I hate wait! I want to play cello!
I rent samurai fiction (again), hilary & jackie (ah that music) and one old musicial movie. I'll tell more tomorrow. I go back to sleep again. Bless.
torstai, kes�kuu 01, 2000 | | |